you will die
be forgotten
only your poems
and writings
maybe remembered

you ache
for the touch
of a man
desperate
afraid
of growing old
dying alone

i find shelter
in your arms

forget the past
the pain and sorrow

your embrace
reassuring

enveloping me
in love and safety

your kisses
soothing

comforting
melting the world away

your touch
tells me so much

it heals my heart
anchors my soul

reminds me
i am not alone

locked eternally
in an embrace

i and you
you and me

together forever

the pain
is unbearable

the loneliness
overwhelming

my soul
is screaming in agony

it’s too hard

i can’t
won’t

do this anymore

i’m not going survive
this time

losing
living

existing
without you

I miss
the relationship
partying
drinking
*******
I just don’t miss
you

ahhhhhhhh
make it stop

the loneliness
and grief