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James Cook Mar 2020
When I’m gone go on.
When I’m gone stay strong
I’m where I belong
So my friends and family
I say so long

Don’t cry for me
Don’t say I wish I would’ve ?
Don’t pretend to be hurt
I was alive
Not one word

I am gone
I’ve gone home
I’m sorry I left you alone
My life was lonely
When I’m gone
Don’t cry for me

When I’m gone play my song.
When you see the things you’ve missed
You could’ve took a second my friend
Don’t say oh he  was a good guy
You had your opportunity
So when I’m gone
Dry your eye
You had the opportunity and you don’t get to cry
It’s a lonely life. People take for granted their loved ones..
James Cook Sep 2019
Pain

I am worthless
I am no good
My life is useless
I don’t want to live

Pain is all I feel
The screams pull at me
The torment is real
My life is a joke
Come on loser just hang that rope

My life is a burden
So I’m sure I won’t be missed
My whole life was a **** with out a kiss
No more pain would be so bliss
Come on loser just get the **** over with

Pain heart ache and despair
I wish I had the courage to leave here
Pills ,A gun or maybe a rope
With all this pain there is no hope

I get on my knees I bow my head
I cross my fingers and pray to be free
My pain is my prison
I’m locked in this hell

The smell of death and the smile from the reaper
The prince of darkness
The death keeper my one hope
To end my pain as i jump and get caught by the rope.
James Cook Sep 2019
Goodbye

All this pain
Who’s to blame
It’s driving me insane
My tears pour like rain

My heart holds on
Something that was never mine
I loved blind
All those years

I’m lost here
But in reality I should be like you and not care
You say you love me
But yet when I need you you’re to busy
The loss of blood has me dizzy

I’m alone in this world
No one understands me
My tears that are in my eye as I write this
Are proof that I’m still in this fight

I’ve held on
Held something that wasn’t mine
Years go bye
It’s the same
I’m the bad guy

In these last few lines
I say I love you
I say I’m done with this hurt
I say to you I’ll be fine

I’m gonna wipe my eye
Put my right foot forward
Hold my head high
Because for you and I, this is goodbye
Years of let down and heart break
James Cook Jun 2018
My loss of words say it all
My own personal down fall
As of now I've lost them all

No pretty words
No cool little saying
Just plain simple And true
My loss of words is my undoing

Good bye world
Good bye my friends
My time here is at an end

No more words for the poet
No more poems
No more life
As now I drop the pen
So long my friend..
James Cook Apr 2018
Thought After thought
Tear After Tear
I dream of peace year After year .
60 pills didnt **** the pain
A gun in my mouth was just part of the game.
The misfire of the shell leaves me in this life of Hell.
I lay in thé dark in thought of fear and  how to get free of these voices that haunt me  from day to day. And Night to Night
I think of suicide or to smoke the pain away.
My tourtered mind and forsaken soul will lay here in darkness for eternity and waste away....
James Cook Apr 2018
Your skin so soft
Your kiss sweet as sugar
Your eyes blue as the sky
I see the light in your eye

You hold my hand
I hold yours like I'll never touch you again.
My love is for you my friend.
My heart bleeds from tourment.
As I know when the light comes you'll be gone.

My dream girl
You're just a dream
That light I hope to one day find.
A beautiful smile only an angel can carry.
The beauty that can tame this beast.
My love when I find the light
I'll find you... until that day comes
I'll have you in my dreams .
The light I search for until I see it I'll be lost
James Cook Jan 2018
My hero
I look up to you
You are the one who taught me to be who I am
My hero is just a man.

He has cancer
Eating away at his brain.
But he doesn’t know it,he feels no pain.

I have no words but 1
No Rhymes
No cute little saying
Only one word
Cancer

My hero
The man I thought could never die
My hero, my paw paw wipe your eye
I’ll never let you see me cry
But in my heart old man I’m about to die

Go rest easy my hero
The reason I say yes sir
Go up to heaven
When you get there kiss my grandma and tell her I am strong
Because as god takes you home
I’ll play your song.

My hero no words can describe my love
My hero go be free of pain
My grandpa, my best friend
Kiss your wife tell everyone I said hi.
Go home to the mansion in the sky.
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