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173 · May 2018
Doubt
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
From first desolation to last agony
Whole life with conflicted ceremony
Doubt became the hardest chain
Suffocating the precious tied crony

The wonder of thoughts along the word
Distrust and misguiding gave birth to nerd
Doubt blocks the million ways to knock
By leaving the never filled voids in heart

The castle of dreams, palace of fantasy
Embedded with the feelings of ecstasy
Doubt the cruel again vanished the route
Blocking the turnstile left in state of leprosy
Some doubts **** the precious relations and left with emptiness.
173 · Jan 2018
That simple GOODBYE
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
Sometime a simple good-bye...,
Can make us terribly cry.
Feeling of worthless, hapless...,
Life is doing humorous wry.
I don't know what will happen...,
If today I die.
Forget my needs but not my deeds...,
All this happen with me,why.
Every time losted living within own storms...,
One cannt break what already broken...but try.
Living in dreams, but actually sailing nightmare...,
Give me not happiness but peace just not pry.
Hovering over virtual forgotten the real...,
If I state more accept my sry.
Sometimes a good-bye become worse....
172 · Apr 2018
Untitled
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
I don't know how many hands are beholden by yours and how many had left.
But I'm sure about the grip of my fist which never gonna leave yours.
When you became a responsible friend.
Dedicated to you Disha.
171 · Jan 2018
Outlander
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
The feeling of being an outcast an outsider
Joke with me or on me they are always the decider
Innocent or fool. ...my so called friends the offender.
Seeking a soul in groups of stranger.
Unable to reach atleast that one defender.
Have you ever feel how it's to be an outlander.
Don't break that small innocent tiny leaf's tender.
Unbelievable how any one could be so lender.
'll be decided by the one who is the sender.
An option in aloneness not the part of the fender.
Again not innocent a fool wanted to be a member.
Won't  join that thread again O mender.
Is it so difficult to trust an anti lander..??
Let's leave one day may they find this Commender.
Cause it's very harsh full to be an outlander!!
#Alone #Misunderstood #new fake faces #tired #new city #new people #old me
169 · Apr 2018
Scattered Soul
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
The wounds from words & lies always leave the whole sphere offended,
When the cure becomes the disease then blessings are recommended,
Cause, even with million trials the scattered soul can never be mended.

The left voices kept bugging the tames, now the voices of courage is demanded,
The way of apologies are travelled, yet it's only acceptance is amended,
Cause, even with million trials the scattered soul can never be mended.
Some life incidents break you that hard that after so many trials you can't be mended.
166 · Jun 2018
Untitled
Kanak Kashyup Jun 2018
My metaphors moisten by the sprinkles of your venin. Instead of that, they spill ambrosia in your abode.
The numbness in my words are the loudest screams on the silver pages of your grimy and torn diary.
The flower of euphoria blossomed in your garden, piercing my skin with intense thorns & my heart screeches.


©wheneyesnarrate
162 · Apr 2018
Care !!
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
It's true
That
I care
Care a lot
Even more than a lot.
It just took me down
A regular down
Or simply uncontrollable
Breakdown
& that's my problem
My silly behavior,
My witless habit,
I wanted it to leave,
I wanted it to quit,
But
I'm unable
I'm habitual
Suppressed by my own words,
Defeated by my own thoughts,
Just fed up
By my own world
Why??
Because
I care
Care a lot
More than a lot
When your nature become your problem.
The thing is that when you love something you simply care about that, and people take your all ways wrong. They don't understand that they are being favored with that care which is my hidden love for them.
#care #misunderstand
160 · May 2018
C
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
C
Care
Ceased by
Castles of doting
Controlled with stream's knot
Curing the deepest affront's agony...
Tried something very new
That's a mirror poetry.
Hope you will like it.
Please drop suggestions & advise.
160 · May 2018
Only ray of hope!!
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Climbing above with staring eyes, beyond all dust and surrounded fog, walking by hope with emotions to bits and beyond.


Saviours are converting into one, formed the garland of unnamed flowers, blooming in the garden of foe.


Wishing to be humane at cost of each heaven, culprit is favorite and stolen every mind's made rite.

A riot in the surface of heart smiling soul & mocking sense, full of absence & feeling the never felt interference.


Proud turned into pride, arrogance into smile and that rock into soft pedal.

Still afraid of falling, afraid of failing, afraid not to be in bits, but clutched by optimism of inner faith somehow with downing dusk.
Hope this ray become shine of my life.
159 · Aug 2018
Untitled
Kanak Kashyup Aug 2018
You walked barefooted over
the crimson core of my baffled
heart, leaving the fragrance of
unclenched love well favoured
by your drifting emotions.
©wheneyesnarrate
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
Like the full mug of coffee that special coffee mug spilled it's drops....
The same way I  dropped  my happiness in your each saps....
Coffee  sweet and sweeter......
Remember the first eyes' colloid glitter....
Sugar like sugar.....the soluble we.....
Nothing is like that there is now it's only me........
Accumulation of that thick layer over the surface......
The equal amount of unremarkable guilt I face........
But what is the fault of that unfortunate worthy spoon....
No no no not in that worth to be envious of that moon......
The plate at the base of that mug that coffee mug. .......
My dreams are the same way lied below the false pride of thy smug.....
Inspired by a talk with friend.
I don't know the whole story, just a small incident bonded to few hours.
159 · Jan 2018
Forever
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
What is the real meaning of forever.......??? I wish I could get the answer.... somewhere....Someday....
Now-a-days FOREVER  is so temporary....
156 · Apr 2018
What should I ?
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
What should I write?
   my condition,
        my confusion,
              my contusion.
What should I hide?
    my tears,
        my failures,
             my deterioration.
What should I fake?
     my smiles,
         my laughs,
             my fines.
What should I celebrate?
    my never owned trust,
       my never happened success,
           my never lived life.
What should I called?
         my ignorant pals,
             my inattentive menage,
                  my inconsiderate folk.
Peerless conditions.
156 · Apr 2018
That lone star
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
That lone star cried
When the galaxy turned the moon
Constellations sympathize,
But the star was unable to consoled
Globular clusters,
Just flittering the star's courage
And the open one,
Shielding it's scattered part
Never shown glimmer,
Showed to the whole universe
Even the broken comet,
Shed tears for that mourning star
Sprinkled cosmic dust,
Sobbing & smirking at same time
Lodestar glaring from far,
Confused willing to know that star's state
Meteor warning adamantly,
Not to gloom for the moon
Comparing with stars.
154 · Apr 2018
Can't
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Trust or not there lie a compassion
Fasten by some deep aberration
Understanding is an art of wonders
Caged by false esteem that ponders
Holding back with tormented hope
Chained by long & swindled rope
Veining in concrete experienced mind
And stopped by sudden ****** wind
Why?? That's the ridiculous one sided debate
Intend or not, what to stop? the self made bet.
When you realized that you should stop but you can't.
152 · May 2018
Refusal & Acceptance!
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Thousand times numerous years
Hating the flashlights
Refusing the vitiate white

Enduring the darkness, somehow
Learnt to love and praise the nightfalls
Refusing the rays

But, obstacle by glowing rise of sun
Avoiding the shine, that affectionate vine
Refusing the essence

Roping collectively, the jute's clutch
Experienced first time
Refusal didn't help anymore

Find more threads started with
Purest white with dark red dine
Refusal was now a thing of rare

Song of luminance with dimness
Something unheard of
Refusal was still heard of

Feathers on fire, hands on ashes
Eyes drugged up with the falling rain
Still, refusing rain that soothing rain

Game of refusal and acceptance
Players comprised destiny & cruel fate
Refusal will either accepted by fate or become destiny
#left #life #arms #destiny
149 · Apr 2018
Cause! Who knows? Part-2
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Forgive the mistakes,
Set the freedom and love a little more.
Be patient and define your goal.
Cause! Who knows?
Tomorrow will never fall.


Forget the omissions,
Aid the broken, flutter the sun's warmth.
Remain with zeal and find the never withdrawing soul.
Cause! Who knows?
Tomorrow will never fall.
Some values which are to be added before the end.:))
149 · Apr 2018
Turning
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
Subtle grey shade turning into cotton white.
Cause observation is always greater than assumption.
Starless dusk is tuning into moonlit night.
Cause scrutiny is far better than self-made perception.
It's not always what you hear about people, it's about how much you know about them.

The perceptions you made through rumours about any person is entirely different than what they really are.
148 · May 2018
Life
Kanak Kashyup May 2018
Muddled between passion and reliable
Unworthy for both the norms
Authentic to promised words
Glaring to self vowed world
Flung delusion torning the tame
Full of illusion, vanished reason
Unconsciously losted lame
Trapped in deserting game
Combating steps regret the phase
Wanting the crown, freaking the rain
Veining of heart full of swords
Smiling dreams with scattered reality
Unable to find way out to social detention
Fate is cruel in the way to destiny
Unwilling running on the lines of palm
Still with a hope to conquer the desires
Still with a hope to turn the burnt into ashes
Mist of confusion, life is illusion.
146 · Feb 2018
I fell for you!
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Ohhh I fell I fell for you
Can't say when and why
Even I m asking myself why??
Why??
Why for you??
Nothing!!
Yeah nothing!!!
The answer is nothing!!
I hated to see your name in my contact.
Your status.....mean nothing to me means everything to me.
Your each picture saved in my phone....deleted and again saved.
It really hurts when I stare your pictures in my hidden part of gallery.....or the hidden part of my heart!!!!
I know I'm befooling myself.
Your messages not for me but still it brings a vigour in me.
We see each other.....You shake your hand and I hold my beat.....expecting not to reply..... But when you bow I just kneel.
It's nothing for you I know..... But for that I waste my whole sleep.
It's true we are not friends..... but I guess not strangers too.
I can see when you goggling me then and now... I notices your small efforts to make me spell something for you....
I always see when you focussing on my talks....but not say a word....
What should I relate from that....??
What  should I name it??
What should I??
Why should I??
When you talk to your best friend!!
146 · Apr 2018
Frame
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
The memory get captured in single frame are as stable & delighted as that moment and not as the people who move and fade.
That's why I click so many photos.
145 · Feb 2018
Cause! Who knows?
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Life is too short.....
Spread out your plenary heart....
Unfold the talks, open the covert just roll...
Cause! Who knows? Tomorrow will never fall...

Collect all memories...
Hold the guts and left insecurities...
Live the moment and accumulate retentive knoll....
Cause! Who knows? Tomorrow will never fall....
Waiting eagerly for the moment when people will be able to live the moments of today....without hustling for tomorrow.
141 · Jan 2020
Labyrinth
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2020
I see the rivers,
And a lane emerging from
that river along
with chaos and jumble.
A road in crumble and fire.
I want to emerge
with me in light and warmth
from dark and cold,
with a mind accepting the
coexistence
with her demons,
with a soul compromising
with ice and clinkers,
with a heart
consisting
its every part
regardless of how many pieces
it has.
With so many tangled ways
in my breathes,
I don't know, when will I be able to
emerge from the
labyrinth of my life,
which I myself have become?
~Kanak
141 · Feb 2018
In between
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
I can't say...
That I hate you
I can't say...
That I love you
Cause
I'm in between both.
Either way it's only you!
Inspired by a drama- IPKKND
141 · Feb 2018
I AM FINE.
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
I am fine.
I am fine
I am  fin
I am fi
I am f
I am
I a
I
A
Am
Am I
Am I f
Am I fi
Am I fin
Am I fine
Am I fine?
I wish ever anyone notice that fine.
139 · Jan 2018
Not in life
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
Some people will stay longer on our mind..,
than in our life..because that's the fate.....


Affection starts with glare when stares end..,
Because eyes are more curious to
state....


Your regular appearance turned a stranger into friend..,
Now my one gesture is enough to turn your smile into bate...


Fingers, the smoothest when crossed my hand..,
Making me unmovable & my screams..became blate...


Gently & gradually.. we grew with a noticeable bond..,
Our shared laughs and silly secrets..people started to relate...


Step by step, cards and chattings...now no.s are exchanged..,
Making fun, scaring..Leaving and adding..a strange warmth ,we sensate...

Avoiding, Ignoring, Annoying and hurting... but remembering only bond..,
Realisation of sensation or emotion...not enough fortunate....

But timing, the cruel destiny and tears needed to be expand...,
Left with memories and untold story of closeness or a form of regret....

because some people will stay longer on our mind..,
than in our life..because that's the fate.....
Inspiration is a close friend.
139 · Jun 2018
Her Soul...
Kanak Kashyup Jun 2018
Her soul born with the armour of never withdrawing trials amidst of all those smirking strugglers.
Her soul fallen for the nightmares instead of dreams to carve it for the destination without any illusion to care.
Her soul adored the dearth in the era of scarcity without any drop of calming water with thirst of ocean.
Her soul craved for the presence by burning all the essence to eliminate the fear of losing the beloved ones.
Her soul broke herself infinite times to protect her from any interim sensation of falsehood trying to fake.
Her soul feared to lost in the dense mist of failures cause it remain without any beholder to feel it again.

©wheneyesnarrate
136 · Apr 2018
Untitled
Kanak Kashyup Apr 2018
The string of your words are drawing me to the faith of that God for which I'm an atheist.
#words #affection #avoid #unable #drawn #faith #god #still #athiest
131 · Feb 2018
Addiction
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Your memories are my prime addiction
And I don't want any cure
#Come #leave#memories#stay#forever
Missing you a lot my crazy multitude.
96 · Mar 2018
Without.
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
Mogul of ordeals, lest it would be a rational fight...
To wonder or to ponder the most humorous plight...
Stars, moon, eruptions & the deserting barren  in same sight...
Drips of streams, flowers from green and darkness possessed night....
95 · Mar 2018
Woman!!
Kanak Kashyup Mar 2018
WOMAN
An epitome of beauty, wisdom, sacrifice and care,
She could climb the mountains and be your adhere.

Have ability to dive the ocean and cross the raven,
Unconditionally, the most waited gem that could be heaven.

The deepest sea of affection and the sensitive queen,
The only shoulder, probably, you can comfortably lean.

Can shelf the seas of emotions and darkness of pain,
Capable to shower peace and happiness' rain.

When it comes to right she never gravitate,
But, its equality for which she deeply agitate .

Some love, compassion, respect and welfare,
These are the most favourable ornaments, with her to share.

Catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life,
From a bird in the enormous sky to a perfect kitchen sharp knife.

She plays, at single time to depth, the various role,
The counter part, just unable to console.

From  a caring mother to a cautious, lovely sister,
From a steady companion to a lifelong & way-shower glister.

From, the worshipped Idol to the adorable tender feet,
Heart-full strength, mammoth reservoir of love, completely neat.

yet trapped in just one day for so-called empowerment,
The nerdiness of civilization is the base amusement.

Don't pay respect for just a mere entitled day,
Save this gesture in your nerve for everyday.
#Celebrating feminism!!
#Celebrating womanism!!
93 · Jan 2018
That fiery touch.
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
I touched the beautiful butterfly never-seen before...........And ended up in burning my own fingers by that uncontrollable spark.........
Always beautiful things doesn't give happiness.........sometimes it gives never vanishing scars....
83 · Feb 2018
Untitled
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Where will you go after leaving me....??
Wherever you will go...you will go in search of me....!!!
#leave #go#remind#me#search #again# friend
Casanova leave.
Kanak Kashyup Jan 2018
Somethings shape you in its absence......
And somethings destroy you in its presence.....
There lies a difference.......
Still crave for that destructive presence.
78 · Feb 2018
Untitled
Kanak Kashyup Feb 2018
Smile broad one...
Eyes blue again.......
#Never-lasting #life #full #fake #smile

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