I  speak your name
I touch you
from the cold you emerge
have I known you?
has it come to the point
where hearts must bleed
before they sing?
I can not believe
that I have loved you
for so long
and yet not see
what went wrong along the way
that the door between us
just snapped shut

have you suffered
cruelties that I
did not forsee?
and with a heavy load
that wanted to unburden itself
I cried....
long ago and far away
I seem to recall
you cradled me in your arms
the feeling stuck
to always haunt my mind
I ache with longing
for your touch
when was it born
this bitterness in our hearts?
why have we nursed it deep within
only to find shadows
climbing on our backs
clawing their way into the
very essence of our togetherness
somehow I believe
you must have loved me too
but that is gone now
and everything is through.....

As i come to terms
With what I've learned
I find
It's time
For which I've yearned
Time to love
And time to teach
Time to make sweet memories
Killing is easy
It's the hunt that proves deceiving
Because who can find time,
On a planet so preoccupied

Like every other day, Today also I tried to forget you
but I missed you more
I forced myself not to miss you
and then I cried
I tried to control my tears
I became crazy
I struggled to stay normal
then I looked weird
I found myself unreal
I tried to pretend to be me
people believed what I pretended
I tried to act happy
I started my work finally
I was alone in the room
again loneliness reminded me of you
I tried not to miss you
then I cried........................

Like every other day, today also I tried to forget you