I looked across beneath the tree
personalities ly on the pastures green
Flickering red hang from the tree
Mad at God for how it fell
I told my wrath what a poet
They fell on grass that didn't ly
Bore apples rote in pain
Poring tears, seedlings grew
Lighting flickers personalities grew
though my foe was my blood
My foe stretched beneath the tree
Turned around and made me bleed
I fell far from the tree

Walking down
Finals day of 5th grade
The ten-year-old little girl looks up at  her momma
Phone scream is in the way
The phone never leaves
all the girl wanted was her momma to look up
She would notice the tears shed
She would notice her daughter crying
Standing in tears
Covering her feelings around her
She would notice her daughter is hurting in pain and needs her momma's help just for once.

The thought of you happy with someone else still makes me smile
I will be happy with or without your arms wrapped around me
So if we fall apart and I see you with someone new
I will not shed a tear
I will be that you're happy
I will stay strong for you and your happiness that is the love I have for you
With or without your arms holding me
so don't worry about me if we fall apart.

Why do you make me feel so special
make me run out of words
make me smile every day just by the thought of you
The thought of something more
with you makes my heart skip one two three
but I am scared
scared your gonna leave me
your gonna walk away.
that all this will fall
I come to a town and there you were
It turned into more all I have is you
"AND FEAR"
The fear that you are gonna get tired of me.
That your arms will hold someone else
while my eyes water
while my heart crumble like broken glass

The key to unlocking my heart gets buried deeper and deeper
Until it's at its the grave
Here I am in the dirt filled with scars and pain
Little did they know
Little did they know that
I was alone
the smile covered the true pain
The makeup covered the trail of tears
The sunglasses covered the glaze of my tears
little did they know
I just needed one little friend to care
to have my back
to like me
to love and to care
but it's too late
I am done trying
done hoping