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Huguette Dec 2018
Every time I reminisce on the 6 years I wasted
Ignoring the love you sworn to provide
It hurts me to core
Knowing that I chose to love the wrong person
Thinking that maybe or surely the love I had for you would fade away
Because I was too ignorant

Too ignorant to understand the difference between love and lust
I chose to be with someone that only looked at me as a piece of meal and devoured my happiness with his so called lies
And rejected the only person that appreciated my smile
My body scent
My jokes
My dark eyes that represents hatred
But here I am still wishing I could trade these moments for the love you sworn to provide
Love will always find you.
  Dec 2018 Huguette
Vanessa Gatley
Lord
It's
Surely
Time
Endorse
News
Huguette Nov 2018
Energy of a bullet,but lightness of a depressed elephant
Which keeps on devouring my heart every second every minute every hour and my heart stops for a minute then tears flow like the Nile river
I try stopping the tears but stopping keeps on stopping me from moving on
The thought of his smile inspires death the same way a rabbit inspires a dog
I try not to think but my thinking capacity keeps on retaliating
The luminous kiss which provokes and evolves my hormones






Thunder strikes moments captured but easily deleted
Her eyes shining like diamonds glowing under the sun
Promises being made
Every minute we in  bed but broken in a split of a second after the luminous kisses
Her body is like my favourite morning coffee which I wish she hadn't poured so much milk
Because now it's too creamy to resemble my dark brown eyes
And every time I wrote,every time I opened my eyes
I was cutting out parts of myself simply to hand them over to her
When she told me she loves me,her mouth would curl up at the edges



I didn't fall in love with you
I walked into love with you,with my eyes wide open
Choosing to take every step along the way
I do believe in fate and destiny,but I also believe we are only fated to do things that we'd choose
And i'd choose you
In a hundred lifetimes
In a hundred worlds
In any version of reality
I'd find you and choose you
Only to become my reincarnation.
Huguette and Lesley
Huguette Nov 2018
Learn how to write to breathe in
Learn how to read to breathe out
Learn how to speak to release tension
Learn how to laugh to create happiness
Learn how to love yourself in order to be loved
learn how to appreciate even when you have nothing
Learn how to be humble before life humbles you
But in the end always be yourself
Knowledge will always be powerful.
  Nov 2018 Huguette
Melissa Rose
I pretend to feel skinny and pretty
but I know I’m not beautiful or thin
I bleach my hair to cover up the grey
most days I feel fake in all ways

I wear clothes that hide my appeal
want I really want is to be real
I pretend to be an artist and a poet
but my work speaks for itself I know it

I struggle to speak my truth
stolen from me in my youth
Given up my right for basic needs
deeply rooted are her toxic seeds

This facade she created
is someone I have always hated
I’ve spent years peeling back layers
desperate to reveal my true nature

I lost decades cutting her away
razors turned dull the pain didn’t fade
Punishing myself needed to end
in order to survive I cannot pretend

I’m on a journey to uncover
the girl I protected from my mother
Despite her powerful instincts to hide
the woman inside is dying to be alive
11/19/18 There’s an urgency to find her these days.
Huguette Nov 2018
I wonder what the world promised you so bad
That you feel like everyone owes you an apology
What conversation strucked you the most
That you feel like you are entitled to be right
I wonder if the world promised you love
Because you are really good at pretending
That love was once your source of inheritance
Expectations leads to disappointments
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