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Nov 2021 · 98
Like you
Priya Nov 2021
It goes like this.
I like him.
I know we have a different way of life.
I still like him.
He is an angel at my most vulnerable times
He has been my guiding light
These all happened in a sequence.
All from beginning.
I heard him on an interview.
He got me going. He made me laugh.
He made me relax.
He taught me on my training.
I heard him again.
Another test for the job.
He was very friendly.
I never knew both were same.
I still remember him saying " come on".
It felt personal. I felt something.
I wanted to see him so badly.
Well it's all virtual audio interviews.
One day after the office reopened, I saw him.
I saw a new guy on the floor and said, "hi, how are you? "
Then later I came know. It was him.
I was so surprised to see him.
He was so simple and good.
I know he smokes, probably drinks, probably has a girlfriend.
Oh, he used to play guitar and the he stopped.
So obviously! Nothing will come as surprise.
When he came to me to clear my doubt.
He sat next to me, I felt my heartbeat.
I always thought of him as an angel sent by God.
It took me sometime to understand that I like him.
Our way of life is different.
I will be staying away from him.
However this will remain as a souvenir of my feelings for him.
I dream about him.
I think about him.
A humble and kind person.
What would have happened if we were in different situation.
Like in comic.
A chance of a multiverse?
Would you and me be a couple?
I wonder how that would work.
Liking
Oct 2021 · 375
Warmth in my heart
Priya Oct 2021
I see him & I see you
I see the way he stands with the eager eyes.
The way his actions speak like your unsaid words.
I always listen to you asking me to take you out.
Eventually I do what you ask for.
The way you handle your frienship
The time that I spent with you,
I see that all in glimpses when I see him.
The voice that is cheerful & energetic
Your anger and the consequent actions.
You alwasy take my clothes to terrace to tear.
Well! Least should I know that I should keep my promises.
The way you move your head on seeing new things.
Like a sincere student who learns from scratch.
Training you was easy, but me training for it was hard.
The same care, affection and loyalty.
Except for the fact you wag your tail
Yes, You! My little brother with tail.
I always pictured you as human.
What will you talk and how will you behave.
And now I found a human just like you
As I see him a pure warmth fills my heart.
Though far away, you are here with me in memories.
A dog compared to a human. :) Have you ever felt this  way about your dog?
Sep 2021 · 74
Pause the Moment
Priya Sep 2021
Pause- A moment where you stuck
Sometimes you dry and pause
Sometimes you smile & pause
A thousands gifts can't give that
Hundreds of achievements can't bring it!
A feel that bounces out on its own.
An intention that said you're to be destined
It's not the guarantee or commitment
That drags your heart that close
May be a movement of eyes that says
"you are familiar". It pauses that moment
People lived centuries with just moments.
People changed lives with the moments.
Some lost life in the moments
Some lose sanity with moment
I believe that just "live the moment"
Pause it if it wants to nourize your heart.
Pause it if you take time to accept it
Live the moment & get through it.
Well, moments pause and life must go on.
A feel I had  when a cute guys winked his both eyes at me. It gave me butterflies.
Jan 2021 · 131
Love in the moonlight
Priya Jan 2021
I saw your face in the midst of the pouring rain
A little smile on your slim face, shortly trimmed moustache;
Trimmed French beard on your charming fair face;
"come on, take it", you said with the umbrella in your hand;
I was mesmerized and the words they stopped falling out;
You found me stuck and held it for me a minute.
I found my way back from your face and got your umbrella;
"I got to go, see you around!", you said as you left.
I wanted to cry out loud saying," Hey stay back"
But i'm still out of words from seeing you.

Twelve years later,
On the wedge of a heavy traffic, cars honking around;
I found myself sitting in the car with the windows open.
"This driving ***** with the hectic traffic", i said.
"yes mam!", my driver said sitting next to me.
Working as an investment banker, my time is very precious
Just like the poem of William Henry, "No time to see..."
I reached my office in a terrific mood;
Last night, my husband yelled at me for not making time for him.
He even said that he saw us breaking down, cause of my job.
As usual i was in tears with no replies.

I was tired of hardly sleeping the other night;
I should ask for a break from job, i thought.
I will ask my boss for a break of atleast 15 days;
A sabbatical could make good changes in my life;
As i entered my office, the first thing i hear ;
"Boss wants to see you!", She claimed my secretary;
I went like, " I know!, usual stuff!"
My boss was an energetic man for his age;
He claimed in excitement as he saw me entering his office.
"Mere Bachhee, you did a great job, yesterday, we had a deal,
Perhaps, you will handle the entire project by yourself,
They are so pleased with your approach!", he went on and on..

"Sir, i need a break!", i spelled out.
He saw the look on my face and asked,"what ?!"
I gave him the printed letter of my reasons.
He read my letter and said, " all right, take a break"
As i smiled, he replied," come back, whenever you can!"
I gave him a vague smile and came back to my office.
Told my secretary what happened and started my way back home.
My driver left already, i boarded a bus for my way back.
My thoughts kept wheeling of all the words he spoke.
"These days you don't have time to speak to me,
Rashing up to the office like i mean nothing to you,
I'm fed up with your job dedication, do you still love me,
i really doubt it these days, when was the last time we kissed!"

Still water comes up on my eyes as i remember that.
I have the capacity to hold it from falling out.
Practice of a long time, keeping my tears locked in my eyes.
As i reached home heavily, i heard the phone ringing.
"Hello dear, Many more happy returns of the day!".
It was steff, she does it every year without fail.
What is the point of all this?, i said thanks and kept it.
I reached home earlier than i expected.
My house was locked, i saw the vessels kept as such after cooking.
"See, you don't have time to cook for me, you are losing yourself"
Memories flashed with my husband's face on me.

I started washing the vessels, used the clothes for washing.
He didn't have time to wish me on my birthday.
The thought really killed me, may be he was right.
I didn't spend time with him, but i still love him.
How do i explain that rather than saying that.
I ran to the bed room to check out my wallet;
I was astound. I saw a letter with a post cover.
It was the first time he gave me the letter.
The first ever letter he wrote for me with the spelling mistakes.
The letter he wrote when we spent our valentine's day
I couldn't help myself from laughing and crying at the same time.
He had the red sauce to draw heart which he must have stolen from the restaurent.
As i was drawn to the emotion of the letter, i was startled by the door ****.
I saw him smiling at me and yelling, " hey you found it".
He hugged me in my tearish smile and said ," happy birthday babe".
And the romance renewed in the air as it always does under the moonlight.
Little of the love that lasts longer.
Feb 2019 · 132
Distance and love
Priya Feb 2019
I heard my friend say love grows as we stay apart
But the reality is staying strong
We flow in the moment
As time passes by ,though we talk and chat online
I felt like the two months we spent were moved by the next few months
But late at night when i watch duet songs
See the photos of us together.
Looking at your smile on phone chat
The warm of your heart against my ears
I feel that it's all coming back
I feel the love that always exist.
I feel how much i miss your hugs.
Your food feeding, your sarcasm.
In each and every bit of it i feel the love.
Then i found that though distance act as a friction
Love is always the lubricant.
No matter how far you are , you are always close to my heart.
Husbamd wife long distance relationship
Priya Jan 2019
Some people live only for money.
They treat others like ATM machine;
All they need is the materialistic benefits.
They keep scolding others for unwanted reason.
There are so many mentally affected beings living in society.
All they care about is benefit.
Once you get a chance to run away from them, run.
They have words that could hurt your inner self.
For they don't have one.
Mad people live in the society
Dec 2018 · 272
Waving hands
Priya Dec 2018
Well, we were having a misunderstanding.
You depend entirely on your parents for your financial needs.
Well, i depend on you now.
You weren't given money.
I was feeling so embarassed before my parents.
You will get back to work but till then it's the ego boost that i miss.
We did stop for a while not knowing what to do.
Then we spend sometime in beach.
When we returned you didn't have your sunglasses.
It was after sunset almost night.
The area we rode back was fully cultivation area.
At night, the insects flew like sand in a desert.
You said that you will manage somehow
But the moment you stopped because of a fly in your eyes.
My heart started pounding.
I will spend the entire money in the world just to keep you safe.
That moment all my ego went away.
All i wanted was for you to remain calm.
Only that moment i realized that no money in the world matter to me more than you.
May be it's what love feel like.
I kept my waving hands little before your eyes to stop the insects from entering your eyes.
Few insects passed on my hands.
But the pain was nothing compared to the pounding of my heart.
It is about a love spat of a couple.
Dec 2018 · 4.1k
Happiness
Priya Dec 2018
If life is a tree, i see it has roots, branches and leaves.
The root being the ambition you have in life.
Motivation that you have is the water that is spread on it.
The trunk is made in par with your practice and motivation.
The branches are the different experience you have in your life.
The leaves being the desire you get.
The flowers are the result of your hardwork
Fruits being the answer to your quest of life.
What did you ask for ? Happy marriage? Well settled job? Friendly environment?
Family togetherness? Having brilliant children?
Living in the place you desire?
What you reap is what you sow.
Finally what matters, are you happy with your tree of life?
Tree#life#necessities#results.
Nov 2018 · 94
Let it rain!
Priya Nov 2018
When it rains from a slow cyclone,
We were in the road on the bike.
Hugging each other with no one to watch.
The green environment with a splendid climate
Top of all, you next to me.
We were under a hut when it rained heavily.
We even found a place to sit.
As usual ,took a selfie.
Hugged you tight when no one watched.
We kept talking and laughing.
Then we started riding again.
All i could think of is you.
Your hands on me pinching for every joke i made.
I woke up today with the dream of yesterday.
While all my dreams are about you!
Nov 2018 · 102
Distance
Priya Nov 2018
Love knows no distance.
Affection has no boundaries,
Hurt has no limits.
Smile has no end.
Thoughts has no Handcuffs.
I can't let anyone come between us.
I longed for your arrival.
Now that you are here.
I have no restrictions.
Even if someone tries.
I'm gonna hold on to you forever.
Like a daddy bear and mama bear.
You are my horse.
You are my loyalty
You are my treasure.
Something i can always rely on.
Anyone dare touch it will face trouble.
Oct 2018 · 100
First love
Priya Oct 2018
There's a reason why people can't forget their first love
It may be millions of reasons, not just one.
It may be because of the innocence in the soul
The first song that reminds them of their togetherness
The hard breathing between each other;
The time spent apart killing them:
Just waiting for a time to snoop out to see each other;
The longingness of waiting on a bench of a park or beach;
The crazy ideas they discuss what they could do with their future;
The thoughts of being together in a different world;
The little things shared with each other;
The smiles in the middle of your work or studies;
The comments from friends on their blushing;
Gifts planning on their special days;
Believing that the fantacies, fairy tales come true to life;
Praying all the gods to get to hold hands in public.
Long night phone calls, cute messages, pounding heart on the replies;
The truth of missing the first love comes out.
In a point where you hear the "our" song;
Even after finding one true love, the first love reminds a scar;
A scar with beautiful memories and little sadness;
It's a tatoo for those who hold hands forever.
But a painless scar for those who never get together;
First loves reminds a unforgettable memory. Even though people don't actually find their true love most of the time in tgeir first love.
Oct 2018 · 122
Vilfredo pareto
Priya Oct 2018
Always wanted to make my class exciting;
Part of my teaching methodology:
Took a picture of pareto in my slides before his principle explanation
The moment, they saw the slide they started laughing and murmuring
To my surprise i found someone in the class exactly like him;
Never happened  in my life.
To explain a personality and to see him alive;
I told them, he is not alive.
They said with the same smile,"Mam, he is Rohith's grandfather";
Now i was on the floor laughing;
The class went really exciting than i thought i would..
I'm gonna remember this forever.
One of his naughty friends edited his picture with pareto.
When i got the picture, it's on my insta and whatsapp.
That made my day. No days.....
My Student Rohith looked like vilfredo pareto.
Oct 2018 · 106
Tell me what you want
Priya Oct 2018
what can i say, what goes around comes around.
It was you who wasn't interested, still it burns you inside out!
I can feel the vibes far away from where you are!
I feel so happy because they don't affect me anymore;
If you are a coward once on something;
you gotta keep running throughout your life:
So you have nothing else but burning soul:
cowardice is the root cause of many hidden feeling.
Sep 2018 · 122
Baby cry
Priya Sep 2018
I got little sick.
But i feel like a baby again;
Looking for my caretaker!
Pushing all her work aside
To rush to my side
Give me a warm hug
Prepare me special healing food
Sing a lullaby
Put me to bed
And say,"you will be ok".
Mom's love. Age is a number when your mom is your caretaker
Priya Sep 2018
We are so sad on a trip getting cancelled
The most expected trip and the dreams of some wives;
And there were the sadness in the group of students
On their classes getting seggregated;
The earlier gonna miss a lifetime's chance of visiting a place
The latter, the chance of spending a semester together.
How interesting can life get.
They travel the same road but with different dreams.
Feelings of a lecturer on her students and her collegues.
Aug 2018 · 140
Pondy beach
Priya Aug 2018
Naturally blend rocks on the beach,
Little ***** looking for food in between the rocks,
The splashing waves at my face
The park benches with trees as their roof:
Old people with walking sticks hanging with their groups;
Young couple watch their child walk along with their dogs;
Giggling laughs of the newly married couple;
Bubble game on the lovely pairs.
You don't need a company to watch them all.
Just a date with yourself on the beach.
Aug 2018 · 242
Time
Priya Aug 2018
Making use of time is very crutial;
Capturing moments, living the feelings
I'll wait for my time to succeed and stay happy.
Aug 2018 · 130
Little things
Priya Aug 2018
Life is nothing big
It's all made of small things
Little care, little affection,
Little help and little things.
Grandma's soft hands on your head
Grandpa's smile on the newspaper headlines
Gratitude look on your friend's face;
Little hug from your niece;
Lovely bark sound;
Sorry from your mom on yelling..
Capture them and live.
Life is not so complicated
If you think twice..
Aug 2018 · 339
My precious
Priya Aug 2018
People say nothing last long
I ask those people,"really?!"
If nothing last long if i still think of you
I tell them that memories last.
It's our choice whether to remember them or not
Either good or bad, it's your choice.
But honey when it rains in the place where we met, i melt
Like the way it did the first time we met
You ran to me with your umbrella.
You held it right at me saying," you may catch cold"
I smiled and asked you,"why is that?"
You said with your shy smile,"cause you seem cool"
I still remember me gazing at you as you walked away !
I remember the moment when you said that you love me.
I remember your happiness as you won the match.
I remember how tight was your hug .
I remember you feeding me the cake on my birthday.
I remember your hot hands hold my cold hands.
I feel your presence even in your absence.
I remember how badly you were fighting for me.
I remember you placing the ring on my finger.
I remember you cutting down on your diet
I remember you saying that love last forever.
And it does as i look at you my 90 year old groom.
Love of an old woman to her man. Remembering all the good memories.
Aug 2018 · 746
Waiting for your arrival
Priya Aug 2018
I saw you as a picture;
Now i hear, you will be here in real!
come on, i can wait.
I'm not anxious, i'm not an American.
I'm not curious, I'm an Indian
I'm not with butterflies, I'm not in love;
I'm not expecting; I'm not Employer;
But i'm anxious, I'm curious,
I'm with butterflies and expectation;
Because it's who i'm;
A typical girl waiting to see a boy;
I can't wait for us to share our talk;
How do i go again?
Hello or Hi or just silent smile?!
Will you make it easy for me?
Or you're gonna put too much pressure on me!
Will you like me or will you start speaking?
Like it's your love at first sight?
And is it gonna be the beginning of a hundred years ,story of us
together..
A girl eagerly waiting for the arrival of a guy who may be her soulmate!!!
Aug 2018 · 735
Instagram
Priya Aug 2018
I left you long ago temporarily
But what is the use.
You keep crawling back to me
Like a drug asking me to have more of you
For heaven sake i don't know whether to install you or despise you
How could i control my eagerness
You devilish technology game
What can i do, how long can hold myself from you...
Aug 2018 · 172
Reality
Priya Aug 2018
Sometimes i wondered i can do miracles overnight
But now that i see at that, the reality
It tells me who i am and what i can be.
Isn't it hope that gets us to great heights?
So should i positively motivate myself with my beliefs
or keep my hopes down to keep up with reality?
I wonder.
I wonder.
Aug 2018 · 113
Memories
Priya Aug 2018
Relive your old memories
Good memories give you happiness
Bad memories give you pain
Life is a combination of pain & pleasure
Bury yourself with good ones
Let the bad ones drain themselves out
Don't dwell in places that drains you out.
Jul 2018 · 1.6k
One last time
Priya Jul 2018
Years and months of tidy weather.
A sunny and partly sandy time
Where did it all go? The breath?
There was no rain on my heart!
There was no greeny leaves on my garden
Like the desert with deserted heart
Then there was a rainy cyclone
It poured out with a thundering storm
The first day storm was cool and calm.
The second day was with heavy lightening
Why does it sound like thunder & blow like a lightening
There grew a little tiny seed inside the sand
The wet, rainy, eroded sand gave a little light of life.
The patchwork of the untamed desert;
The cyclone doesn't last long, knew the desert;
Could it be more alluring & enduring?
Do you say no to a thunder storm on a desert?
The desert cooled and calmed.
The rays of hopes & the pointy days with blacky clouds
Cloude move but not the rain;
Everyday it rained; somedays were sunny;
Desert knew the rain will stop one day.
But it started believing that the rain will last.
On a day when the rain went to the deepest of the sands.
How could there be water on a unwatered area?
Melted the poor sunny day light desert.
Then the subsequent day it stopped raining suddenly;
It was all sunny, dry and hot again.
But it was not like the time before the cyclone.
There was wet in the deep sand.
There was a leefy seed with blossomed flower;
All of them in despair, in confusion, terror.
It was a catastrophe for the desert's soul.
The cyclone will never know what made this catastrophe;
For it never looked back at the desert's aftermath;
The desert got the new ray of acceptance;
It actually grew and groomed, made more of itself;
Spread more cacti, cactus & wildflowers;
It was dry on daylight & cool at night;
The stars & the sun grew brighter on the desert.
The desert started making more of sandstorms & laughed;
It was what it was & what it will be with or without the rain.
The desert know that now. It's a good thought;
The desert  is overwhelmed with joy & happiness;
For it will find it's own companion one day who stays;
But the desert thought sometimes;
"one last time, will you rain again?"
About the freshness of love that sparks in a person who never had the hope that he will fall in love. And what happens when the other person who promises to say leaves??
Jul 2018 · 115
Forum
Priya Jul 2018
For there are millions of place I've been since birth
You are still my favourite; You make me feel home.
Though we are apart from each other for months & years;
when i step in, you make me feel warm & secure;
Like a dream guy for any girl; the cozy & closeness.
The staircases, the benches in & out will narrate stories.
Just like a friend a guy friend for a girl;
Always running into you on weekends;
The ice creams, the movies, the shopping on Soch;
There are still many changes in you;
From a classy friend to a funky type
Still why do I keep choosing you?
why is that you have a part of me in you?
Aren't you an artificial space? A building?
The charm and comfort on all seasons.
You have seen different phases here.
All i want to say is I love you my dear Forum Mall!!!
The first mall i visited in Bangalore. Still it spreads it's charm in me like magic.
Jul 2018 · 358
Day Dreams
Priya Jul 2018
Oh god! you never get worn out
The moments of the days and nights.
When i think anything excessively personal;
Exclusively romantic; all i see is you!
When i make my further move on my life;
You get in like an unwashable memory.
Sometimes it's just glimpse of expectation!
The day you stopped talking was the day i started trusting.
I was unwilling, aggressive , little flirty:
you perked into my little heart
Poached out the future memories with your face.
Your ugly little face, still it's the one i found attractive;
You impeccable, imbecile , ignorant ugly liar;
For what you missed was out in words in air.
Once from your mouth, now in my hands;
How did you manage to poach into my future photos?
You ***** liar; Daydreams are all about you!
Better daydreams than expectation in reality;
For there is a reason they are called daydreams.
It's about love deception of one with another.

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