the sweet somethings in
my ear remind me of
a simpler time.
gone is the pain of rejection.
heartbreak is a foreign concept
when i'm with you.

your words are the
liquor i can't consume.
they make me drunk after
a few rounds.

my life has become
better since the day
i met you.

the first time
i realized that
i loved you
was when we
where younger.
i had my first
panic attack by
your side.
you hugged me
and told me
everything was going
to be okay.

i never stopped loving
you from that point on.

I never was alone.
I had a family.
one that cares,
unlike my blood family.

"So what if she wants to **** herself...
she wont do it..."

"all she wants is attention..."

"She will loose her friends faster than lightning..."

HOW ABOUT YOU ******* REALIZE THAT THE ONLY REASON I AM ALIVE IS BECAUSE OF MY FAMILY AT SCHOOL?

OPEN YOUR **** EYES TO SEE ME!

thats all i ask.... and its too hard for you

Where I walk in the front door and see you,
sleeping on the couch,
I smile, kissing your hair lightly.
You smile, welcoming me home.

Work was crazy,
But coming home to you
makes up for it all.

I know now, i am home.

noun

The matter in which my mind is screaming for help, but no one comes

All i ask is to help me...

why wont you help me?

why?

Mirror, Mirror on
the stained walls
who is the scariest of them all?

Mirror , Mirror upon
the studs,
why am i who i am?

****** Mary, ****** Mary, ****** Mary,
will you listen to me?
no one else has....

the mirror quit answering,
you are the closest thing i have to a friend