I'm trying to understand,
I'm trying to forget what I understood,
I'm trying to understand why I wanted to understand it,
I'm drinking alcohol,
I'm thinking,
I have doubts about my thinking,
I'm thinking about my doubts,
Exhausted, I fall asleep.

Two magical solutions to everything are "keep trying" and "just wait",
One of them does magic, the other wrecks everything and is a bad fate,
And you never know, which one is which, for any man,
Luckily for us, about this we usually don't give a ****.

A far cry
Is still there,
It's in my ear,
Unable to fly.

I am feeling empty today,
I am not an entity,
But some kind of emptity.

You never wanted to finish it,
And today you finally  understood
That you never started anything.

Don't laugh,
Unless it's something nice,
But when it is,
Laugh even twice.

Can you be the voice in my head?
And then, can you be the voice in my sleep?
And then, can you be me?
And then, can you leave me forever alone?

The bliss of alcoholic haze
Is making easy life to face,
At least the life of alcoholic.

What a strain,
To think
And to think again.

The blue sky
Is always high,
Ready to share
Drugs and despair.

This health advice
Is better than a few:
I should sleep more,
And probably with you.

One look into your eyes,
And I can tell
That I have a snowball's chance
In hell.

On every possible map,
In every possible town,
Sun is going up
And then it's going down.

The sky isn't responsible for your feelings and stuff,
For all you know, the sky has its own issues,
And therefore, you have to be tough,
Without using too many tissues.

It would be good,
It would be very good
To have both love and food.

I would like to begin from scratch,
Be my scratch
And let me be yours.

It is tough,
It is very tough,
But just smiling is not enough.

There is only one thing,
That is certain and sure:
I will never be sure,
I will never be sure.

I am fine,
I am fine,
Even though
It's not mine.

I'm believing
That just be leaving
Isn't a solution
To any problem.

Don't be proud,
Don't be too proud
To have benefit
Of the doubt.

I went out of my way
To find my way,
And it's not just a wordplay,
Even though it also is.

I'm not going to make
Any mistake,
I'll be perfect, like a robot from the future.

I will never be whole again.
But,
Can I have some pieces back, please?

Sometimes, things don't have to be good or bad.
They just have to happen in the right order.

I left this behind,
I never looked back,
Going in the circles.

I want to be with you,
Being me,
And you being happy.

You are running away
From your calling to stay
And be beautiful.

I didn't forget,
I just don't know,
How to remember.

I like to wake up
With a start,
Being happy.

I've got a nice collection of knives in my back,
Sometimes they are moving
And joyfully hurting.

There's only one bitter truth and a whole bunch of sweet lies.
And all you've got is an empty stomach.

Don't look into the eyes of the monster,
You won't like your reflection in them.

a miracle
is always around the corner,
wherever you turn,
it's right behind your back.

but, you know,
whatever it is,
it's still there,
it's always there.

In each room
There is only one elephant,
To get you confused.

I am exhausted,
But hey,
Everything else is ok.

In the life we are walking targets,
For the sake of ourselves.

Be sophisticated:
Don't make your life complicated,
Make it simple.

I cannot have feelings
That I don't have,
I don't love you.

In the grey world,
A red squirrel
Is running frantically through the whiteness of fields.

there is nothing,
that could stop me
from not doing it.

I am having nightmares,
And as such,
I like my nightmares
Very much.

Yellow sun, blue sky,
Yellow sand, blue ocean,
Yellow-blue storm of emotions.

No, seriously, tell me, come on,
What are we supposed to do
After being born?

in some universe
a gull cries,
because it's missing you.

You'll have your way,
You'll have your way,
And thus you stay,
And thus you stay.

Remember, remember
The end of November,
The start of December,
Remember, remember.

Don't
Do
Anything
Stupid,
You
Idiot.
Period.

There's nothing
And then not much,
That is my life,
As such.