i remember that 4th of July  my love for you that day it grew i cannot lie
the love i held for you no love can be held above .....this woman i loved and will love forever

As I knelt down I caught your tear ....as long as I am around you will have no reason to fear
The world is dark in this day and age .....I will protect you so we don't get caught up in this rage
I will surround us with joy and love ..and if we need anything else I know it will come from  the Lord above

you are beautiful and i have no regret.......my love for you i will make no bet
i love you more than life itself ...thats why i will never put it on a shelf
believe in today and all our love....and know it was sent from the lord above

For I know what I want under the tree....
She is beautiful and **** and made just for me
I know in the past have I done her wrong
But for the holidays and the New Year
I will be truthful and honest and sincere
I have grown so much and learned to be true
In the years past I thought I was doing it all right....but really didn't have a clue
I was doing things I didn't realize
I was going about it explaining it all wrong that's why it didn't materialize
So this holiday what I did was find out how to love myself first
Because any more hurt in my heart I think it would burst
So to my Angel on this day
I must tell you I have changed in so many ways
And may peace be with you on these coming holidays
I shall wait as my body heals
To be with my only true love as my fate it seals.

In my life I have my share of ups and downs
And plenty of smiles and frowns
But now I find myself madly and deeply in love
With a woman that's got it all and truly sent from above
I love the way she smiles the way she walks and talks and the way she moves me
With just one look it's plain to see
I know in my heart
And I have known this from the start
Together forever we will never part

Everyday of my life I think of her.......how does something like this even occur
The love that I had and still do have
How could it be misread
To tell you the truth without her I wish I was dead
A love like ours does not come around every day..........I was part of it what else can I say
I know inside she feels it too......being away from her my how Time flew
I have no idea what to say or do right now should I just sit and wait........if I do it will seal my fate
This love it eats me up inside.......being with her it was not just a joy ride
I want to spend the rest of my days
Still on most nights these tears still flow.......I try to forget but my true feelings they do show
This woman she holds my heart in her hands......to be together forever we had those plans
So now my body it stands still my heart empty falling apart........putting the pieces back together I must start
For this woman it is not only her love that I miss........its her smile ...that sparkle in her eyes oooh and that kiss
My world as I knew it has but disappeared ........to love another I can't ...this is what I feared
Did she forget that I exist .....this is what I need to know......does she still love me or should I just go
I try to pull myself together but I just can't find the strength.......for to get her back I will go through any length.I have cried too many tears.....and it feels like no one even cares.
Tonight as I watched a movie all alone ....it came to the end and my feelings once again were shown
The tears came down like rain
The gut wrenching end it left me in pain
So as Christmas comes I must pick myself up by the bootstrap......and think about presents I must wrap
I will wipe my eyes over and over and wonder if she still cares.......if you happen to see her tell her that I do not fake these tears.

Never again will she or I will feel that love that was meant to be......I guess the light was not bright enough to see
I guess it never broke on through.......whatever shall I do
Should I just give up and bow my head......without her love I wish I were dead
The pain I must endure........if she don't love me I must make sure..life is funny I must laugh...........or should I cry...her love has just left me here to die
I must say this and you must mark my words for I do say...........as I stand here before you I will find out the truth or I will perish today
So now I am free to fly with any bird.......she is alone so I have heard
But listen to me and let me make this perfectly clear....if anyone harms this love that is close to my heart.......I will seek you out and tear you apart..
I will protect her for the rest of my time.....believe me baby loving you was no crime
even though you left me so cold ......I will watch over you until I am too old
Now that I am free ..........can't you see...that your love had a hold of me
Now deep inside I have already died.....too many nights so many tears I have cried
Now that you really left me ...for my eyes cannot see....the seeable signs that were in front of me......these tears that come down and they fall like rain..........I know you can feel all of my pain....
So now I say farewell.to the love I once knew.......and I still can't believe that we are through
One more before I must go...I think this is something you should know
I will be here for you for the rest of our forever........and will never forget our time together
She was always my queen and I was her king.........I was left all alone with this black diamond ring.

As I lay on this bed
Thinking of her and wishing my poem was read
She is the best thing that ever happened to me
I Beg and i Plead why can't she see
Eventhough I know I could go on
It is not option because my love for her is beyond compare
The love that we have for each other..  these days it is very rare
As I stare at my face in the mirror
The lines and the grey are getting clearer
All I want now in my life
Is this woman that stole my heart
I. Know we are never supposed to be apart
The mistakes that I have made are ones that should have never been made
I would die for this woman this much is true
It was never my intention to ever make her blue
These sleepless nights and endless days
Is a very good reason for me to change my ways
The sun will never shine
Unless this woman I love  returns to my arms
There will never be another cause she will always be mine.

my love for you was was much more than you thought..........much more than yo ever thought.....the love that i hold for you is stronger than any bomb that was made or war ever fought.......the love i have for you will always survive......so much as my body is live
your love is what keeps me alive......the most i have ever laughed was by your side.....the love i held for you gave me the most pride
i will never forget our time together it will stay with me forever.

I write a lot about this woman I love
She was sent to me from the lord above
I would travel millions of miles in any weather just to see her smile
I would give my life for her to live
I would share all the money in the world with her if it were mine to give
Its just a point that I must make
This woman I love I would always give and never take
For my heart is always true
For her happiness that I will do
This is my one and only true love
And I would never want to lose it
I love and cherish every little bit
The mountains I will climb and the rivers I must cross
Just to be with her and I know all the pieces will fit.

As I sit here all alone
I stare at the walls and gaze at the phone
Although it never rings
I wait and wait with hopes she will call
Who am I kidding my mind tells me
I'm all alone can't you see
My life turned around I  shut everyone out
Now that it's gone I sit and I pout
The phone never rings not a knock on the door
I am so pathetic that's for sure
She was my life can't you see
Now I'm alone alone as can be

She is and will always be
The only woman I will ever see
I alone from this day
It didn't have to be this way
This is the only words I will speak
My heart will always be here
Just for her let's try to make this clear
I will wait till the end of time
For again someday she'll be mine.
For now I cry on the beach
My baby's love is so hard to reach.

I remember the games we used
To play
It was funny because if you couldn't beat me you would find a way
I loved your smile at the castle
You were hurting but it was never a hassle
You smiled through all your pain
As you stood beside me in the rain
As I am writing i am crying
And inside my body my heart is dying
I will never forget the day at winter island
Walking on the rocks felt like it was broken glass
We didn't care cause we were
Together
I will carry these memories with me forever

the life you gave when we looked into each others eyes........i thought forever clear blue skies ....then you slipped from my grip...then my life started to trip...i cannot and will not regain what i felt for you ......because my love it stuck like glue......
time it does not stand still but my love for you it always will

I would have been what ever you wanted me to be.......I am not that man can't you see
I would have moved mountains just for you.......you left me this much is true
These things I would still do for you.......to change who I am that's something I can't do
I made the changes that I needed to make me live a better life.....I  know that right now you should be wife
I made the mistake by letting you go.....when our love still needed to grow
To get you back is always on my mind....because you were the sweetest Angel I could ever find
We should never be apart......for you my love you  still own my heart
The love that I have for you........and in my heart that love will always be true.

My whole world is full of tears
I have not felt this bad in all my years
I know you will be better off without me
I tried so hard but could never really make you see
My love for you was bigger than both of us
The day I realized you were really gone felt like I was run over by a bus
I hope and I pray you find the happiness you are looking for
My love for you will be forever in my heart
Someday maybe we will be together for a brand new start
But for now we will try to find strength being apart
As long as you know I will always be here
Because deep down you know that I really care
All the struggles that you go through
You have the strength beyond your years
I always watched you from close and afar and my love for you it grew
No matter what you say or what you do
My love for you will never be through
I wish you the best please do not fear
If ever you need me I will always be there

as the tears fall from my eyes......i can still hear her cries
the love we shared together will never fade.....never again will my love for her ever wade
it is in my heart and it will always be
this love was the best love and everyone could see
with one kiss i was in a trance ....this was more than just a romance
it was in my head and in my heart......and it was from the very start
i never got a chance to put that ring on her finger......but this feeling in my heart sure does linger

As the ball drops the tears they fall........I waited all night didn't even get that call
The cards I played and I did it well...it was like I was under a magic spell
But this is the year I change it all.....
I'll be the quarterback and throw the touchdown ball
What I speak of is the love that's inside of me........it is for one woman and she is the only one there could ever be
As of now to her I am impossible too see......to open her eyes to my best qualities that will be the key
This new year and what it brings .......a new life a fresh start and a chance for new beginnings
So happy new year to you all.......and to pray that all your future plans are prosperous and do not stall
.....the plans I have with the future in mind.......it will surely be beautiful with my true love on my mind
When the clock strikes twelve you will see the real me.....I know it will not be that long for her love holds the key.

There are times in your life
When you must stand up and deal with all the strife
It gets very scary when you must do it alone
And you sit there and stare at the phone
Will it ring this time will it ever ring again
Then you dig deep within your soul and finally figure it all out
You must not just sit and pout
The one and the only person you trust
You had to cover your heart for it may rust
The strength within pulled you through
The puzzle that had many pieces missing and out of place some gone without a trace
Now it seems it's all back and they fit
And what you knew all along was the biggest one that you couldn't find or figure out
It was her all along you didn't even have a clue
She stepped back in and now it is all crystal clear
That Angels are everywhere

This anger it is starting to grow
The look on my face it's starting to show
The pain inside is overwhelming
The thought of suicide has crossed my mind
If only my lost love I could find
Before the anger turns to madness
It will take away all the sadness
My head is reeling
I can't shake the feeling

As the years go by
No longer do I even have to try
Along came a girl into my life
She turned everything into gold when it was nothing but rust
This girl that I love and I  have nothing but trust
The way that I love her
Is the way. That she should be treated
Her beauty is not all that there is
For inside this woman is a heart as big as can be
and a soul to match for the whole world to see
I am so lucky that she is with me
So I will hold her anywhere in the world and kiss her so gently for the whole world to see
So that is my story and more to be told
But I will write that before I get old

Life it's precious and oh so short.......be very careful not to abort
As she lies there short on breath......it is not normal she is close to death
My sister is one of my best friends....so what happens when all that ends...
When she slips so a piece of me......I guess of the pain she will be free
With the Angels she will go.......I send my love hope she will know
As we all try to get a grip......I hope this won't make me slip
A family love is the strongest of all....please hold on or we will all fall
As I stand here ...now I will kneel and pray that she will pull through and it will all be ok.

I cried a thousand rivers already
The flow of tears is steady
I know I must just let her go
But there are a lot of things you just don't know
She is not just any girl
She is my soul mate my best friend my lover and most of all she is the woman I love
I will never love another she is set high above
My legs have grown so weak
My voice is hollow I can barely speak
I know that time is against me
Hopefully just a little while and she will finally see
I know I should just move on
And accept that she is gone
This woman is so special to me
I really think that we were meant to be
I hope right now she is thinking of me
I will never forget her but I will set her free

The sparkle in her eye was heightened by the glare of the summer moon.......the smile on her face was never gone too soon
Her body swayed...... to every beat from the music that played.......
Like a ballerina she danced through the night...........For me her beauty was never far from my sight
These teardrops that still fall from my eyes........fall to the ground like a thousand raindrops from the summer skies
As l lay in a pool of a thousand teardrops and try to keep my head above water.......forgive me if my hands become weak and I sink to the bottom for without her....why should I bother

These feelings they run deep inside of me......if you dig down you will finally see
They hide in there just for one.....she is the only person that lights my sun
I will wait till the end.....and I am afraid this powerful attraction will never bend.

The Angels have come down to me
So I made a wish for your love and forever with you I shall be
The feelings of my heart shall win in the end......for these feelings will never break but they may bend....and always with this wish a message I will send
Baby my heart will forever belong to you....for you are the only woman that has ever touched my soul
And the power of the angels wish will always.....keep me from losing control
In due time our hearts will become one........for your love I will do everything under the sun
I know I have made mistakes....I am only human there will always be give and take
When I reach and take your hand...and we are finally together
It will come together just how he planned
So with this wish to the angels ...I will not rush....now baby don't say a word ....just you hush
Day by day by And one step at a time
I will wait ....for if I wait you will be mine