I crave one moment
bright and astonishing
filled with revelations
liberating my mind
A moment that could
change everything
leaving this stagnation
behind

Like a peacocks feathers
I brightly and vibrantly show you how im feeling
Just in hopes that you might understand how I feel.
Bright blues and greens
I showcase my colors
All of my emotions
For we are one in the same
Fear my actions will go unanswered
But no doubt in my mind you will return the gesture
Flashes of pink and hints of purple
You call back
Your colors blinding my eyes and creating a masterpiece
Nothing but a couple of peacocks.

I say your name.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
All in hopes that the very mention of your name,
will bring you back.
Every sound,
every syllable,
flows from my broken heart,
unto lips chapped from tears.
Four times.
Five.
Repetition after repetition.
I know it wont work.
But your name gives me comfort.
Wraps me in memories.
Protects me.
Do you think of me where you are now?
I know you do.
Taken by the angels that cold october night.
Each star in the sky,
A new member taking flight.
Hit with the impact of incredible force,
I feel you.
I feel every hug,
every sisterly shove,
and it all comes back to me.
Nostalgia rushes in and we are together.
You never left me.
You never will.
Not a sisters on earth,
but sisters in the sky
Forever and always,
You will always be mine.

Thank you.

You taught me
how to love

And for that
I am grateful

My walls
you brought down.
Brick by brick.
Until finally
I was
open.
Free.

I was scared,
though.
And away I ran.

You found me.
You loved me.
And I was complete.

That was your purpose,
I suppose.

To free me.

We drifted apart.
And I ran away.
Again.

This time,
I did not want you to follow.
This time,
I was the one
who set you
Free.

Free of me.
Free of the pain
I had caused.

I hope you are happy now.
Truly, I do.
Because you taught me how to love,
Even when I was cruel.

I will always love you.
Even if
it's not
how you thought I would.

She poured her love~hopes~dreams
into the vessel of his heart
Only to see them fall at his feet
a hole in the vessel
saw them spill through.