But now I must let you go
For my sanity and yours
I must leave what was and find what is
You must find what is.
What’s done s done
We’ve had our run
Were undone at most incomplete
This sadness lingers far too long
And this anger festered way to long

You scare me sometimes
You listen, you hear
You watch, you observe
You laugh,
why do you laugh
You made me feel like I needed you
When really I was better off without you

Sleep is my best friend
She is always there for me
Even in my darkest times
She comforts me

I love him,
I want him to hold me and
him to love me and fxxx me at the end of everyday,
I want to argue with him
and get mad at him
and smile at him
and laugh at him,
I wanna
enjoy life with him
make him feel mad, happy, and sad all in the same moment
I wanna figure out myself with him
and be apart of his everyday activities.
I wanna be with him
Show him that my love is like no other
Show him that my love is his to have forever
I wanna love him