Words do injustice with thoughts
They spin my thoughts in circles...
Mystics like me are few
and limit of my thoughts is you...
This is God's Will
Silent and Still
Mind should stay numb
but Soul Chill...
I cannot catch up with anything
since Everything is whirling...
electrons in atoms
stars in the galaxies
and me around You...

Sometimes I allow these wine bottles
to drink me and drain
frustration from my veins...

Why the world's greatest brains
are breaking chains
to behave insane?

I can play with words but not with heart, like you...
Everyone prefer to stay away from the people, smart like you...

You deserve to be painted in a masterpiece on my heart...
So no one should dare to touch an art like you...

I hope someday, you will come this way...
I did not burn the bridge when depart, like you...

My heart and mind seem to be in love...
I am learning to keep them apart, like you...

You will win the competition among disloyals...
Since i am not taking in it a part like you...

Where are you?
Please come out in East Garden
so your heat may melt
the freez in Tsinghua...

Where are you?
Hey! light up
Look! stars have come to see you...

Night is cold, sharp and silent... Beautiful like your eyes...
I was looking the moon
in the glass of Tsinghua Lake...
Lotus is asking me,
"Where is she?"
Where are you?  

All preparations are complete...
Like a sacred ritual...
Words are standing in front of me
in a queue for auditions...
I want to release this burden of my heart on a paper...
My emotions have started begging me to save them in rhymes...
Where is moon?
It was crying your name right now...

Forget it!

Where are you?

Come!
before dark thoughts start filling my mind...
I am standing here
waiting to see you...
In a try to solve your mysteries in my poem...

Tell me!
Where to save you?
Choice is yours…
I can save you in a piggy bank
like a baby
who can't sleep
without hugging it.
Tell me!
Where to save you…
I can wear you in my hand
like a ring
or like a scarf
around my neck…
Tell me!
Like a poet who keeps a peacock’s feather
in his poetry book
Or you want me to save you
in a folder
inside folders of my laptop…
Tell me!
I can drink you
like a cup of coffee
so I may feel you
when you are not
active in my blood…
or I can request
to broken mirrors of dewdrops
to keep you projecting
inside the garden everywhere…
Tell me!
Where to save you?
Choice is yours…
Because you will not
be able to escape
If I closed you
in my eyes for eternity…

Why to love with all my soul when ending is so painful?...
And love itself has never ever proven to be gainful...

Why to love with all my mind when she wasn't even thinking?
And jumped from the ship of hope when it just started sinking...

Why to love with all my feelings when she wasn't even mine?...
And if will we be together even there was no sign...

Why to love with all my heart when she has left me breathless?...
But what to do with storm in me that has made me restless...

Why to love with all my love when love is not existing?...
If it does, then prayers, beggings are not much assisting...

Anxiety tried to swallow me
for eternity
in the blackhole of your absence...

Depression tried to freeze me
in the dark matter of your memories...

And stress of over-analysing these complexities of our relation,
was trying to just disappear me
in galaxies of disappointment...

This collision of me with me was going to turn me into start dust...

Luckily,
I started feeling the gravity of those,
light of whose sunshine faces
warms the planet of my heart...

I realised that...
You are too small to revolve in my solar system...
My universe deserves glistening moons and a brighter sun...

After unfriending you
from my life,
I am scrolling down
a fresh timeline...
Your posts are not appearing in it...
My dreams are not streaming
your videos anymore...
And heart has promised not to tweet about you...

You changed your colors, so I sat you free...
It did same when leaves did this to tree...

Who abandoned their branches and became history...
Who stood firm, who fell down, its another mystery...

Winter will pass soon, tree will heal...
But what you lost, ever you will feel...