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My charming heaven,
a basket of mess,
A casket of happiness,
Made me overwhelmed,
A peaceful sleep
A dire rest,
A day one
Hardly could regret,
A night one
Would surely redress,
Never forgotten,
Such unrest,
Clinging smoke
Daring darkness,
lonesome stress
In my little sun-dress,
No,I'm not a baby!
A grown woman,
Not even a lady!
But somewhere in 30's
My desire
could not be suppressed
Of being alone
in my loneliness,
In screaming silence
Shouting noise,
I really need to
run away tonight,
beyond the moon
Beyond this sunset,
a safe night
Gaga might,
Dream and let me dream tonight,
come with me with all
your light,
Between the stars,
In the sparkling night,
You,me
Myself and I
Don't you have a child inside you too ?? :)
©NivedaAmber
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it is a dangerous thing to do
to still in silence
alone with nothing but thoughts
and feelings
belonging only
to me.
how risky it is
to cut the world away
snap the string connecting everything
to draw the curtain down
left with my shadow
a
poisonous
companion
giving life
to sorrow
an unwise
circumstance
to be with me and me
and just me--
and suicide,
she purrs
along the window's rim
peeping in
at me and me and
lonesome me
snowflake
winter dust
i have lost you along the way
deep down below my feet
from my hands you fled
i know i'll find you again
i know in december
we'll meet again
Only after we fell apart,
Only after we crumbled to the ground,
Only after the last flame that was burning for us was put out,
Only after the crushing feeling started in my chest,
Only after the tears were streaming down my face,
Only after the distance between us grew unbearable,

Only after you left,
Only after all our promises were never to be answered,
Only after all our plans were never come true,
Only after I forgot how to breath,
Only after I forgot what feeling okay actually felt like,
Only after darkness was the only thing that filled my days,
                        and waiting for you was the only thing that I knew how to do,
Only after, expectations failed, hopes were ******, and feelings were spared,

Only after time alone,
Only after time with my thoughts,
Only after time to reflect,

Only then, did I see the flaws I had blinded myself from seeing,
Only then, did the realization of what we were fighting, the loosing battle, begin to show,
Only then, did I realize the toll it had taken on both of us,
Only then, did I realize how straining it was for both of us,
Only then, did I realize, that you are the one that I love,
Only then did I realize how hard we both fought our battle, the battle for each other,

But only then, did I realize, that sometimes the strongest form of love,

                                   Is letting someone go.

— The End —