I want her to know..how much she really means to me.....I want to be there when she falls .....always answer when she calls
If she sheds a tear....tell her I will always be near....when she wants to talk......or maybe just take a walk
Anytime she needs me ......I will be where ever she wants me to be
So Baby if the sun refuses to shine.....I will reassure you that everything will be just fine......I want to let her know that when ever she needs me I will always be there
Baby so if our train slips the track.....I will always make sure we make it back
These shoulders are not just here for me .......they will be there for you to lay your head upon can't you see
So all I am trying to say I will always be there when you need me......just call me once and you will see
If the day is just out of whack......or if those hornets are ready to attack ......it doesn't matter what it is big or small ....or even if it's nothing at all
That is what I am trying to say......I will always be at your becon call......

In my head life is beautiful and there is no end......there are no wars and there are no bills to send
In my head it is just you and I .....beautiful weather as we walk hand and hand as we walk through the sand under the moonlit sky
In my head we are so in love .......but when I snap out of it and open my eyes ....and I see there is no you I would rather be dead.

Here I stand all alone and remember that day......you looked me straight in the eyes and swore to me everything would be ok
Tears were falling from both of our eyes.........off in the distance were clear blue skies
The love that you shared with me with words I cannot explain ........when I lost you.... I lost my soul in the rain
There can never and will never be another you ..........I must have you back in my arms this much is true
You left a mark on me that will never fade...the day I went to meet you again for the first time was the best decision I had ever made
In my heart you will always be......the memories of us will stay with me ...until my last breath......and beyond if there is life after death

My life has changed on Oh so many ways
Its like a football game and you forgot the plays
Working so hard to change what I can
Losing a grip on reality was never my plan
To regain control of what's real and what means the world to me
To show myself that I am stronger then I appear to be
Then to secure my relationship with the woman I love......I know it won't be easy......but with a little help from the lord above
All my life nothing has gone right for me everything I do I seem to fail
Its time for me to turn that all around .....for this time for real
Now I am on the right track.....even my mind is not out of whack
The stress in my life it must end.....to the woman I love my heart I send....and our life together we will mend

My heart is heavy as I write these words at this time......the tears they fall but they are not all mine
A woman that had more wisdom then me.......she had her struggles so God set her free
My sister was she .......and I had my faith in thee
She was my sister and my best friend.....*** why did it have to end
She helped me when I was down .....when I left her house I was no longer wearing a frown
She had a heart and it was made of gold.......she helped everyone so I was told
I will miss her but she lives in my heart and in my soul every part
I can't even talk tears fall from my eyes .......I know she will watch over me from the skies.

I swear that no one has felt it quite like me.......the pain and loneliness that's inside can't you see
The reason is because I love her so much and I caused so much turmoil deep inside her soul.......but I want to redeem myself before I lose control
Its like I am locked in a box with no way to escape.......I know with this women it will seal my fate
I can see the light from the box..... but to reach it I must break these locks
I put myself in this place...so this challenge I must face
So to free myself from this box and to break the locks......in my head the angel talks
They tell me things that I can't see......for it is all right in front of me
This box is not real......it's there because of what I have done and the way I feel........it's all in my head but it feels so real
If I could somehow steal the Sun from the sky.......it might help me figure out the reason why
For now I am locked inside......so my time I must bide
I will find my own way out.......no longer will I sit  and pout
If this is the way I really feel.......to always know our love was real

I know in the past I have let you down....but now you have no idea how much I have grown
By hurting you I didn't realize the scars it left on me......for you are my soulmate and now this I see
To make things right I must do.......I love you dearly and this is true
I don't know how but we must forget the past........and those spells it may have cast
The pain I caused you and I ........to right this wrong I must reach for the sky
I don't care how long it takes.......it may take awhile..........for I will dig down deep and make her smile
For my destiny is to make things right........and this cannot happen overnight
So now the journey begins to right the past from what I did wrong........
For this love I didn't realize how strong it grew........it was the greatest I ever knew
As I stand here alone and reach for the sky.......I hope I can fix things before I die.

Did the sun ..forget to shine..why is it so dark.....I am sure it will be fine........wait I see her standing there she's all alone....is she waiting for me why don't she just use the phone
She's right there ....but I can't seem to reach her I'm calling her name but she can't hear me....I am waving my arms but ..she can't even see me ....I am right in front of her why can't she see me ....I am touching her hand ....but she can't seem to feel me...what is happening but it seems so real....she is looking around as if someone is calling to her ....but still she looks right through me....here I am....here I am....she still can't hear or see ...it can't be...or is it just a dream

They all ask ....is she worth it
Well let me tell you...she is the only woman who  put tears in my eyes.both tears of sadness and that of joy
When I am with her I feel carefree as if I were a little boy
Is she worth it...
This woman that I speak of I can't and will not give up on...and yes she is worth it
She made me see the world in a different light
I will spend the rest of my days with this woman ...for her love ....if I must I will fight
Well the answer to their question is she worth it.....to me this woman is my *** of gold........and we shall be together and grow old......if my love for her was counted in money......I would be so rich it wouldn't even be funny

Our hearts are torn ....in many pieces..our lives have gone in many directions....but each road we take.....or path we walk.....we seem to end up back where we started.....together....once we made a vow to love each other.......lightning strikes why do we bother....back to the beginning ....now we stand hand in hand.....totally in love......promises....long standing....apart we go ...different directions....but on the same street......then we run and we can't even see ....bump in the road ...and end where we meet.....and here we are face to face...staring in your eyes there is no better place.....we are better in love so lets end the chase....the story is long ....and as beautiful as she......body to body and heart to heart......there is no love like ours so we will never part

It creeps in my head late at night
It won't let me sleep what a dreadful fright
In the morning when I wake it is in my head
If it were not for my stubbornness I am sure I'd be dead
It is in my head when the songs play
It is in my head every day
It is all bottled up and in my head
It is all my feelings that I left unsaid
All of my feelings and the words I should have said to you
I am not sure when......but I know I will......speak my mind and tell you how i feel .....deep inside only bout you baby.....maybe a week maybe more
I will tell you all that's for sure
Because of these feelings I can't even sleep
Sometimes late at night you will hear me weep
So sweet little princess with those sparkling eyes......it's because of this that our love never dies

It floats like the butterfly.......and soars like an Eagle in flight....
I know that it's all going to be alright
It purrs like a kitten....roars like a lion....the lord told me that there would be some cryin
It flows like the river .......and crashes
Like the waves
It is gentle like a summer breeze....and rocks you like a hurricane...it is our love ......and it is soothing like the heavens above......

I don't ever want to tell you how to live your life....I want to live it with you
I don't ever want to tell you what to do.....I would rather do it with you
Its your life ....I would rather live it with you then to tell you how to.....
Its your life.......but I know I was meant to be in it.....so I will just sit and wait.....now it is all up to fate.....

I know I write about this a little too much
But that just shows how much I miss her touch
I respect her wishes but I don't think she knows what she wants
Hello it's my love she taunts
In my mind I am a free spirit
In her mind She does fear it
When we are together there is nothing better
But as soon as I leave to go to work it's like I am going to forget her
I think Of this woman 24/7
I even know I would think of her When I am in heaven
I am not going anywhere right now and neither is she
Is she goes anywhere it will be with me
I hope and I pray that all of this will go my way
Under either the moon or the sun
Our time together is under the gun
We love each other but there are somethings that we must work out
Instead of doing that we sit and pout
We each run in a different direction
Both of us should be side by side
Instead we just run and hide
Instead of taking our love to the next level
You decided to break out the shovel
To bury me deep in the yard
It feels like I was sliced with a glass shard
I am truly sorry that things in your life haven't gone as you plan
But I love you more than any other man
Somethings I do it's not because I don't love you
Its a problem I have this is true
I have never loved any like you not even one it was only you

All this time                                      it was in a song but I
Was too blind to see
Long ago when my  mind was clear                                                     I held on so tight cause I was in fear
And losing her I  would just disappear
But  I suddenly  slipped
So I must get grip
It is not the end
So let's not pretend
I am right here
So let's make it clear
My love is for real
So you don't have to steal
For now let's go slow
Just so you know
Your love i do miss
And it will be sealed with a kiss

As the fireworks went off in the skies
So did they in her eyes
I will never forget that day and night at our happy place
It was so awesome to get to see her beautiful smile as we fell in love again on that warm summer day
We were so at ease and in love in every way
We laughed we joked we sang and danced
And later on we even  romanced
She was so beautiful on that day
As I sit here and talk about it about her there is so much I want to say
It was a perfect day and a great night
Being with her on that day was just outta sight
I looked into her eyes and saw our future in them
The day and night were as close to perfect as it will ever be
And when we rekindle our love there will be plenty more I had to open my eyes wide so I  could finally see
No one else did this to us but me
I will fix everything she will see
There is no love in this world that is close to ours I know it's true
I still believe this to this very day
And I don't care what other people say
To look in her eyes again would be a dream come true
And this love that we have is made just for two
And that means me and you

There will be no more running away
If and when I come home I will be there to stay......if the rain continues to fall.....we will work on it so our love does not stall
So that when cold and the snow comes we will be content and begin to grow...more in love than we already are...the road we both must travel.....my mind is clear and my heart is ready.......so my love and I are keeping it steady......now When the rain finally stops....so when the stars are shining bright in the sky......we are in love and there is no better reason why...so baby with that sparkle in your eyes from this day forward there will be nothing but clear skies

As lay here in bed
I pray to the lord that my belly be fed
I also ask the man upstairs
Because I know he really cares
There is this woman that I love so
May I be with her before I go
She is so beautiful body and soul
It is my destiny so I have been told
We will be together and grow old
There are many things we must do
And we will do them with each other he said this is true
So I kneel and I pray
That love health and happiness shall light the way

She thinks that I am crazy how could this be.....I just wanted her to know how much I love her doesn't she see
My hands are tied and lips are sealed.....my feelings for her are my shield
For her wish to forget.....if I did this I would regret
But how could I ......that sparkle in her eye
The way I felt when I was around her.....how could something like this even occur
Her family was my  own they even felt it.....on thanksgiving together we would sit
Now the tears they will not stop......when I try to erase the memories my head feels like it would pop
For she was always my queen......how could she be so mean
Time with her I could not erase......every night as I sleep I see her face
I am down on my knees......so baby won't you please
Just don't forget the times we spent and the things we did.......remember that kiss when you were just a kid
I am at a loss for words and my hands they shake........the way I felt about you how could that ever be fake
So as the lights go down on our romance.......your love always had me in a trance
Think of me when the stars they shine in the sky.....to forget I would rather die
When the sun has set and the moon is full.........remember that our love and time together was real and that's no bull

The bird is the brightest of red....it visits you and embodies loved ones that have been dead
These loved ones are the closest to you ...this bird is them keeping an eye and watching what you do
The spirit of your love one is within the bird....it will fly to you every now and then so you won't forget....and you will remember to you the last words that you heard.

The leaves will fall to the ground as the world spins round and round the beauty of love will be found when life itself gets you down please dont greieve or even frown take that smile and turn things around all your world will be unfound peace and love to you all keep it together and you will never fall.......as the leaves they fall we will remember it all......and if you start to stall just think of me....and you will always stand tall

I am sorry but without her in my life it has no meaning
The sun has set and will not rise
Until I hold her in my arms so tight
Everything I care for it will all be right
I have loved her for many years
Now here I am left in tears
If I should die before our hands touch once again
Please know your love has lived in my heart
All this time that we have been apart
And believe that we were meant to be together
Not just joined by love and joy but also pain and sorrow
And when we get back together you can bet it will be a better tomorrow

Ha it must have been a joke because it was too good to be true....it is over now and it falls on you
My love was real and never a joke...who hurt the most when it went up in smoke
I hope I am not right but I think your love for me was fake.......because my love for you was too strong for you to take
As I try to hold back the tears........I was lead to believe you were the only one who cares
I hope and pray this was not the case......if I had I thought this was the truth long ago I would have Givin up the chase
The only one I have ever loved as much as I did......for it started long ago when I was a kid
Who knows someday our love it  may return
But I guess a lesson that we just learned
For without love your soul is empty and lost .......a part of life but at what cost
For I will never forget her a piece of me was she.........but a lesson learned in love it will be

Life as we know it is what we make of it
We don't just hang around and just sit
You must rely on yourself
Don't put your life on the shelf
If life gets you down
Turn that frown upside down
Get back up on your feet
As the stars shoot down from the sky
You scratch your head and you wonder why
There are only a few things in life that really matter to me
It is my sweet love and that's plain to see
Its been so hard because of the damage I have made
You live and learn and not spend your time in the shade
All that happened in this time
It felt like I had committed a crime
All in all I have learned  lifes  lesson
And this I tell her as I am confessen
My love is True
No need to be blue
I am stepping up to be
To show you the love you wanted from me
You are my only love
The one truly sent from above

As I try to find and build my life again......remember how it was back when
It was as perfect just like a fairy tale......but it was not a dream it was for real
The way I felt about her ...and by the way I still do......this whole story it was almost too good to be true
We were not perfect but nobody is ya know.......but all we did was go with the flow
She was the planner and I ...I just wanted to be spontaneous you just make it up as you go
The love we had it was just like the movies all flowers and Sun......we did it all together and had so much fun
I made a mistake and told a  lie.....it hurt me so much I started to cry
The tears they fell like rain from the sky........and still till this I ask myself why
For all that is left is my big dream.......that one day soon we will again be a team.

She was my best friend....she will be that until the end ...at least in my eyes
Each night I do pray and hope that she is ok......I think of her each and every day
This woman she put a spell on me.....it's one that works on only me
Never in my life have I met such a woman that posses this kind of power....I will always be here for her until the final hour
It has been the longest minute since I have even seen her face.....but even when I think of her my mind and heart races to outer space
I have been with woman but none like her....when I was by her side there was nothing else that was better that life could offer
So I write this poem to tell her my words of love .....because I know that God sent her to me from the skies above
So as I walk my life path alone I still feel the warmth of her touch....I so miss that heat from her body oh so much
I look to the sky and that falling star......and make a wish and send my love to her from afar
I put my hands together and kneel down on the ground.....she is the fairest maiden I have ever found
I will search the world forever to find her once more .......I know she is the Angel that flies where eagles soar
I know my life will Never be the same .....now that I have learned to play life's little game.

To sleep again I will never
To hold you in my arms forever
This to be done it is a must
My first and only love this I trust
I will never again rest
The ruler above put forth this test

I don't want my love to get it wrong
Because the love I have for her is still So strong
But if this is the way it was supposed to be
We will wait awhile and we shall see
Being away from her is so very hard
I think Of her every day
I miss her smile and her charm
I never meant to do her no harm
As I go about my daily routine
She is by far the most beautiful I have ever seen
Not only for her good looks But for the way she handled every day life
The person she is inside and out
It is so **** hard to live without
I will always treasure the time we had
When it comes down to it I am really sad
But I must stand up tall
Because of her I will never fall
She taught me things I did not know
About life and love and it will always show
She will live in my heart for the rest of my life after all she was going to be my wife
Now I bid you sweet adieu
I still can't believe we are through

The strength that I try to gain......the knife I use to cut through all of this pain
Do I love her still and really that much.....at night I still dream of feeling her gentle touch
If we were destined to be.......and does time and patience still hold the key
In the darkness by the silver moon......the thoughts in my head of being together soon
As I kneel and wish upon a star......just know my sweet princess ....that if you need me I will never be far.

The smell of white lilly,s fill the room....sound of sweet music echoes through the halls......in the distance I hear the sweet whispers of her voice.......this love I feel a lifetime it will last....i already put away all that happened in the past...so the future is where we both belong....the sound the smell and all that goes with it....the angels they fly..all around us as we sleep and while we are awake to watch over us....time has no bearing on this love ....years go by decades go by but still....this love it still carries on...no matter what