Two Parts of a Broken Heart

Two Parts of a Broken Heart Jun 2013

They say I'm unsinkable.

A pristine piece of machinery,

the finest on the water.

They say I'm unsinkable.

I can take on anything.

I can carry anybody.

They say I'm unsinkable.

But if the Titanic could sink,

than so could I.

Two Parts of a Broken Heart Jun 2013

Please.

Dear cheater:

Please don't hurt my girl.
Don't break her heart,
don't make her cry.
Don't **** her like last time,
feel like she's died.
Don't make promises,
that you can't keep.
That will make my lovely
begin to weep.
Don't use your charm,
to reel her in.
Or act like she, is all you've been;
waiting for to have your heart.
And as she begins to feel the start;
of a love brand new,
where you have changed;
change your mind
and leave her in pain.
All I ask is that you love her right.
That you let her win all your fights,
and hold her tight through out the night.
Because I've seen what she's been through.
What she's been through with you.
So if you don't love her,
cut her loose.
And the next girl you catch..
Don't abuse.

I've known for a few weeks now.. My shoulders tensed up and boom. All the signs were there. I know I haven't been good to you in the past, and it hurts me to know that you don't even feel comfortable enough to trust me with this. But I completely understand why. I know how I am and how I've acted. But tonight on my way home, I had a bit of a talk with God. I didn't ask him but one thing and I pray he sees me through. I never want you hurt and I hope you know that. I can't be the one to try to guard your heart.. It doesn't work like that and I'm sorry for the past. You know what you are getting yourself into and if you are okay with that, than I am too. I meant it when I said I support any of your decisions. I just want you to be happy and never have your heart broken. Ever. You deserve the world and i prayed so hard thats what you're given. So beautiful girl... If this is what makes you happy, then **** him with that smile. Always- K

Two Parts of a Broken Heart Jun 2013

One more year.

I guess my favorite part about my decision
is that I dont have to say goodbye anymore.
I have one more year with you,
you don't have to have me but I'll always want you.

Best friend.

Two Parts of a Broken Heart Jun 2013

Here goes nothing. (10 word)

I need to be normal.
For myself,
and others too.

Two Parts of a Broken Heart May 2013

I hate the way I am: a stereotypical story of a teenage girl.

Every time I look in the mirror,
           I am disgusted by myself.
                      The way I look.
                 The way I move.
                                                       The way everything is so


                                         big.
I hate my genes,
                                                      And I hate my jeans.
I hate being beautiful in "my own way"
                   I think I'd rather them just say I'm plain.

I hate the way I have laughed at myself
           So now all my friends laugh at me too.
And I just shake it off;
             Even though it
                       *hurts me.
                             And I
                                hate
                                  the
                                way
                                      I
                                  am.

Two Parts of a Broken Heart May 2013

I love you and I always will.

I love you and I always will.
Even when I get on your nerves,
when I annoy you,
and maybe am not the nicest.
                 *I love you and I always will.
                 Even when you don't want to trust me,
                 when you don't want to be around me,
                 but at the same time you do.
I love you and I always will.
For all the memories we have shared.
Every good one,
and every bad.
And for all of the ones to come.
                 I love you and I always will.
                 Even if you don't feel the way my heart
                 feels around you.
                 Or you don't understand the way
                 my soul kind of clicks whenever
                 you're here.
                 I don't understand it either.
                 I just know I have a million things to say,
                 and a lot of them,
                 I know you don't want to hear.
                 There's nothing wrong with that.

*But I love you and I always will.

Two Parts of a Broken Heart May 2013

This is not what it seems..

I think of you often.
When I'm driving
or right before bed.
I think of the way things ended..
how we seemed perfect only weeks before,
and then in a flash,
you were taken from me.
I don't think I've ever cried so much
as I did that night.
I couldn't even go to school the next day.
The truth is,
I miss you.
I miss how you were the one
who was always there for me.
You never left,
even when I came crying to you,
even when I ignored you.
I miss the way you push me,
as messed up as that seems.
How we'd spend hours together,
and by the end,
I'd be hunched over;
exhausted and sweating.
How you'd bruise me and make me bleed.
But I craved to touch you,
and feel you in my hands.
I'll never forget every lesson you taught me,
good and bad.
And even though I see you sometimes,
on a Saturday night..
I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy
when you're with other girls.
You have influenced my life
and will always be part of it.
You will be part of my future.
But eventually..
I will lose you again.
And I don't know if I can take that.
Just know that I'll always love you.

To my greatest love.