soaringllama

soaringllama Nov 2017

Thanks for dropping by
We had a good talk
Shared a few laughs
Can't wait till we can talk again

Thanks for stopping by. Sorry if you got in trouble for talking to me.

soaringllama Nov 2017

nerves

My heart pounds
My brain races
My eyes dart
My fingers twitch

Every part moves
Every move helps
Me deal with these nerves

soaringllama Nov 2017

A Problematic Way With Words

I hate asthma.
I don't know what else to say
I have tried to write my feelings
But they feel empty and meaningless
I can't put the tears from my eyes onto the screen
I can't tell of how much it's taken away from me
This problem seems so small
But to me
It feels
Too
Big

Just hate the fact that I can never be what I use to be, I already dropped basketball, and wrestling has sent me into terrible asthma attacks. I hate not being able to try my best.

soaringllama Nov 2017

Work

I put in work for results
I get results so I can relax
When I relax
I forget to do work
...
I really need to stop forgetting to do my work
...
Maybe if I don't put in work
I won't get results
If I don't get results
I won't relax
If I don't relax
I won't forget to work
Therefore My work will be done.

Nov 2017

kyss

Things they say

people say things
without thinking
and they finish
all of their sentences with
just kidding
and they may think
nothing of it
but whatever they say
finds a way
to haunt my thoughts
for days on end
because the things they say
get under my skin
and they never leave

Nov 2017

eileen

vexed

Can you hear the violence
The bullets
the sirens

We can't comprehend how people die
Until it's right before our eyes

Here's a gift
A gun
For fun

People are exhausted
No more excuses
were losing

let's turn around
talk to the walls
they'll hear us out

I'm gonna go and pray because surely
god is going to hear me out
take away the evil
from their souls
I'm not so sure

not going to cry
not going to scream

can you hear it
wanna see it

lives are taken away
haven't you heard
the only monsters on earth
are the men pulling the trigger
to people's heads

next week it'll be forgotten
until next time it happens

so pathetic