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mike merrifield Mar 2018
Crashing and bashing,
Creating a chaotic scene!

No more excuses,
Now that you're down on your knees.
Begging for the approval of your long expired plead!

You might as well be exasperated,
Upon your final dis-useful breath!

Because were now  both for certain,
That your going down in my Black Book of Suffering death!

Your just a wasteful being too me,
Not no more are you worthy then the
Antagonizing, ignorant, tormented, confused,
Everyday deraignment of my pain and misery!
mike merrifield Apr 2018
That terrible potency still effects me of what I got buried in my secret domain.
Dealing with the tendencies, Here wracking my brain.
The list of actions taken, when created a world of chaos,
Interrupted miscalculation which erupted a productive reproduction of
Simple conclusions thought to surpass all of creativities illusions,
Is now believed to be placed in a different dimension of space and time
Beyond the minds comprehension
mike merrifield Mar 2018
Midnight stalkers inclined to harvest,
Sick invested judgmental torments download like there's no tomorrow
Introversitle  mind, declined
Of all attributes hidden away in time
Solitarity subject of his own mind
Off on a daring night
Secretly hide, and not to be seen
For the events created may turn out too obscene
The boy , he is too blind to realize
Of the insanity that LIES inside
Insomnia
mike merrifield Mar 2018
What is incredible? …. This is amazing !
The only excuse , the exact nature of things refused, too do in order to nonfuel  the feud!
labyrinth insane, the only other way, repute their sane full     ways,  repute their gas- lighting sovereign!  
  Time will only tell if it gets better for whoever for worse
they say our music isn't worth **** its all derogatory, negative symbolic, rhetoric nonsense .
    well I got some thing for ya Scumbag. You obviously don't know why. But it's cool if you're gonna make some people who have a few more things that don't make sense if you don't know why but I'm not going anywhere for awhile now so you really need to talk about something you don't know .
your nothing but a whining faceless coward possessed with compulsive **** gathered from your intrusiveness disease you carry the desires of someone else's own privacy. Perverted in your own neglect of zealous riches.
mike merrifield Mar 2018
All hope is lost, your fallacy is disapproved
   Images up rest through hidden faces, no longer looking confused.
What the **** is my realty, only a fraction of your fantasy!
Quite content, but rather a bit bored, in fact you can't handle my imagination, because it's out of this controlled false door!

Excreting your mental capacity, I consume your conscientiousness and spew it over across all platforms, displaying how toxic you really are!

Misery, C.O.D., tormented chaos,
A hatred towards your pre-disposition,
I disapprove of your condescending stature.
mike merrifield Mar 2018
How much more can I take of the entities, the evilness, which LIES inside of me
Not much more than with what you could abstain,
I've shown you most of all my deviant ways!
      the anger, the suffering, the antagonizing pain
      it's all too real now…
                           …playing with insanity, is not a game to be played
Your dreams of reality are swept aside,
Like no one ever seemed to care or bother or even wonder why?
Whilst you only sat there and confused yourself in solitude
Doing the things you do, saying the things you said you'd do
so many writing of thoughts many misconstrued
Honesty was the best thing ever taught too you!
The anxiety lead into deep COGNOTION, counter-reaction, try to defeat the ignition    
They could never observe the substantial features,
         distorted faces…….. Surrounding me !
         abstract creatures desperately haunting me!
Constant observation, torrent horror feeding a way to obscure my day.
Life living demons , I've struck the gate wide open.
My sanctuary thought to be secured
Plundered and exploited, invaded, deprived of.
distinguished my nobility of my characteristic pride…
my sanctuary denied … a test of intellectualistic     pyschoanalystical dehumanized control!
The battle situates, no compromises
                                      set fort now!
                        The Obscurities of the Mind
The next days dialed in , intrepid discretely, recon disengaged of your sorry *** situation just got bitterly disarrayed, to far astray!
     THIS IS THE INVASION OF YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!!!
                                                    ­     Written by: M.j.Merrifield
mike merrifield May 2018
Search distaste. Unwanted feeling replaced.
Download spiraling playing of my inner self quickly.
disputant in my freedom and dignity destroying  and decaying
came all that's worth saving.  
relinquishing dis-soothing this uncontrolled desire?
Displeasing my soul with infected virus.
Controlling my thoughts into deviant acts.
Not heard normal, form factor total 180.
Complexion secrets possessed. I'm trying not to get mind ******.
will it?
His behavior is hidden away with no known cure attainable just yet.
destroying self will out of its power restricted movement,
deniable motives, take place for all that is now defaulted elsewhere in the hands of the anonymous intruder
intrusive Voices
mike merrifield May 2018
The vices which have been pulling me down,
From a life existence of which i had live before
The ill forsaken twist of the mind  has taken me under the spell of which I now endure
My death is soon
End time
Killing the swine of man kind
No more the riches that lie in their Vanity with prescriptions of a farewell existence of a twisted surveillance
hidden between the reality and the profanity of the mind that’s been hearing the deliberate words of certain messages delivered which sounds absurd…..
……such displeasing details the thoughts of situations at hand are well seen and heard by me  in the intrusions mind-****** layer which became  reality for me because the existence at first had given me a gift to here such wisdom for all ive been imprisoned and tortured and left with out any social ability too mend appropriately  back into society
17 years later I'm still unnerved with such hypocrisy life's a trip in this devious secret society . far beyond the jealousy of the nature displayed in favor dedicated to the intruder beyond all glory I give them a profile sickend to the pedophiles galore. no not me will I be mind ****** manipulated and scorned through your curious desire watching the behaviors given until pleasures delivered that satisfied the Hunger of a deviant composer forbidden closer quite well taken perceptions blundered obscured exposer of character  oh aww things of which God and your mother should never ever witness or conjure .
Hear them calling me!!!!!!
mike merrifield Mar 2018
The feeling obstranged fighting the hunger it feeds on
Again the Obstacles of misfortune he chose his paths darkened domain
The culling of his strickened deviled head
Over powers the mortality he once lived
Decaying in the self inflicted foolishness of which he reigns
Constantly battling some kinda tormentual pressure inside of me never knowing WHY
mike merrifield Mar 2018
Taking back all of which was seen.
Time is elusive now, no where to run from your dreams.
Onward bound, gagged, displeased,
Criminalized for the things I've done.
Now its all just a game of there fun.
And now I'm the one insane!

Privacy is no longer a honorable sculpture of a word.
Sealed with a fist, ignorance is somewhat bliss.
For I'm guilty of the hit or miss.
Shrouded for cover, but thou shall not fear,
If and when I wonder, could the end be so near.

Cons-fearacy blunder,
Antagonize the ones whose cornered.
When all **** hits the fan,
And the lifting of your shutter of your cam.
Dehumanizing one-another,
From a spit-full can.
Rattalizing as if so empty.
For no one hears what your saying.
Cos its all just so pretending, as they mend.
You hear what I'm saying?
X-ACT-LIE

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