Tim Wallace

Tim Wallace 7h

THE PATH

On this night I feel so much fear...,.the time for leaving is getting near
I say these words built up anxiety I do feel......for now I know this all real
The devil's juice I do not need....for all it does is make my body bleed
I will grow with courage and with another plan...with God's hand and people around me I surely can
Now I feel he has plan for me to walk this road and it shall be long
I will take it slow and sing his song
I must be strong and stay on path .....I will count the days sober and you can can do the math

#in God's hands

Tim Wallace 21h

Breaking free

The demons grip is loosing I can finally break free....I am getting stronger I hope you can see
To walk this journey on my own this I can't do.....so I use all these tools I can to reach this goal so I will have a clue
He thought he had a good hold on me....but I can do this you will see
From now on I will stand tall. . and for me I am the only person who can make that call
Wish me luck as I leave. . ..no turning back and no looking back and there is nothing up my sleeve
With God's help I will ride this path......and no longer fear the demons wrath

#ITS A LONG ROAD

Tim Wallace 1d

Next chapter

Anxiety rising as I make it to the door.....like an eagle sitting on a branch and ready to soar
On to the next chapter on this journey to a better my life sure feels nice.... .I will take control and roll my own dice
As days go by anything I will try........I mean these words I say I will not lie
There are many bright lights and welcomed hands .....I can't wait to walk up those stairs .....the feeling I might feel will be like shooting off flares

Tim Wallace 1d

Out of the blue

Today as I look to sky.....I feel so good I believe I can fly
The brain so clear and free of fear.....Iam so grateful I shed a tear
The sand so soft and the sky so blue......this special feeling I must figure this out and find the next clue
Till the next time we talk ......the beach we will walk
So now when you look to the sun.....you can walk and will no longer run.

Tim Wallace 2d

The Knack

The road to recovery is cold and dark....in your life you could use a spark
To live it without a blur .....to speak your mind without a slur

The grass is greener when you can see it clear... .to open your eyes for once without the fear

Right now I love the way I feel....... but that bottle you must seal
Throw it away and don't look back...with the right tools you will gain that knack

# now I am free

Tim Wallace 3d

THE DEMONS DRINK

When the bottle reaches the end and left without a drop.....that is when your attitude begins to pop
Because of it your hands and body start to shake ....when you start to drink this decision you were unable to make
The demons they have total control.....and these are the dice you were not ready to roll
Walk the other way if you can break the grip
The way of life is no longer for me.....as I look to the sky I can surely see

Search for a higher power

Tim Wallace 3d

ANXIOUS

This morning my Anxiety level is hitting the ceiling....to tell you the truth I don't like the feeling
Going home on Monday I just hope I am ready.....to tell you the truth my hands are still not steady
There is no looking back. . .and this is a fact
But with a little help from the right people and the places I go.....the look of sober living will continue to flow... filled with happiness from the way I feel.....I am so glad it is not a dream now I believe it is all real.