there is a sadness to spring as the days grow longer the weather warmer there is nowhere to hide no excuses to give missing the cold the dark nights sitting with a blanket by the fireplace hidden from the world and it’s problems
the body keeps score resurrecting at night re-living early in the morning when it’s dark and you’re lonely fragile most vulnerable waking up crying remembering replaying traumas past and present
i float among the stars slowly spinning touching nothing feeling something it’s crystal clear not black or white but somewhere in between lost in time surrounded by sound it all stops the silence is deafening
the slow swirl of a cloud in a endless sky wandering among the stars as the moon dims a dream fades remembered briefly at sunrise i wake up crying for a life i've ever lived