My drive to do things has left my body.....I have locked my self away and threw away the key.......it's because there is no more you and me....
I realise just how much I miss you...and learned how much you really mean too me......the love for you was so real.....today that love still lives in my heart ....and all the happiness of being with you I still feel
I never felt so alive then by your side....how could your feelings for me just slide
I know I was not the greatest but I loved you more than any one could and still do......how come these feelings are still strong even though we are through
So many nights the tears they did flow.....and they still do just to let you know
I will never stop trying to get you back by my side..if not for my mistakes you would have been my bride
My eyes are filled as I write this down...for I may never see you in that wedding gown
So my love I wanted you to know how I feel.....And the feelings I had for you they are still here.....I will always be around for you if you need ....just pick up the phone or call my name.....do not be afraid or show any fear ...cause baby I will always be here.

The only three women that I have ever loved have been taken from me......two from the lord and one that holds the key
There is only one thing on my mind everyday.......to get that one back in my arms what more can I say
Each one has taught me things that I would never know.......one taught me love one of trust........one taught me that never giving up this is a must
Just so you know one is my mom and one sister and the other the one that I love.....this I know they all were sent from the lord above
In my life they were all there for a reason......but she is the one for every season
I know they had taught me what I needed to know....for me to live and continue to grow
I have grown a lot in my time away from them all.....I keep getting up now I will no longer fall
The love that I have for these three ......but one above all because she holds the key

Each and every night I cry another tear.....to never see you again in person this is my biggest fear
My love for you it forever grows.......why it does no one knows
My heart is filled with love for you.....they took you from me this much is true
It was just one but it had a domino effect.......and this my love I can correct
You were the girl of my dreams......all that is left is my silent screams
My love for you it could never die......it was a dream come true like you fell from the sky
You have a hold on me like no one has ever......it must mean we were destined to be together
You say that you lost the love for me.....but a love like ours so how can that be
I love you more than any man can ever ........this bond that we have no body could sever
So now that we are apart at this time.....I know in my heart you will again be mine

You know I still love you don't you.....but you block it out is this true
My life is just not the same without you by my side.......I need you here so I can confide
This is not easy because of my ego and my pride...but I must say I still want you and need you in my life.......I have grown a lot And there will be no more strife
My path is clear and I know what I want.....I am standing up on my own two feet and I will never say the words I can't...
You are still and will always be the only one I love......you were heaven sent to me from above
I don't care how many poems I must write or who likes them or not...that is not what it's all about........it's about the woman that I still love And I would stand on the highest mountain or rooftop and shout
Before you the words I love you I guess I didn't understand..........now I know what they mean and all the pain this I never planned
Your love ripped me off my feet like the tornado in the wizard of oz......
Maybe it's just a dream or fantasy of mine to have you back by my side
I know if we ever do it will be the greatest ride
My love for you is still in my heart.....and it always will be until death do us part

My heart is heavy as I write these words at this time......the tears they fall but they are not all mine
A woman that had more wisdom then me.......she had her struggles so God set her free
My sister was she .......and I had my faith in thee
She was my sister and my best friend.....*** why did it have to end
She helped me when I was down .....when I left her house I was no longer wearing a frown
She had a heart and it was made of gold.......she helped everyone so I was told
I will miss her but she lives in my heart and in my soul every part
I can't even talk tears fall from my eyes .......I know she will watch over me from the skies.

Remeber the story the love of a woman and man they struggled a little but they had a plan
For a little while now the Prince has lost his princess......so as he gains his strength and his courage it's what he needs foe his success the time us almost right to jump to his steed.....and to get his princess the one of his need
The story of this love must and will go on the love we have for one another you cannot measure....so for the rest of my life this I will treasure
The sun would shine as only it could....then I would smile only as I could
Its all inside of my head and my heart.....it is as strong today......as it seems that it did all start
I am in love with this woman until the end of time.......and this love we share together it will never be a crime.

My love for you goes far beyond words..before you I never felt nowhere near the way I feel in my heart at this time.......there is no doubt about it you are still my whole world and I will not give up till again you are mine
For in my life there is but only you.....for yours is the only love that was ever true
For I only have one life to live.....and I only have one real love to give
The only reason i still hold on is because the only place that felt like home was by your side......I always promised you I would follow you.....this is something I would always do.....forever I shall because my love is true

She is a part of me.....all around I can feel her with me...I don't really know if she is thinking of me ...but I can feel she is and it must be
I can feel her presence ...it is also inside of me...for a long time I waited for this to happen now....and i know she must feel it too....I do believe we are connected in some way.
People ask me why do I write about her and talk about her so much ....why because I love her and miss her and she is a big part of me and who I am......there is not one day that goes by that I don't think about her...and the love that we shared........this bond that we have cannot be compared
Before I went with her these feelings and this bond I have never felt.....now it is just like snow ...but this snow will never melt
This I know ...I know in my heart that she is my destiny......the universe has showed me this ......and I knew from the very first kiss
I see the signs day by day.....deep within my soul...no matter what anyone says we will return to each other and everything will be ok.

Just before the darkness the light was beyond compare....I know right now that life is just not fair
I remember back every thing was colorful and such beautiful light was shining.....I had it all and there was even a silver lining
I don't know what or when it all started happening but every color got dull and all the light got very dim
But right now I will promise you it will change .....I will get the love of my life back that I lost ....this time the colors will always be radiant and the light will always be there and it will always shine bright.....and this time it will last forever

How many tears must I cry......I will always lose unless I give it a try
My soul cannot rest she must be by my side.......I learned my lesson and I knew I should not have lied
But what I have learned is that there is no love greater than what we had.......and I want it back so bad
My love for her it grows to this day.....to lose her forever is not a price that I am willing to pay
It is so hard without her by my side.....she was not only my lover and best friend and a person in which I could confide
If I must work the rest of my life to get her back so be it........it is not on my *** I will sit
So as I sit and pray and work on my plan....I will follow the stars the sun and the moon.....and hopefully together we will be soon.

Here I stand all alone and remember that day......you looked me straight in the eyes and swore to me everything would be ok
Tears were falling from both of our eyes.........off in the distance were clear blue skies
The love that you shared with me with words I cannot explain ........when I lost you.... I lost my soul in the rain
There can never and will never be another you ..........I must have you back in my arms this much is true
You left a mark on me that will never fade...the day I went to meet you again for the first time was the best decision I had ever made
In my heart you will always be......the memories of us will stay with me ...until my last breath......and beyond if there is life after death

To want someone back in your life so bad you will do anything for this to happen......to need that person .....to think of her every minute of everyday and with that the pain seems to worsen
It was 33 years to have her back ...now all of a sudden it's all out of whack
And it is not that I can't live without her it is that I don't want to......I will do anything this much is true
None of the holidays are the same without you by my side.....I guess my time I mist bide
These tears that still fall from my eyes ....means that no more time flies
I will get you back in my arms......my life I have changed only you in my life my heart it calms
I know I haven't been there for a lot of things .......but I do not want to mis anything else that life brings
My love for you it continues to grow.......you mean more to me than you will ever know
In the morning when I wake.......even when it's the last breath I take
You will be the only woman on my mind.......the things I did were never meant to be unkind
My love for you was always real.......it is just your heart that I meant to steal
So late at night When these tears flow from my eyes........I want you to look deep into those skies
Ask if my love was real....and then turn to me and tell me how you feel

Its been so long since I last felt your touch........sweet baby all this stuff it is just too much
I could be with a million women.....but none of them are you.........ill try another million but I would rather be with you yes ....yes it's true
I have a heart but it never beats any more........because pretty woman it would only beat....only beat for you that's for sure
Cuz nothing.....and I mean nothing can take the place of you
So it's empty and it has no beat........that's how it feels ...now this must I repeat
I really must tell you now ....and this is not a lie........I love this woman with my heart that no longer beats.......this is my biggest ....the biggest of all my feats......I have been down but I am strong.........and I know that loving you could never be wrong

Under the stars as I close my eyes......beside you I am in my dreamland beneath the moonlit skies
The beat of my heart is the only sound you hear..... as I sleep and dream of a life not too far out of reach..
And it all is crystal clear
The last thing I want to do is wake from this dream .......it was so perfect as it does seem
The universe is telling me that the timing is right......as I said all along I would not give up this fight.......it is not the end because I see the light

I finally found the girl of my dreams......from my grasp she did slip despite all of my screams
Fate and destiny set it all in play......my stupid mistakes went and took her away
Now the universe is telling me that the time is right now and the clock
Is ticking......it leaves me to wonder if this love is still alive and kicking
The telling signs say yes..... but it still remains to be seen......I am picking them all up but still ask what does it all mean
So as I try to figure all this out.......i will not rest nor will I sit and pout

The first time my heart was ever touched......was the day I lost your love
I guess I folded when push came to shove
To get back by your side that's all I want out of what's left of my life........to love you forever and hold you as tight as I can..........because in a world that life is way too short I am definitely your biggest fan
So on my knees I pray........and each day I do it in a different way
One more thing I have to say if loving you is wrong I don't want to be right ....because without her by my side I will never see the light

The highlight of my day........was talking to the most beautiful and sweetest woman in the world to me....I still love her what more can I say.......when I saw her name my heart skipped a beat.......when she started to talk my day was complete

The moon and the stars and the sun......I swore on all that you were the one
You are in my dreams and in my heart....and you always have from the very start
This tingling feeling that I still have inside of me.....you can tell just By my face that she is still a part ....and the whole world can see
Away from her I did grow.......as the love for her did also
Not a woman can compare........without this love it just ain't fare
And so as my soul sits and waits.......love and happiness will come before we reach heavens gates

Draining is my soul...paining is my heart....outside I grow stronger as inside I fall apart
A piece of me is she......it is written all over my face for the world to see
The time away keeps brining me down....but from this day further I will no longer wear this frown
So as the sun sets as it will rise....so will love and no longer will I wear this disquise

Love is a weapon I dare to use.....love is a weapon and it gave me the blues
Love is a weapon that we all must choose .........love is weapon that we hate to lose

I woke up this morning and when I opened my eyes all I saw was you......*** I can't believe it can it be true
I pinched myself and I closed my eyes...when I opened them you were gone.......so now I know my love for you is real....so baby it is game on
Right now it has been so long......everyday it plays on in my head.....you remember it's our song....
Dreams ...I hate my dreams because I always must wake up ....and reality hits me real hard......especially when your dreams and hopes are burned and charred

My love for her I will not lie......these feelings in my heart are at an all time high
It has been awhile since I last felt your touch.......and this pain is just too much
I would be a liar if I said I wish I could forget and just walk away..........But this woman I do love and I feel it everyday
I have grown and learned so much while we have been apart....I don't know how but the love for her it still grows in my heart
This heartfelt pain it will always be here.......and till I die the whole world will know how much I care.

All of this time love just out of reach....how did I know it was a lesson to teach
My mind was slipping for just a bit......but it grew stronger because of it
This thing they call love it is a mysterious thing......when you feel it I can swear you hear the birds sing
......the music you hear .....that feeling in your heart.......WhEn you lose it all that is the hardest part
As you drift off into another place.......that is when you feel lost in space

My heart is hollow it is filled with sorrow........her love was only there to borrow
I would give up my life for just one more Chance......to prove once and for all I belong in this dance
As I sit and stare at the moon.......that love and happiness will be found soon.

Forget I won't ....remember I always will....from the sparkle in her eyes to the smile on her face....her love lives in my heart still...to hold her tight again in my arms......that glow on her face my soul it calms
From moon and the stars.....to the sun and the flowers........for her love my heart it powers
It lives on today and will be here tomorrow........for this love there will be no more sorrow

Its been awhile since I last kissed your lips......I seen one of our memories last night and my heart did flips
It is our destiny to be together.....only this time it will be forever.....those are my thoughts and my dreams.....that's the way I think under the moon beams
Seems that my love for you is imbeded in my soul.......And honey this is something I just can't control
I have tried it all just to get you out of my my head......it is something your love did to me so I think of you 24/7 instead
So forever my heart shall be all yours.....and with my wishes are all with fours

I dig down deep into my soul for peace and love......I have a strong mindset and a little help from the lord above
Life is a big puzzle right now.......as I search for the missing pieces I hold my head high I will not bow
As I struggle with my feelings and my life's path.....I will steer clear of the devils wrath
The sun will shine on me again.......the light will reappear like the day when
When the smile from my face could not be misplaced.....I must learn from all the lessons I have faced
I shall rise above my mistakes and misfortunes.....what hurt me shall make me stronger

When I close my eyes we are together again........holding you close I can remember when
We both made promises we just didn't keep.......and that night we just didn't sleep
The light is fading I can no longer dream......something has control of me so it does seem
The ducts have dried up so I can no longer cry........what did I do the question is why
It has been so long but the feeling is still here......what to do next it is all crystal clear
But...if I close my eyes ......wait ....I wish it was all just a bad dream

This love for her that I still hold.....it would fade away that's what I was told
But this woman and the love I still have for her is forever in my heart.....and it was always there from the start
It seems to fade but always returns.......like the midnight oil the flame still burns
Every night I cry from my dreams..........I know if you listen real close you will hear my screams
I guess why is this love we had it was the first time.....being without her it is a real crime
So I will hope and pray......together again someday...dreams are real and this one will come true.......forever and a day never to be blue.

Ill take these memories to the grave.....yours is the only love I  want to save
I find it hard Not to think of you......but our love ill never forget you know it's true
I believe that we had the greatest love of all.......I can not think of how I let it fall
These Memories they will never fade....I let my mistakes rain on our parade.

I remember the days when the rainbow dawned the blue skies.......Now they are always grey and all I can hear are the sound of my faded cries
My nights are filled with silence......while the days and the streets are filled with violence
How I wish that rainbow would grace the sky again.........I know how much better I would feel then

Her love came to me like a message in a bottle........my heart boy did it throttle
Through time and space.....when I open or close my eyes I see her face
My love for her it will never cease......until that day I rest in peace
I wish I could save time in a bottle.....because every minute I spent with her was a perfect model
To her I will never say the word goodbye.....Not even when I die......for the words will be until we meet again......the time we spent together was so precious to me......that's why I will capture it in a bottle just wait and see.