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Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
Him
He passes by
The wind blows across my face
The sun flickers against his ***** blond
Turquoise eyes hold me still
I smell a breeze blow past us like we weren't there
His turquoise eyes sparkle like a star
as I forget where I was
He glides across the road to where I was
The chills shivered down my spine though I stepped into a bath of ice
Turned around pretend
He caught my arms and stood me against a pole
he chews his gum as he tries to speak
I smell a minty breather blow across my cheeks
Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
You put me down
but I will rise
you break my bones but they will heal
You shatter my dreams but they will form
my security will rise against you.
Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
You're doing this wrong
You're not right
we can't hear you
Don't talk back
we are the adults
we are not interested
Go to counseling like it or not
you got no choice you got no rights
you have no say in anything
follow our rules
if you don't it's your consequence
You can try to fix me
you can try to shape me
you can try to boss me around
you can try to parent me
you can try to control my life
you can try to control everything I do
But that will not make me love you
That will not make me trust you
That will not make me listen
that will not make me care
That will not make me follow your rules
That will not make me forgive you
you are not my parents
I didn't choose to be here
I had no choice
Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
I hate the way you lie
I hate the way you look at me
I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the way you apologize
After you make me feel sad
After you made me felt useless
After you made me felt like I was nothing at all
I hate the way you made me felt  helpless
I hate the way you made me felt hopeless
I hate that you took away everything I cared about
I hate the way you broke my heart
I hate the way you took my heart in your hands and crushed it
I hate that you were there for me
I hate the fact that you made me soulless
I hate the fact that you made me cold hearted
I hate the fact that you made me heartless
I hate that I can't be myself
I hate the fact that you made me just like you
Because of you, I am heartless, I am cold-hearted
I am soulless
Because of you I am so harshed to all guys
I am always paranoid
I am always hurting men's feelings
Breaking their hearts
Look what you've done to me
Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
He tells me to wait, to wait for his love
TO wait for his touch
so I wait every day and night waiting for the day when he takes me kisses me by the lips like there was no one around us.
Every night and day we talk he flirts with me I do the same
The day came it was a dance night
I hoped rot see him there
I hoped to dance with him there
As I hoped I dance with my girls looking for a sight of his face
But cannot find
Finally, I see a familiar face
A face I've been looking for all night
Then we dance he held my hand and with the other on my waist
I thought he kiss me but he didn't
The music ends he leaves
I see his lips touching his Ex lips my heart breaks my heart shatters It melt away but he didn't care.
He was selfish He was kissing his ex in front of me
He kisses her again my heart breaks all over again
And my tears shed out he didn't care
Then I realized I was ridiculous to fall for his tricks.
Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
Try
I try to forget the painful past, I cannot
Day and night when I close my eyes I dream all my painful suffer's come back in my dreams. Night and day I cry in my sleep
I fight the nightmares but it doesn't go
The nightmare of my painful past is just too strong
Just too much
My painful past and all the memories are always here.
Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019
I lose my temper that I can not control
I cannot even though I try
my kindness sheds away
the more I lose my temper
the darkness take and takes me up peace by peace
although I fight the more the darkness takes me the more I try to love the more I lose my temper
My loving half is a gone
I'm taken by darkness
No kindness nor love
will ever find me nor bring me back to the light of day
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