Not today is  to justify me, and answer what I am for,
But to love myself first as
I know who I am,
I am human changeable, influenceable and unity of ego- pride .
I know I am capable of everything  as humans loves to create the beautiful best into ugly worst,
So I am leaving my straight face to you so you can prove and define me ,
Definition of me can’t be so hard by now.
W.E

I drowned in the reality of people,
The deepest truth of my existence
Broke me at first,
I wasn’t ready for my  family lineage,
Never wanted to be the next heir of wangdee industry,
I ran in darkness,
Drove down hiding into forest,
I starve, the thirst for finding myself ,
Brought my mind into point,
The point of nothingness,
The morning sun rise into woods,
The singing bird and no clue sounds
Adopted my rushing mind,
I sat,
Analyzed the very key point of living;
The stable mind, the mindfulness and the very own mind.

being lost,
being crazy , being weird maybe
is not so bad
Like
at night walking the streets for
hours and thinking
the moonlight is nothing just a fake
if you can be
that way
undisturbed
and
Knowing you can't beat death but
you can beat death in life sometimes or
Maybe I am more consumed by the way this something-ness is undefined
Or The mind is always ready for harsh reality.
W.E