Why am I always like this
Why am I always doubting
Why am I not allowing myself to be happy
Why do I self-destruct
Why do I want to end
Why do I tell myself I'm not worth it
Why can't I stop crying
Why can't I stop thinking
Why can't I let it go
Why am I thinking of death
Why do I want to end it
Why can't I stop myself from think
This is all it is