Today was amazing and that hurts so bad
I'm afraid of losing you and everything we had,
the nights we spent up late
Talking and baking bowl cake
I missed us
and i got to see it again
Dancing in the kitchen,
Cuddling on the couch,
The way you get So angry
When you're losing a game
I missed your smile,
Not the closed mouth smile,
The toothy smile
Its gorgeous,
When you get a text or see something on your phone
You think I'm not looking at you,
Just for a second
Your lips curl into the most beautiful smile
I wish I had the words to tell you how I feel
But instead I leave it unsaid
Because I've said so much
That you didn't want to hear
I'm too attached
and I know you are too
but in a different way
and I just cant get that clue
Well, I get it
I ignore it
In the hopes that you'll forget
and come back to loving me
Maybe the way you did
We Are much closer now,
and you do love me
I know that
But it's in a different way
And sometimes it's perfect
Like today,
We sat at the table,
Where just a small distance can feel so far,
But then you reach out and take my hand
We're as close as ever, maybe closer
We've grown so much
and we've still got a lot to do
I've missed you
I hope you've missed me too