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Jul 2020 · 65
After what happened to me
You think I want a man
Nope
Just to be with someone
I got to go through the lies
No, thank you
Maybe in the future
I need a real man
Who could be honest with me
And knows how
To treat a real woman
I’m enjoying life right now
I want to live my life
In peace ☮️
I do just fine being by myself
I don’t need company
Okay I understand
Teenage
Yes, I understand some other  adult
Who has mental health problem
But what I don’t understand
Grown as man
He don’t know if he
Wants VCT
Or he wants the other person
QR don’t understand it
QR had to  let you be
Get your life straight
If you want to talk to QR
Dude you got issues
Stop saying you don’t want a woman
You just swallowed that
Jul 2020 · 19
Life is
Life is what we
Put out there
Life will be more
Easy
If we take away the
Negative energy around us
Always stay positive
Because positive mind
Will get us
Anywhere in
Life
If we invite negative
Negative will follow you
Whatever in life
You will always have up and down
No matter
How or what you do
If you chose the path
With negative
Don’t ask why is
Your life that way
Only you can make a choice
How you could do it
Most part
Stay positive
Being positive and always
Have god in your heart
You will be okay
Whatever challenges
May put against you or
Forwarded to you
Jul 2020 · 59
You have a blessed day
May all my family and friends
Have a blessed day
Focus on the stuff is
Very important to us
Just like me
I focus on my kids
And grandbabies
Especially does one
Who push me away
They could have a blessed day
To as well
May they find god in
There heart
And ask forgiveness
Jul 2020 · 29
Good morning
Good morning
To my lovely family and friends
Good morning
To many peoples
You do nothing but
Put negative views other
People life’s
Good morning
To the planet
We live in
Hopefully we
Could survive this
Endlessly virus
Are coming into
Are planets.
God bless you
On Sunday morning
Let’s pray for are
Love one
Jul 2020 · 27
Poetry vs journey
Like me, I love writing
My expression
And what I had learned
As a child to being
Adult
Poetry is about what you
Talk about
Could be love, sadness
Broken heart or family

A journey is a person who
Doesn’t have any feelings
To write about people business
As long they publish it and get paid
They don’t care
If they ruin someone life’s

The funny thing
Some people love digging into
My personal life
And actually put it out there
Even though it’s not true
Honestly only person
Who really knows
Who you are
Is your own self
Poetry and journey are
Two different things
If I didn’t have a heart
And what I know off
People in general
I could do the same thing
Be a journey
But I love poetry
Jul 2020 · 54
I believe in spirituality
Here in America
They have haunted house
Some people believe in ghosts
Some don’t
In the Philippines
They have is called aswang
Aswang could be called many
Kinds form of things
It’s could be called ghost
Or people eating other people
I believe in being
Reborn again
Like after life’s
I also believe connecting
With people
Who left us
Some of us read tarot cards
To read the tarot cards
You have to accept both
Darkness’s and light
My sister tough me
When I was only 5 years old
Everyone who past away
Don’t actually live earth yet
Some has unfinished business
Earth for them is actually Trying base
After deaths
How much spirit are walking
Among us right now
We don’t see them
There’s no spirit out there
Will tell you
If they are pure
Stress is building inside
Honestly I really don’t have
Nobody to talk to
Beside my poetry
So I write down everything
I’m feeling inside
After I express my feelings
Some what feels
Much better
I’m not a Violent person
That I could go and do
Something
I can’t yell my lungs out
Most of the time
I keeps everything inside
Until it really build up
That I can’t take it anymore
That’s why I rather
Write
I did
I knew what I was fighting for
I was fighting for the people
I thought. They love me in same way
I was wrong on that.
Now I’m not fighting for anything
But with myself
Trust is gone
Love got scared and when hiding
Royal will always be there
Because I’m not a low grade a woman
I’m more classy type of person
Jul 2020 · 38
Vision
Stop and realize
What are you talking about
You can’t fool someone
With your simple excuse
By saying
You are not doing anything
Deepest of your heart
That you are
When you speak
I could feel there’s a
Missing sentence your
Not saying I see right through you
First, your actions speak louder than your words
You whatever, what people say
I already know
What you're actually doing
I could put 1-2 together
When someone asked you
Simply question
The words are coming out your mouth
Don’t matchup
With your eyes
Did you know
That are eyes tells
Everything
Our eyes don’t lie
No negative energy
In my life
My mind is so clear now
The people
That’s doubted me
No longer
Face me
I realize, they only
Want me
If I have something to
Give
That’s the end of my life
Tomorrow is new
Start my journey to
A better and a blessing
Life. No one nor
Anybody can say anything to me
Because I’m only going
To laugh at there faces
They had a chance to
Change there life
To a better
But they rather pick up
A stone’s
A stone will just bring you trouble
Within and without doubt
There’s life will always
Repeatedly
They won’t able to be successful
If they pick up a diamond
There life will be much
Better less struggling
And no stress
Hey whom am I
To say anything
There lifeType
My first relationship
There’s was so much promise
That never kept
I got smart
I got out that relationship
I couldn’t take it anymore
Yes, I have a lot of patients
But I’m not stupid either
That I do see things
Before he say anything.
I let that relationship
Because I was falling for someone else
I gave it a chance
After of all
He got silent
Push me away
Lied to me
It’s just another old one
Was repeating it self
Now I’m in silent
I don’t talk to that person
Because I know deepest my heart
It’s all a game to them
I put everything that happened to me
Learned to just close my heart
In the end of the day
I am who I am
Good woman with
Nice souls
Loving, caring and
Royal to myself
I like awaking up each morning
With a smile on my face
Always thinking something
Positive to start my day
I don’t hate peoples
I just don’t like what they
Do
There’s people who
Like to ruin other people life’s
Because they are not
Happy themselves
There’s people who
Make bad decisions
All does time
They doing it
Is finally catching up with them
They end up
Losing someone they love
Karma works in
Many ways
If my ex
Came  back in my life
I don’t know if I’m
Ready
I don’t know if
I would be happy or sad
So much already
Had happened
Is a question
I need to look
Deepest of my heart
That I don’t know
Honestly I probably
Play it by ear
See what happen
Even though I
Already know what
Is going to happen
Jul 2020 · 62
Just protecting my heart
I’m just protecting my heart
My heart is pure
I have a lot of love
To give away
My doesn’t need to be broken again
It’s really hard
To fine
A heart like mine
You know how I am
You know what I
Will do
For does one I love the most
Now my heart is hard
Like a stone
Jul 2020 · 31
I ask myself a question
Am I still in love
Well if you don’t feel it
Am I still in love
Jul 2020 · 33
Today what I am now
I am who I am
I came out of my mother Wound
She raised me up
With respect to my older
She shown me stuff
What would be like
In a real world
Will be
If I have a little spicy
On me
Because I’m mix
She even told me
If people are saying
Bad things about me
Just to walk away
And avoid them
She shown me
Loves
Royal
Trust
She always say
Without does three
Your not complete
Jul 2020 · 30
I don’t hate
Just won’t talk to you
I don’t hate
I will just leave you alone
I don’t hate
I won’t acknowledge you at all
I don’t hate
I will ignore you
I don’t hate
I’ll never trust you anymore
Hate is a very powerful
Things to say or not
Want to hate
Hate yourself for being the way
You are
Are the one to go first
Now new virus been
Airborne up on are air
We breathe
Does people always
Thinking doing
Something to others
Are the first to get it
Because they have nothing
Better to do
With life
But hate on others
Especially the other person
Is doing anything to them
Jul 2020 · 43
Me jealous
I’m to far being jealous now
I no reason to be jealous for
I know I’m a good woman
I know where I stand.
Jealous lol
I have better things
To do
To be jealous over that.
***** will come to you
God knows
I didn’t do anything
Bad to you.
Like someone said
When you play *****
Life will give you enough
But you will hint
Rock bottom
Believe and learn
Who was out there
With you on
Fourth of July
And who did you told
She’s your girl
That came back to me
To be honest
I told the truth
I got nothing to lose
Yes, I’ll probably
Will help her
But she has done a lot
To me.
Not once’s in my greatest life
Did what she did to me
Back to her.
Like I said in the past
I could forgive someone
But the hardest part is
Forgetting it.
Last thing
She has done
Something I didn’t want nothing to do with
She brought it back
Something I been avoiding
Like I avoid her
Jul 2020 · 28
Remember I fought for you
I thought I believe
I kept fighting for you
You turned your back on me
Now is me
Going to turn my back
Because you
To blinded
By your best friend has to say
Now I know everything
I need to know
Don’t worry I’m not her
I don’t tell people about people
I’m not a mess person either
One thing about me
When you didn’t fought for me
I was only person stayed fighting
I thought I believe
For right now
I put all my deep feelings
Into a box
Kept it safe. Maybe once’s in your life
Time you will
Recognize
How much you meant to me.
Jul 2020 · 29
You had the best thing
I was able to take some
Of stress
By helping you
But you turn me away
Distrust and royalty
Unsaid.
Now you are back
Where you started
Again
Doing everything yourself
My heart is not to be play with
I’m a good woman
With a respect and honesty
If I show you
Honesty
I accept it back
I got no time for anybody
Games
If I’m being serious about
Things
I rather you be straight with me
But you lend me on
Something wasn’t positive
I change for myself
My heart is pure
There’s so much loves
I could give
When you push me away
It’s just I can’t feel
Love
Love disappears
The feeling I use to have
Is not there anymore
I could only love
So much
When they don’t
Realize how much they
Meant to me
I’ll back off
I’m not chasing them
Now I’m so nun I
Can’t feel anything
This what happened
When someone you love
Wants to ignore you
Mistreated you
Especially when they want
To lie to you
I fought for the person I love
Nothing happened
Now I’m so nun
I can’t feel anything
I can’t feel love
I can’t feel anything for him
Jul 2020 · 26
I’m not shame to speak
Future growing up I was
Adopted also
Just got pretty lucky
The people who
Adopted me
Are very wealthy
I lose my adopted father
In April 2006
He had a stroke
My adopted father dies
In age 99 years old
I remember growing up
The school was just behind our house
Every morning my dad
Will pick Daisy flowers
For me to take to school
To give it to my teacher
Then my adopted mother
Got sick
She past away
Age 75 years old
That’s was January 2007.
My mother use to
Work as a chef in daily city’s California
Both parents are
Barry in Rosehill Memorial cemetery
People love getting in
Other people life’s
And actually put out other people
Business out there
Even though is not true
When you fine out
About them
You sit and wonder
Honestly they have no
Room to talk
When I found stuff
I just leave it alone
So there for
Before you miss judged me
And down grade me
Better look at yourself
In the mirror
We all when through stuff
In are life.
Jul 2020 · 43
Don’t never lie to me
One way to another
I’ll find out
I never lied to you
I never hide no secrets to now
Do I feel sorry
Nope I don’t
Everyone of us
Will lose someone
Maybe stuff that she did
Finally catching up with
Her
She’s no Angel
I totally give up
I have things to Cómplice
In life my
That no one will do for me
I have goals
And more meaningful things
For me to be
Worrying about others
When I set my mind
To something
I’m one track mind
I do what I want
No what everyone said or want
Jul 2020 · 18
I’m just being patient
You don’t get whatever
You want in life
So, I **** on myself
The alway I won’t be
Stress out
Just to wait
Let’s god show
Me whatever that may be
Now I could balance
My chakras
Be more positive within
My life
And to better myself too
I’m in the right path
If is meant to be
Than it will happen
Just be patient
Let’s start by telling the truth
Let’s start by providing yourself
Cuz all you doing
Hiding ****.
You want me to stop listening to others
What exactly are you doing
Listening to whom
May say.
Money don’t grow on tree
Remember that
Jul 2020 · 19
The old saying
You don’t do something bad
To someone who help you
It could come back to you
10 folds.
Jul 2020 · 23
Sorry You Cannot fool me
I wasn’t born yesterday
I surely not dumb either
I could read between the line
I was fool once’s before
But had woke
From my deepest sleep.
My Angel from above
Tells me
A message
If I feel something is wrong
I will look into it
I’ll feel much better if I
Could prove my guts
Is wrong or right
Than I will know
How to deal with my
Situation. Silent you will
Get from me
Jul 2020 · 57
A good woman
Is hard thing
To come by.
One thing you don’t do
That to a person
Who helped you a lot
Especially money
For someone to say
Your not having ***
Is guilty as hell
I did that for nothing
So, what you have to say
Jul 2020 · 30
I feel much lighter now
Now I had to remove
Myself away
From negative people
My life is odds
To change for the
Better.
If someone dearest
Love me
For who I am.
They could back in
My life.
Bring positive mood
Not negative and *******
I will close my heart
Completely
I’m very happy
I finally to say
I have good friends
They always
Think about me
Always checking up on
They get worried
When they don’t hear from
The kids adore me
So much
It feels good to be loved
It feels good to be very important
To them
That’s what I need to be around
With good people
Not people with so much hate
In their life
Not people always thinking
Doing something to others
I’m not a negative person
I wake up everyday my life
With a smile on
My face.
I like living my life
With positive
Not negative
Because negative energy
Don’t get you anywhere in
Life.
Jul 2020 · 34
Millie
But first, I have to push away the imminent danger that threatens to ruin everything or even worsen your situation
Jul 2020 · 53
Lovely Racheal
I did a reading about this person you’re always thinking about.

My cards showed something I wasn’t expecting.

I see feelings that are developing. This person is thinking about you all the time.

But I also see negative vibrations coming from a third party.
What so ever that negative energy is coming from his side. Just close by him. The third party already did some damage. She won’t stop until one of them get hurt. She’s obsess over the person you always thinking about. Separation already started again. And others people surrounding you both.
Jul 2020 · 17
I can’t do it
To many negative energy
I like to relax
Not each time I turn my
Head I got to be worried about
Someone doing something
Because they not happy with there self
Right now I have no desire
To give myself to anyone
Not where I stay
To much negative energy
I can’t do it
I tried to help but I keeps
Getting rejected
Now I focus on me
Take care my business online
I have so much goals
All my kids are grown
Time to do for myself
I can’t do it
Where I’m at
Jun 2020 · 22
Do you hate
When someone very special to you
Had pass away
This morning, but you
Sleeping good until
Someone kiss you on your head
Whispers to you
When you wake up
You looking for them.
I need to be strong
I got to stay focus on
My life
And put my heart to aside
If I keep using my heart
All going to do
Is hurt me
The whispers I got
To close my heart and open
My Brain
I wasted all my energy
On something I believe
Nevertheless though
That I will be awaken
By the spirit of my grandma
To me a message
That my soul is pure
A person like me
Deserves much more than
What I’m going through
Block all the negative energy
Is trying to come in
My life
Just keep doing what I’m doing
God will always be with me
No matter what life
Brings
All I could do never
Lose my faith
Good person like me
Never lose anything in life
Jun 2020 · 14
Yes everything matters
If you got a woman
Paying half your rent
I have ever right to know
****... but you leave me in
The dark
I don’t know who or what
You be doing in the house
****... your kids not home
You could be bringing anybody
But you got a woman
Pay half your rent
She not in tiles for anything
Do you think that’s fare
Don’t lie to me
Cuz I didn’t lie to from the
Being
Yes, hidden a secret
But that’s not lying
Sorry I don’t believe anything
Anymore
Jun 2020 · 48
Dearly my friend Rachel
Dear Racheal,

I did a reading about this person you’re always thinking about.

My cards showed something I wasn’t expecting. I see feelings that are developing.

This person is thinking about you all the time.

But I also see negative vibrations coming from a third party.
Jun 2020 · 17
To whom may concern
I had a flash about you and another person you like a lot.

I drew my cards to learn more, to verify if my insight was right.

The cards revealed a thing I really wasn’t expecting…

And I think you weren't neither.

Everything could change because of this.

But in a better way.
This could be the start of a nice story, but I sense negative waves coming from a third person that could destroy everything.
Jun 2020 · 19
Would I ever look back
Nope I will never look back
Because my past cost me so
Much heartbreak and sorrow
I don’t want anything to do
With my past
Once’s I leave you and forget you
You will stay in my past
Odd to never remember you
It’s sad to think
That some people hold on
To the past
I let it go
And never look for it.
I don’t talk about my past
Because I don’t want to
Remember everything
It’s better to move on
Than to stay
I’m over my past
Jun 2020 · 92
Dear Emilia
I told you in my last email about a man near to you – and that something intrigued me about him.

My cards told me about manipulation, and this manipulation may come from him.

Did you have the feeling that some of your recent decisions weren't really your decisions?
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