Anxiety rising as I make it to the door.....like an eagle sitting on a branch and ready to soar
On to the next chapter on this journey to a better my life sure feels nice.... .I will take control and roll my own dice
As days go by anything I will try........I mean these words I say I will not lie
There are many bright lights and welcomed hands .....I can't wait to walk up those stairs .....the feeling I might feel will be like shooting off flares

Today as I look to sky.....I feel so good I believe I can fly
The brain so clear and free of fear.....Iam so grateful I shed a tear
The sand so soft and the sky so blue......this special feeling I must figure this out and find the next clue
Till the next time we talk ......the beach we will walk
So now when you look to the sun.....you can walk and will no longer run.

The road to recovery is cold and dark....in your life you could use a spark
To live it without a blur .....to speak your mind without a slur

The grass is greener when you can see it clear... .to open your eyes for once without the fear

Right now I love the way I feel....... but that bottle you must seal
Throw it away and don't look back...with the right tools you will gain that knack

This morning my Anxiety level is hitting the ceiling....to tell you the truth I don't like the feeling
Going home on Monday I just hope I am ready.....to tell you the truth my hands are still not steady
There is no looking back. . .and this is a fact
But with a little help from the right people and the  places I go.....the look of sober living will continue to flow... filled with happiness from the way I feel.....I am so glad it is not a dream now I believe it is all real.

The demon had me in his grip....held me so right that my blood would drip
To get away I had to think fast.....I knew this I was not going to last
To escape this fear I had to make this plan.....what I thought of would not make me his biggest fan
I put down the bottle ....his hold on me I would attempt to throttle
I would follow my journey as far as it will go...I would block any tricks that he could throw
So with this I grab the higher ones hand........and throughout this battle I will stand

Day 14 without a drink....I can't believe how clearly I can think
My head gets clearer everyday....my body feels better in every way
It is  kind of strange...I thought this feeling was way out of range
With stronger people by my side....my journey to recovery is quite a ride
So God's hand I will take.....the road I am walking will never be fake.