As I wait for the bus
Is there anymore to discuss
My brain says yes my mouth says no
I am always over thinking but where do I go
The world is so big but yet so small
The sun never shines on me today
Why is it so dark I can't find my way
I am slipping in a hole
Get a grip god has a plan for your role.

Crying in my dreams
From a distance hearing your screams
The voice so far away
The words come out and not much to say
I see your face but it is not so clear
My body shakes from all my fear
Then I wake and all is right
It's all my thoughts in my head
Oh my God I wish I were dead

I waited and not even a call
How did I know I would fall
I am lost in space
Right now my mind is gone without a trace
Now im found feet finally on the ground
Coming together like birds of a feather
What now.

Seems like forever since I have been away
Thinking about you nothing goes by not even a day
Life with you was my escape from a world that hurts
Now there there is just a hole where my heart was
My mind a blank eyes just a stare
One day maybe it will all come clear.

The birds are singing in the sky
My heart is pounding there is no reason why
The girl I love is torn in two
I know my actions were always true
No more days for the two of us to be blue
As the sun shines in my eyes
Because we know how time flies
I leave you here with these words
Love is tough we all know that
Keep it in your heart that's where it's at.

I am always trying to win
The thing is I am living in sin  lose at cards lose in games
People always calling me names
I am in love with the only one
This is a game I must win
But I lost as soon as it begun.
My mind is racing is she really worth it
I am so afraid maybe I'll just turn and run.

Our love.  

You took my love and squeezed the life right out with your hands
As we walked along the bright white Sands
I told a lie this I do not deny
But you left me standing without even a sigh
Been crying for months with no end in sight
I can't say a word my lips I will bite
As the wind blows the winter in
No more princess where do I begin
Life is short love is strong
All my love is one of my favorite songs
My love for you will never die
Until I meet those angels in the sky
Forever my baby I leave you with these words
Your voice so sweet like that of birds
Until we meet on the other side
Remember our love was a glorious ride ,
It's not over till we say
Hopefully we will regain that love again someday.

Baby, since we have been a part
My world has been torn and it's breaking and tearing at my heart.
My love for you is strong or even stronger than it has ever been.
You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen.
I long for your beauty and your touch.
Since I have been away from you is just too much
I can't handle much more of this part of my life
I love you so much and I want you for my wife.
I have to get through to you before it's too late.
Neither one of us deserve this fate.
You are the only woman I have ever loved and still love I need you so much..
You seem to think I don't love you.
Baby all I do is think of you and my love is stronger this is true.
I can't live my lfe without you in it.
All of my life I have been waiting for someone like you
And now that you are on the outside looking in
I need you back no more living in sin.
I will never give up nor will I  ever stop loving you.
I will never hurt or lie to you ever again why I did in the first I haven't a clue.
Just one thing I must say
My love for you is for real
I long for your touch and your skin to feel.
Not much more I can say
My love for you is here to stay.

Life with you is all I need
This chapter I hope we will write together I love you and need you.

Our love is strong
Something I knew along
There are changes that we must endure
We go through these things so our love grows more
I love you so much and I really miss your touch
As the days go by I realise that you are the only one that I ever loved
Your eyes and your beautiful smile
That's just a couple of things that make melt
All of these feelings that I have inside are something I have never felt
I need you in my life the past means nothing to me the future with you is all I see.

Our love is like dynamite it's ticking like a time bomb that will only explode when the time is right you and I till there is no more light
You stole my heart like a thief in the night.
I remember this on a hot day in August right.
I think of you over and over and again and again I do not think that will ever end
If the light forgets to shine
Our love will rise and show the way
It is that strong day after day
We might see somethings in a different light
It is never as bad as it seems
Before it falls apart at the seams.
We pick it up and the flame still burns
Our love survives lesson learned

Life and love are but a song and the lyrics must be still written
Our story hopefully it will be a long one might be rewritten many times
Long and short with plenty of rhymes  
With this being said
In time all our stories and lyrics will be read.

Tricia, each day that goes by more and more I miss you
Not one goes by without thinking of your beauty this is true
Baby you are the only one for me
My heart it burns for your love
It means you were truly sent from above
I hope and I pray that you and I feel the same way
I know you try to block the way you feel
Your love is mine I don't have to steal.
The feelings I have are just for you
Deep inside you know it's true.
We belong together till the end of time.
Your love and beauty will for.ever be mine.

I tell you now I miss your touch
Miss your Beauty oh so much
Your eyes and smile I will always see
At night when I close my eyes
And the vision so clear like the big morning skies.

Tricia my love I need you now and forever in arms
I don't need gifts or material things
I need only the feeling that your love brings.

I miss you so much it's plain to see
That our love was meant to be.