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633 · Mar 2018
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
Hurl the mystic pages, wipe off the grit and covered dust.
Burn your inclinations with never-ending wanderlust.
The control over pounding, set your heart free.
Colour the sheet with sails of words in your life's sea.
Start new journey in the world of fascinating proem.
Cause poetry is beautiful prowess to turn each incident into peom.
Unable to express more...about it.
Cause poets are blessed with the capability to turn each grief into hear soothing paragraphs and truly these are the rare humans with infinite emotions.
Dedicated to all of you here or anywhere in this world.
Thank you so much for your words.:))
449 · Dec 2018
Kanak Kashyup Dec 2018
She is burying herself
down in the ground,
instead she is getting
closer to the stars. She
isn't from the world
crawling on the ground
and even unlike the creatures
with wings in air. She
talks of the things
underground but loves
the cosmos above the
clouds' abode. She isn't
a devil soul, but, she is a
fairy trapped in
unfairly tale of life.
She has thorns all over her shards instead she picks petals from her abyss.
435 · May 2018
Losted spring
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Pierced the surface of
Moving life by making
It immobile
Captured it's skin
On the wall
Supported by the
Heartlessness as courage
The whelping innocence
Growing with that hanged skin
Swinging around
Looking around
Hovering around
With joys and laughs
Unaware of the agony
Of that rope of his swing
Nature is destructed
Walls are smirking
Childhood is blinded
With cruelty as bravery
And spring, spring is
Losted forever......
402 · Jan 2018
Will miss you
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
I'll miss you and your absence will haunt me.....
You will be not there but your memories will surround me........
Your hugs will disappear but your words will comfort me........
The way you tell BEHAN will always remain with me.......
All these boomerangs will then provide goosebumps to me......
Our pictures, songs,talks and each shared laughs will always be around me......
Doesn't matter how will remain inseparable part of me........
Words cannot express my love for you....... After you your written notes in my copy express you with me..........
A friend shifting away far far away.
++behna #Disha # million dollar smile.
397 · Jun 2018
Either Black Or White
Kanak Kashyup Jun 2018
Under the crimson surface, lie delight memories.
Alluring, admirable, calmer than fulfilled desire.
The dark night binding memorable site.
Satire is the game of destiny, love is still the destination.
The black motions and white notions, grey is just illusion.
Expressions are beyond pretend when you have the real, soul being confused.
Mind is always a predator, heart is a heavenly prey.
Memorising memory inflaming the thoughts, emotions can never be burnt.

368 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
My silence and thunderstorms both are dedicated to that blur vision of twilight that came with desires of stars and moon but gifted the never ending darkness with regrets.
Some hidden acceptance of regrets.
322 · Jan 2018
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
The net of betrayals......the darkness of failure.......
I'm in the midst'f ocean of loneliness and no one to cure......
The angels forget the....address of deepest layer.......
I am here whole suffocated from absence of adhere.....
The something inside me  still want some compassion and care ......
It's like I am dying abolishing my tear.....
Want to laugh truly but to make me that no one is here......
Smile my dead one wanted that glare....
That never understanding treacherous whom I share......
Sailing the deepest of my sea of emotions and fear.......
All alone wanted a real support that closest near..........
Circled in misunderstanding #isolation#unbearable failures
280 · Mar 2018
Escaped dreams
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
Dreams escaped
from red-watery eyes
and rolled down
towards the plain
wheatish terrain
it kept rolling
and accumulating
piercing the heart
without touching it
controlling the conscious
of unconscious mind
rolling, rolling and
reached the ****
and dripped towards
the floor
and fall
fall on the
insensitive floor
avoided and
invaluable for
those helpless
drained one
still glared
by red-watery eyes
and vanished
dreams are scattered
on the floor
& quashed.
Sometimes we brutally entangled between what we want and what we can for pursuing our dreams.
Leave with no options and follow the fate.

And come up to the harshness of life.
251 · Apr 2018
Let you be you!
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Let your perpetual glow remains only yours & not a kinda force.
The sparkles in gratitude attached through you should certified yours.

Let your flare be sunshine not the moon's borrowed luminance.
Fill the eternity with your memorable & abiding fragrance.

The glittering in your eyes credited for you constantly endures.
Your gaze and rays, flirting ways, should never remorse.

Give the sky a privilege to be amazed with your glimmer essence.
Wishes, Blisses, passion & ardor ,never  let them cross your dream's fence.
Inspired through the words of  a friend. Thanks for being there always.
239 · Feb 2018
Dreams and scars
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
The dark clouds fall apart,
Touched by unknown art.
Accomplished by dreams and scar,
Unable to find the way  out to jar.

Privileged to have some angles,
Yet trapped in numerous triangles.
Wallowed over own grief,
Swallowed the devil's sniff.

Incompetent, dumb, drained and drown,
Ruined by weakness, tung up the frown.
Risking the eternal, abolishing the deeds,
Only wish not prevent the eager needs.
Dare to dream.
Ready to face outcomes.
Accepting the weakness.
237 · May 2018
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Don't transform your hopes into expectations,
Cause hopes are water from clouds that will fertile the desert but expectations are water from eyes that will desertify the grassland.
Just an experience!!
234 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
The body gloated over the dead of the soul & the ruptured heart screaming for never found contentment through the core of emotions encrusted by loaf of wits.
#habitual #betrayal #fine #scattered #control
232 · Mar 2018
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
My trust is broken
I got scattered.

My faith has drowned
I got scared.

My tears are falling
I cried over pillow.

My perceptions won
I got defeated.

My dreams have broken
I got nightmares.

My hatred increased
I got stabbed.

My pieces will integrate
I will live.

My intentions will firm
I will grow with trust issues.
It's like my fate which is deceiving me again and again.
So, starting a journey all alone.
This time with a vow of not trusting anyone.

#lies #ignorance #broken #firm #continue
231 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Be that voice which can ignore the echoes of the mountain.
Be that flower which can defy it's own thorns of pain.
Be that desert which can resolute each thirst without rain.
It's life, it's fate, you have to carry rumours and strained abstrain.
You are the pillar, you are the wall that can bear each forced blain.
Be resolve, be resolute don't let you be trapped in detain.
Be as strong as you can.
228 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
There are self made walls set up,
And no light in the darkness to lit up.
Just like some scattered trust,
Through out one should must.
How can one initiate the way?
When encrusted by hidden ray.
Have the courage to feel the serenity,
Glare over atleast once for stability.
Trust is not optional excuse, it's a liable key,
To celebrate with open arms and not on knee.
It's a palace that store memories and tales,
And if not defended, then only sorrow it spells.
Sometimes you need a person whom you can trust and who can trust you with same depth.
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Even your hardening fist and glaring eyes are favorable.
Cause both have witnessed the untie knot and memories which are indelible.
Just some illusion & indelible memories.
215 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
I have become that crippled castle which even after several strive unable to tread towards the shining doom and excepting whole heatedly heartache gloom.
Condition which is out of control.
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Wading in the meadow of sorrows
Glaring the newly blossomed lilies
Pondering the slow slow breezes
Greenness is more inside than outside
Leaves the yellow oscillating with grace
Leaves the golden striking the land
Leaves the brown silently scattering
Crushed by the feet of travelers
The same going somewhere else
Leaves the white oscillating with stiffness
Leaves the blue striking forcefully
Leaves the red scattered screaming
Crushed by the feet of dearly traveler
Autumn is inside, Autumn is outside
October is just slandered for no reason
Real culprit is favourite traveler
213 · Mar 2018
Peerless Trust
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
Trust is offended by gesture of offender...
Bottomless faith want the glaring optimist upholder...
Only the silver lining without any shareholder...
The only name to be written not intend to be a certitude holder...

The fired pit convicted the heartfelt borrower...
The festoon of assurance needed to be spark flower...
Reliances are now realising the imposter mellower...
Digging the never happened sureness by furrower...
Trust is beautiful when you follow blindly but it becomes treacherous when you see the realty.
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Whole life, in seek of stars neglected the moon.
In search of fame, leaved the peace.
And it's time that run out of life like falling sand from the tightening fist.

Fighting with self and the most loved ones for sake of masked ones.
In being  socialised with strangers forget to gaze over familiar.

Became that insane for stabilizing self worth, back out the most worthy part.
Lunatic over matterialism, abandoned the soulful spirituality.

After getting name, earning fame, left with aloneness.
Glaring behind, Whom to curse? Who is to blame?
And suddenly, some voices came from the soul & heart- "your self created knoll of ego, elevation of gathered false pride, thrown over of real ones for purpose of virtuality."

And here comes a time when eagerly needed that hand and reverberated with emptiness, enormous enough to scatter the soul without any possibilities of mentation.

The hands have reached the soil of grave with the mountains of repentance.
Staring the grave without blinking, without winking and completely sinking, with only wish that is the togetherness.
Usually, we neglect the thing which we love most and when it comes to hold that loved one, we remain holded with their emptiness in our lives.
So give that most loved thing that importance, that you never found yourself with emptiness.
Inspired by a friend. Thank you so much for your presence in my life.
196 · May 2018
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Everything is beyond understanding
and sometimes ended
in the crowd of dreams and aspirations of the time to get back something
you never owned
Possible for words to
express words is something beyond words Hurling the curls and
shedding drops in the ocean of overlook
the vibes are destroying
greyish shade of either pious white
Or coal black, screaming vigorously
mind and spirit feded
That's life quite impossible to understand or to being understood.
196 · Mar 2018
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
The rain that showers over my window and bathed the glass.
Few drops from those moving ***** sprinkle over my face.
And I  come to know that I'm alive.
Still alive.
Feeling the intense petrichor.
And I start to feel that I'm alive.
Still alive.
Nature makes you realize that you are still alive.
196 · Jul 2018
Entangled In Cosmos!!
Kanak Kashyup Jul 2018
My heart is like an unexplored galaxy
Along with various stars
Glimmering flickering stars
Light of sun in and afar
The cosmos binding scars

Like in empty space full of
Bounded by bolide and comet

But obvious there is no oxygen
And group of flesh will pay and access
Cosmic expanses
And remain for infinity the same

And soul the tiny atom of faith
Larking in those dark
Conditions meet, meld and melt
Beats adrift
Along with soul drowning together

Essence currents

Fireball, in and out
It's space full of planetoids

And my heart,
Remained entangled in chaos of cosmos in search of eternity.

190 · Feb 2018
All I want.
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Here in the world of dark and deep...,
Offer me the undisturbed eternal sleep...
The harder you try but unable to peep...,
Don't want I to show you my scars and grief....
Preserve your presence as I'm unable to keep...
Lake, Ocean, Sea..tears are in all seep...,
Forgotten the present,unaware of need...
Optimization of memory and  your talks that creep..,
Searching you in all dreams and deeds...
Beatless by heart, life growing reminders that feed..,
No peace, instability and and powered by oversleep...
#Extract # you
# memory # you
# cure # you
And this you is my hope.
185 · Mar 2018
That's what we are.
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
It's all about our own selfishness,
It's all about our own burning desires.

Nothing is in this world to faith over recklessness,
Nothing is in this world  to spark over furious fires.

Sparing the moment for sake of happiness,
Sparing the years for ignorance of peace that hires.
#selfishness #desires # faith # recklessness #fires #moment #peace #hires
185 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
.....the beats of your heart are now resonating in mine.
& that powerful resonate is firm enough to reach each vein of my
And piercing the contracting muscles
with  suppressions of relaxing ones.
The weirdest incident ever. Quite humorous prank ever played by fate.
179 · May 2018
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
The strong & ghastly storm
confusing the world to be fine same
Boat of woods with an orifice
gravitating towards furious way

The water, water in & out
Drowning is something sure
Before death don't intend to die

Oars in the hand of rower
the inexperienced one, unable
Still, slowly, stir the wooden paper's boat

Worrier doing the unintended slit on skin
Warrior brawling the slitted skin not to stop
Alteration of worrier to warrior

Something the hardest strive
Mind & heart losted hope
Soul the hapless one still struggling

But, Until when??
The span is gathered in few days
Till the last beat witnessing the riot

Between the storms of live created by life
pleasant gift of words strike the heart
Ready to give the tremendous soul

Yet finding self in mist of deface the pious grace and rifting the storms with
withdrawal of soul Ohh!! the innocent one
#fed up #annoyed #tired
175 · May 2018
A trial to retort.
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
The hope with which you started
the journey is not going to end
Destination is sometimes get confused with the most hardest way to mend

The brightness and darkness are part of a full day & not a measure intended
Blessings lie when you together pass the dusk & dawn of life without any bend

The moments are to be enjoyed together but standing together is appreciated
Stillness & loyalty are the base for any kind of alliance to be beautifully garlanded

The beauty and darkness are hidden companion and both should be mended
The agitated wind and splitting sails even unable to shake the bond of cloud & sand

Your drowning is just an illusion & some bonds are eternal, just needed a hand
Even furious waves can't sink the life of a pious kin which tremendously you found

There is no end of that life which is full of heart & ignored the treacherous mind
Some things are meant to be with life and that's the precious part of your kind
Without knowing the condition just an accomplition.
175 · Feb 2018
Bitter Childhood
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Grown up too mature..., left with no Childhood...
Wanna become child again...but afraid of that unlikelihood...
Full of dreams scars too...,Tears, Fears,Years, what would...
Making different lies...,Hiding pain and each wound...
Die or live felling is terrible..., surround the trials with snood...
What will thinking, rational or not...,Neglect or accept they exist the neighbourhood...
Some childhood experiences never loose their grips.
173 · Feb 2018
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
The advantage of drowning is that you can see your own helplessness.
170 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Adopting the path of lies and leaving the way of truth, haplessly in the shadow of emotion.
Pulling the deeds for the sake of self destruction in forming reverse of motion.
Undiscovered & unveiled rush in the hidden core of liberated  heart's false notion.
Secretive fellow of hidden words lies to the most trustworthy sword & fear's remotion.
Continuous slaps of life.
Will fight hard.
169 · Apr 2018
Ocean of essence.
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Fallen rock touched the waves
Breaking the faith of salinity
Avoiding the strive of abalone
Above the billowed underneath
Running drops comprising lives
Exerting the leftover to fate
Undertaken the curling of breath
Removing the hope of splash
Masking the skin of trawls
It's fate for the faultless slosh
To start from happiness &
Ended up in smiling contused form
The best way to express your feelings is to express through nature's bond and word.
168 · Nov 2018
Kanak Kashyup Nov 2018
As the
nights have
always darkness
to spare, we all
too have good
memories to share.
Memories don't betray, people do!
167 · May 2018
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Even after having numerous stars,
There is a flitter of dreadful silence.
Veining the intense silver dragged bars,
Sun is no use for inner luminance.
Gripping the cinders of various scars,
Still longing for the glittering competence.
165 · Mar 2018
Out of words.
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
I'm running out of words
to write my grievous thought
in ugly situation of fate
by the cruelty of time
by own ones
by familiar faces
by fake promises
of any companion
in spite
of my failed attempts
from self given scars
again to hope
myself to write
again to breath
When the sphere turn you down at that extent where nothing remain to sustain the hopes and to motivate you towards life.

#tired #betrayed #hatred # write
164 · Apr 2018
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
The bond of never explained affection is nurturing by never vowed devotion.
Cared by some intentional agitation & ignoring the deeds of inclination.
Preserving the shadow by leaving the clutched hands of predilection.
Sometimes in life you have to carry the untied knot for sake of your own peace.
159 · Mar 2018
Confused I
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
The silences comprised in the beautiful rhyme.
And repentance which are running out of time.
Defending the rebel against the predator.
Realize with destructive path and amity distributor.

Deliberately mixing selves in the awful lies' lime.
Affecting with falsehood doing self defined crime.
Until when? the untold utterance will be the interrupter.
Nails are stitching the daze and it remains only motivator.
Everything, each surrounding, just confusing!!
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Dear life take a pause.....let the death explain my existence...
Let my emotions be dribbled through each corners of my known ones' brain....
Let their eyes ignore my presence and after my collision with death let their brains remain haunted by my absence.
Wait in between my presence and absence....there are brains and eyes only.....
Yeah..... Brain and eyes witnessed the both my presence and absence.....but where is the heart.....
In my whole journey of few lunar years I'm unable to find the heart...
That heart which do not hurt.....Cause when it comes to mine.....MINE.....literally hurts
My heart  hurts.......or got hurt....its a satire on you my life.....
It's each borrowed beat burns...
Not for a long.....just for few moments...... Give this beat a pause....a rest......
So my dearest fellow life only you where the one who didn't left my rains and storms..... Give a chance to that death to accompany me.
Let me see the other option of course after you.... Is loyal enough or not...??
If not then you are allowed a true friend to clench me from the lap of death.....the mysterious dream death.....
#life #pain#brain #eyes #heart#hurt#death
155 · Mar 2018
Dream or nightmare.
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
It's like never happening dream which I daily dream with open eyes, unconscious thought and painful heart.
Hopelessly controlled in midst of that dream which now I feel like nightmare that ruined my peace.
Sometimes your dreams becomes nightmare and turns your peace into havoc.
154 · May 2018
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
The taste of the poetic wine, first make itself my crave, then dependency and now addiction.
Yeah!! It's an addiction for me.
153 · Apr 2018
Gravel to clay
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
The tiny spread of fragrance
of that snowy flower,
when reached the wheatish soil,
it reverberated in alter of that gravel into clay composition.
#snowy #flower #wheatish #soil #transformation #gravel #clay

#friendship #me #nature #changes #moods #yet #confused
153 · Jan 2018
Similar attraction
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
She told me that she has crush over him.....I disappointed her by telling I don't have trust over him.....
Same words,same feelings,same gaze,same glare *different persons*
152 · Sep 2018
Kanak Kashyup Sep 2018
And if you leave me
with blank pages, still you
will be mine forever in the
realm of my red ink.
152 · May 2018
Unspoken words.
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Unspoken and undiscovered words are weapons that destroy one's own peace, it becomes the broaden cliff ended up in creating heartaching distance between the essence of two different mind & single life.

Verbose is not the demand to reduce the gap but silences are no longer beneficial, single word can deal with various motions of heart & soul.

Fragile bothered echoes could be avoided but muteness can ruin the soft fragnance of beforehandly blossomed faith in the petals of unconditionally born flowers.

It's the call of desires to state the obvious reasons for the clamour of heart's rush towards the end of havoc created within the first & last warmth of amplitude.
#unspokem #words #misunderstanding #heartache #heart #soul #demand #affection #distance #communication #speak
150 · Jan 2018
Losted hope
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
Fierce prose carves & take me down....
The silence of snow and flakes made my world mourn....
Endless reasons to joy still searching for one....
If only but fatefully it's only ifs that mean....
Lest this is the only way or least that falling rain which leaves the brown...
Priorities worth time not excuse that's for an  option....
Be beholden wanna resolve.
150 · Jan 2019
Painted Love
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2019
The castle of love,
You painted on my heart,
with the splashes of your yearning.
I was able to see the
hues of urge under the grey lead of pencil.
Afraid of grey,
I turned off my assorted feelings,
Allude to my eyesight,
Your teared the mist of pride.

You perceived my terror!  
I was in defeat.

You took me in my loneliness, as for my isolation, you were the barrier.
And, I chose to adore you from miles in my chaotic silence, for which I was, I'm the witnesser.

Integrity of your tenderness, you blazoned over white sheet and I saw the grey turning into black.
I didn't find the grey!

You seized my terror by brushing over your grey pride and defined me  shield against every pain,
The shield of essence.
147 · Jan 2018
Never owned peace.
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
I am the wanderer..... Searching for peace.
Physically most calmed......wanting the mental ease....
I am the vagabond forging for peace.

Restless night fragmented dreams.....I am the nomad hunting for peace.

Unstable mind, unconscious thoughts.......... I am the vagrant exploring for peace....

Concentrated feelings, centered eyes............. I am the rover scouting for peace.

Recalling the events, regretting the deeds..... I am the drifter questing for peace.

To stay to move, to slow  to  soon....I am the traveller hovering for peace.

Remember or not forget the thought... towards the roads.........I'm the visitor looking for peace.
In search of that never owned peace...
146 · Feb 2018
My dilemma
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Be bewildered wanna resolve,
The humour is new trend that waited to strove.
Integrated thoughts those need a cove,
Submission of self gonna somehow solve.
#confused #integrated #hope #accumulation # waiting #still-waiting
144 · Jan 2018
That simple GOODBYE
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
Sometime a simple good-bye...,
Can make us terribly cry.
Feeling of worthless, hapless...,
Life is doing humorous wry.
I don't know what will happen...,
If today I die.
Forget my needs but not my deeds...,
All this happen with me,why.
Every time losted living within own storms...,
One cannt break what already broken...but try.
Living in dreams, but actually sailing nightmare...,
Give me not happiness but peace just not pry.
Hovering over virtual forgotten the real...,
If I state more accept my sry.
Sometimes a good-bye become worse....
139 · Jun 2018
Kanak Kashyup Jun 2018
To love from the depth
of heart, one needed to
remove hate from the
hearth of heart.

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