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Maddy Sep 2019
You can dislike someone you love
Sometimes it is so unclear
Then
you hear the voice in your head
Reminding you
Others don’t notice
Either they don’t choose to do so
They see what they wish to see
Not what is truly there
It is clear when someone is so shallow
So narcissistic
You can no longer digest their environment
Someone can hurt you so badly
The person who should never hurt you at all
Truth is,it is what it is
They are who they are
They look at how a package is wrapped as opposed
To the contents and quality

C@rainbowchaser2019
Maddy Nov 2021
The sky is usually inviting even though the telescope still isn't on my deck, yet.
Not tonight.
Crying and writing don't usually go together but this time they do.
Photographs and memories will have to do but was hoping for more time spent with you.
One of the stars in my life who shone brightly has dimmed.
How lucky to have known you and played a part in your life.
More importantly we called each other friend.
So when I am able. looking for a shooting star or a falling star hoping you know what you meant and will always mean to me and many others.

C@rainbowchaser2021
RIP LKL
Maddy Apr 2020
It came back like it was yesterday
That was long ago but you are remembered
My hope is that you found her and that she was what you wanted
Though I suspect you wanted a lot more than an an air brushed wanna be woman
hope you stood up

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Oct 2018
In love and love a treasure
He gave me his name and heart
When you don't look you find this magic
Be open and caring
It was not the first time I fell but
The second time around was the charm
My Prince Charming still surprises and delights me
No matter a Prince or Princess
Listen with your heart and head
Don't let others get in the way of your
falling
Your happiness should never be judged by the way of the world
After all, it is your world

c@rainbowchaser2018
Happy Anniversary to my my love and best friend.
Maddy Apr 2022
Don't be offended
Yesterday was long ago
Time is limited and haven't got the time for an old friend
Not making it either
So another loss is mourned
Set yourself free from what used to be

C@rainbowchaser2022
Maddy Jan 16
Keeper of the flame
Instilling values that still matter
Beacon of light
Thanks for fifty years of public service
Reminding us that no felon should serve as President
No person in government should be above the law
Democracy matters and should never change
Ancestors and immigrants who are enjoying tbe dreams and accomplishments their grandchildren and great grandchildren achieve
You showed us what we should do and can do.
The middle class matters and should not be overtaken by the rich and powerful
We need to stay free along with our institutions
Guns and killing children ,educators and people in schools or anywhere must never happen again
Time to be civilized
Women must choose what they do with their bodies not the government
AI can be helpful and solve great problems but must be utilized correctly and positively without any danger lurking
Farewell
Stay Well
President Biden
Maddy Dec 2019
A sweet stuffed toy bear with soulful eyes
People were ignoring him
He didn’t want to be at this amusement park
He wanted hugs and a home
He has that and more
He is a beloved friend who still gets to me with those beautiful eyes
Hugging him makes the worst days so much better.

C@rainbowchaser2019
Maddy Nov 2019
He left way before his time
Needed him then and miss him every single day
Being yourself was just fine
Not apologizing for being a poet
Being creative and authentic matters
Conversations that should have happened long ago
Are happening because we are making an effort and time
Listening and talking are far more important than technology
I live technology but somethings need not change
Missing him and the people he missed out on
Sons inlaw and grandchildren
Graduations,holidaysmand talks we never had

C@rainbowchaser2019
1973 was long ago
Maddy Jul 2023
Another one of those wonderful four-letter words
Loners sometimes dwell there because it is comfortable and easy
Others venture into the unknown and go for it
Something as simple as attending a luncheon with strangers
Either you stay in your lane or kick it in its **** and go for it
Stay Tuned

C@rainbowchaser2023
Maddy Feb 2021
Trees dressed in their white cotton finery
Sun won't melt it away just yet
They bask in the winter sunshine
The fashion show a feast for the eyes
Warming the souls of those who have shoveled two storms so far

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy Dec 2019
What opens your heart
Makes the mission imperfect
Giving up is not an option
What touches us or calls to us im the wind is a superb notion
We make it better by finding the words others that others choose not to seek out
My wish for you is that the muses surround you and uour words shine
As you all do.

C@rainbowchaser2019
Maddy Jan 2019
Bright blue bitter January sky
New York City Eskimos running their Sunday errands
Then he arrived with his seen better days car
Man with the mission
His cats were waiting
They scurried from nowhere to Bluebelt park
Out of his bags came food for his cats
Watching and quietly seeing love and respect at a strange time in our cities
Love protected those homeless cats as my poetry protects me

C@rainbowchaser2019
Maddy Aug 2023
You are gone from our sight
Never from our hearts
You couldn't walk in this world now but wish you were here
To hear you sing
To hug you
To look at your reassuring hazel eyes again
Daddy, I don't know how 50 years have passed tomorrow but I will be fifteen once again
Your daughters love and miss you


C@rainbowchaser2023
Maddy Jul 2020
She is tough and made of stuff not sourced any longer
If time and illness make her climb harder hard to watch
She won't give up no matter who gets in the way
No matter how difficult she is and what watching that does to her family
So much of it is out of her control
Yet, she continues to fight the good fight for however long that is
Not ready for peace and serenity just yet
She continues fighting the good fight


C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Apr 2023
You're not going to melt
You might get a little wet
You might have to slow your pace
Fight the fear
The ones that keep you from being the very best you can be
The ones that become excuses and get in your way
Now that you have admitted that you are afraid
Get your umbrella and rain gear
The worst that can happen is that you might get splashed or caught in a downpour
The best thing is that the rain brings flowers in May
If you are allergic take your meds and carry a tissue

C@rainbowchaser2023
Maddy Aug 2019
Dearest old friend
We are sharing our heart with others
My fears are still with me but the time is now
It is about emerging into the woman some really don’t know
The one who truly knows has my heart and keeps my soul in check
Being sensitive is a double edged sword
Been there and done that
Second thoughts need to go the way of yesterday’s news
It matters but it takes its place in herstory
Finally,we have something to say and it matters
As do others

C@rainbiwchaser2019
Maddy May 2021
When the noise is deafening and just needs to be turned off
She reminds me of a bluer skies and her children
When people are beyond believing and you wish you could edit yourself out of the situation
She is calming and reminds me walking helps
It is the magic and serenity of turning off and tuning into beauty and tranquility
Seek it and finding it are worth the effort
Finding it?
I hope you find it and it finds you

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy Dec 2018
It is not in a card
Not in a song lyric
You don't find it in a beautifully gift wrapped gift
Virginia knows Santa Claus exists no matter where or what you worship
Even if you don't
Smiling is easy
A hug or word of reassurance
Merry will find you if you open your heart

c@rainbowchaser2018
Maddy Dec 2019
Listen very carefully
Think before you speak
Find it in your heart
Be loving
be caring be sweet
Find it in your heart
Spend your time wisely
Take a risk every now and then
Playing it safe makes for a "what if life"
Look beyond what you see
Find it in your heart
Sometimes you have to cut ties
Saying goodbye is easier than hanging on
Your time and effort is precious
You have to send it to the wind
Find it in your heart
The next best thing might be around the corner
Could be in front of your face
Might have gotten up and left
Be open for people and possibilities
Find it in your heart
Every butterfly feels the need for a cocoon
You don't earn your wings easily
When you do
Wear them well
Fly high and free
Find it in your heart

C@rainbowchaser2019
Maddy Jan 2020
Find it in yourself
Be kind
Listen very carefully
Think before you speak
Find it in your heart
Spend your time wisely
Take a risk every now and then
Playing it safe makes for a " what if life"
Look beyond what you see
Find it in your heart
Sometimes you have to cut ties
Saying goodbye is easier than hanging on
Your time and effort is precious
You have to send it to the wind
Find it in your heart
The next best thing
Might be around the corner
Could be in front of your face
Might have gotten up and left
Be open for possibilities
Find it in your heart
Every butterfly feels the need to return to a cocoon
You don't earn your wings easily
When you do
Wear them well
Fly high and free
Find it in your heart

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Jul 2021
Strong
Powerful
Delicate
Ever evolving
Creative and artistic
So Soulful
Stayed by the Duomo
David and The Medici
Easy to love
Forever in my heart
She is Italy for me
Luckily have met her sister cities
Until we meet again
Ciao, Bella.
Dolce Vita and Domani
Always
You gave me the gift of friends for life
Milioni di grazie

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy May 2021
Watched rain ripples in syncopation with the ducks quacking
It is raining like April
Tears falling everyday
Wasn't that long ago or far away
Strangest weather in April
But it is first week of May

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy Dec 2019
Dark and cold
Sweating
Hate remembering and going back there again
Every year around this time
Survivors and victims understand
Try to give those the space to come through what happened long ago or even yesterday
Even when you put it past you and get on with life
Hopefully enjoying it
Flashbacks rear their ugly faces and haunt you again

C@rainbowchaser2019
Maddy Dec 2021
It is the feeling in your bones
RUNS DEEP IN YOUR SOUL
You have it together and then you lose control
Amazing predicament
Behold its magic and allure
It has blue eyes seeking a rainbow of imagination
It knows what Love is and knows it is different for all
Once Flow and Love get together it does more than make the world go round
It the gift that gives beyond this Earth and time
You don't believe, look at those you love and adore
'The Flow surrounds you
May you all Flow

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy Dec 2020
Museums are great places for poets
Naturally left to enjoy and listen to artists
Colors and forms come alive before your eyes
Then again, we see it differently
What a grand way to spend time but with the masters and up coming artists
Then you realize they understand you almost as well as you do them
A quiet and private conversation that endures when you revisit
Please focus and enjoy especially in New York museums filled with treasures

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Apr 2021
Sky bluer
Squirrels grayer
Sounds clear and crisp
Hugs longer and deeper
Park greener and happier
Covid 19 isn't over yet
We are over it
Focus on everyday as the gifts and treasures they are
Breathe and focus

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy Oct 2021
Give yourself wings
and room to fly
Your time is limited
Listen to your head
Though it will quarrel with your heart and soul
Takes a miracle not to lose control
The path can change
The journey is yours
No ifs, ands, or buts and especially because
Just excuses
Listen to your heart

C@rainbowchaser2021
Maddy 7d
Not saying goodbye or farewell just yet
Fifty year friendships should be treaured
Alas there is tarnish and strange vibes around it now
Calls are lessened and get togethers far and few between
When next time comes play it by ear?
We will see how it goes
Drastic change so hard to know you
Who are you?
You are unrecognizable
Not sure that I want to continue this
Fond next time
Maddy Sep 2018
Those hugs were supposed to last forever
Every rose you stopped to smell withered
Crystal hearts just don't beat loudly or not at all
The sea glass is smaller and the shells are all broken
Lovely echo gone
When did hearing replace listening?
When did you give yourself back?
You remain everything
that you used to be
Except that smile is painted on and stuck in time
Used to bes don"t cant anymore
Or do they Neil Diamond?
You're talking but I don't need what you say
How many times can your tears bleed?
We saw the footprints you left for us on the winds of the sand

C@rainbowchaser
The lyric "used to bes don't count anymore "comes from Neil Diamond's song, You don't bring me flowers
Maddy Aug 2020
you can't  see where they are bleeding
some scars are wounds that simply refuse to heal
others need more attention
not all disabilities are visible
the truth isn't always the best medicine or answer
even when it is capable of destruction very difficult to comprehend
leaving well enough alone is not always the best policy but what if it is the only one?
how much does it have to hurt?
will the cost be too great?
draw filled with smiles slapped on will only get you so far
do we judge too freely?
do we forget that yesterday doesn't exist for some because they only have today
when will they ever accept tomorrow?
One step forward and two steps back may not be the prescription
for all?

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Nov 2022
I caught you looking at me
This time I caught your glance and returned that stare
Eighteen and nineteen were long ago
The scar is there
You can let things go but some memories burn and destroy your spirit
See you move on with an attitude but now it is of Gratitude
He showed me the way
A life quite remarkable
You accept not expect
You don't need a lot to be a Prince Charming or to be swept up by one
All it takes is to be loved for the human being that you are
For a very long instant and daily
I treasure what I have and what I learned
He is an original and despite the hurdles we currently face
Together we can conquer it all

C@rainbowchaser 2023
I know how lucky I am that the second time around was the best!
Maddy Sep 2022
She talks of Affection
She talks of Loss
She talks of angels here on Earth
She tells of stories others can share
Battles that keep happening
Soldiers who will fight for a win
Tee shirts with names of those who suffered
They are remembered with Love and Joy
She will not rest until Esophageal Cancer has a cure and treatment
The fourth annual walk today proves her spirit and determination with many cheering her on
Congratulations to her and to all that walked and participated
See you next year
Looking forward to progress and good news

C@rainbowchaser2022
To Dara Mormille
Maddy Dec 2019
Hello poetry iis mentioned and Thanked in the acknowledgment  area of my poetry book.
The chance I took in bringing my work to the public came because I Write here.
I will continue to do so.
I will support this site just as soon as we support Paws for Purple Hearts which is a service dog organization.
My book tells people to heal the heart and mind.
Please be patient but know I  am a poet here and I care.
There are people who one here to read and don’t write.
They are equally as important as my fellow poets.
I write grants too and if asked will help.
Maddy Apr 2024
If I could fix all this stuff that makes you Negative Nancy or Nathan
I would
Not only is it not my job.
I just decided to give you all the room you need so you can ease down the road at your own pace.
Friendship isn't over, it is on hold.
My life requires Positivity and Kindness.
That is how my life works.
So let's Forget the Band-Aids.
See you when you calm down and move forward!

C@rainbowchaser2024
Maddy Dec 2018
spent late afternoon and evening with Delacroix,Picasso,Van Gogh ,Mondrian and other great masters at the Met.
inspiration is in the works stay tuned
another year is about to come and go
Endless tears and last said goodbyes
enabling and co-dependency got up and left the room
getting more comfortable with myself and how my life will move forward
if you were left behind it's because there is nothing left to say
not my intention but it is better than the way it is and was
the memories are gifts

My gift to you is forgiveness but choose not to walk back into the door of your lives
you have made that crystal clear
Don't go where I am not welcomed

c@Rainbowchaser 2018
Maddy Apr 2020
In a slanted sanctuary and home bound world
Home sweet home has a new meaning
We will learn how to put into a new practice what we thought was correct
We are keeping our distance in real time and connecting and reconnecting virtually
There are dark hours around us
We will break through this and find the dawn again
Obstacles are lessons in disguise but this is for everybody everywhere
We are forever changed and in prospective it will  make itself clear
Take nothing in your life for granted
Your family and friends as well as this khaki coil
In an instant it could all be gone, unfortunately a twist fate recently reminded us
In my own life, we were spared by guardian angels
For granted

C@rainbowchaser2020
Happy Poetry Month
Maddy May 2020
He is a wannabe
Needs to take the chance and throw caution to the wind
Nothing easy for him but never look back and wonder
You are only good enough once you understand you have to accept things first
You very best is the best
Not what others think or say
We have all been there and if we choose to go there or anywhere
It is our choice
You do what you love and the chips if they fall are not only of your making
It is the air and in the universe and this is not happy talk
Not being a Pollyanna or sugar coating things
It is as real as a writer waking at inconceivable hours because their muse stirred them up
Hope to see you here
For him

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Mar 2020
May rainbows light your darkest moments
May creature comforts be cute critters crossing your way
May sunshine warm you no matter the season with blue sky and magic
Look closely and you will find it
You are talented to know the great and the small
The best and the least.
The same on the spectrum if you look hard enough and care.
You do.
My wish is that you continue to amaze your fellow poets
Joy and happiness to you and yours

C@rainbowchaser2920
Maddy Jan 2020
I have been in darkness and Shades of Gray
My words protect and comfort me
They saw me change my course and live my life as completely and happily as possible
No longer an enabler or co-dependent
My wish is that you find your path and come through to a happier side.

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy May 2020
You wake me in the middle of the night
You don't plan to do that but you do
Blamed my Muse for it but now it is not just you
It is musical snapshots ,words.and sometimes it is
nothing I can capture here
Those reading know what I mean and if you don't you are not a
writer
Hard to challenge what you were born with
Still don't know how I do this but I do
Next time when it isn't your lover or insomnia
Make sure you have a pen or laptop handy
Formula for a writer
Guess that is me or you
All of us here too?

C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy May 2024
Amazing Mother
Thoughtful Niece
Great Daughter
Kind and Supportive Sister
Loving Aunt
She makes her statements professionally
Her narratives and stories are beyond par toward excellence
She is engaging.
Beyond Awesome that is why I names her this way when she was a baby.
Happy Birthday
For My Awesome

c@rainbowchaser2024
Maddy Jun 2023
Giving you a lot of space
Not communicating and realized trying is futile
Friends need to back off and regroup sometimes
Wishing you the very best of everything always
When you are ready to reach out an understanding ear or welcoming door awaits you
For now, take care of yourself

C@rainbowchaser2023
Maddy Sep 2020
Did you catch the brass ring?
Could you hear the music from the old pipe ***** inside?
The painted ponies and other animals welcomed you
Beckoning you to enjoy the ride
Was it the ride or the ring that brought you today?
Was it soneone or something elee?
Be that little boy again and ride that well crafted carousel
Until things get better or you can be a kid again
Reality or Hypocrisy
Your choice



C@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Feb 3
For the youngest
For those to come
For dreamers and planners
For Love
For Creativity
For Joy
For Peace
For Kindness
For Technology
For Today
For Now
For Tomorrow
For our future
For all
Maddy Jun 2023
Enabler
Martyr
Perpetuator
Guilty as charged but finally able to file it away and throw it to the wind
Traveling forward
Forward

C@rainbowchaser2023
Maddy Sep 2018
Not the lady in red
makes me uncomfortable
The cauldron in mind in bubbling overtime
How good are you supposed to be until you find out what really matters?
There are no angelic excuses here but the feeling is that the answer is around
Around the corner looms
It's summer plus for me now and the seasons seem mixed in a concoction unrecognizable
Reinvention and self- discovery feel like a backwards roller coaster ride
Inside it feels like my world has to start so the ride continues
forward throttle
Pushing the restart button?

C@rainbowchaser2018
Maddy Aug 2020
When you are pushed to the ground
Rise up and find your reason for contiinuing
It may not be obvious or apparent at first
You have to remain open and your purpose will make itself clear
While others attach themselves to fading stars
You will shine brightly in your own good time
So go forward and carry on and if you should  fall
You keep striving until you have it all.

C@rainbowchaser2020
RIP Chadwick
Maddy Nov 2018
Archie Bunker still exists
in his yesterday
Old school just can't deal with new school
Balance the two together and we move forward
Which is were we all need to be
That said you must vote
If you don't then don't complain
Yesterday is gone
Forward March towards a fruitful tomorrow
Enjoy and cherish today
Be kind and give it your very best

c@rainbowchaser2018
Maddy Jan 2020
Thanks for what was but will never be again
In this case ,never say never does apply
The three strikes your out rule does apply here
Friendships should be easy and cherished
You shouldn't have to work hard at them
They should fall right back into place
No matter the time or distance
Not sure if some people are good candidates
My forward walk is easy because what is is what matters
What was only applies to memories that have become nightmares
You can only be burned enough to know the difference
When one door shuts another definitely opens

c@rainbowchaser2020
Maddy Dec 2019
The stars and angels smiled at you
They know what good and truth really are
Loving, compassionate, and caring
Simply one of the best!
We agree to disagree
You know that sometimes the world is cruel and unkind but you dealt with that
You lead by example
Too bad we cant clone you and market the formula
For you are an original
Writing this for you
others know what I witness
Others need to know you, too.

C@rainbowchaser2019
Dedictaed to my Brother-in-law
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