From afar
I recognize
That familiar face

The blurry contacts
that hindered my sight
Let me think it was you

I got nervous in an instant
Not knowing what to do
My heart started beating fast

Yet with only footsteps away
I froze in silence
Like time had stopped

My heart fell
It was relieved
Yet also broken

It wasn't you
Til this time
It was never you

I turned back
Your face faded
Into the sunlight

I could only see
Your sweet smile
And tears fall

This happiness
Will it last
I asked

Though in my heart
I keep begging
For it to last

Through all the pain
Through all the tears
I can still say...

I love you.

The sudden cold of the wind
Flashbacks of bittersweet wounds
Seem to make even the stars cry

The numbness of one heart
Becoming an illness oneself
It hurts more than death

It started to fade
Forgotten and started erasing
And began to reach

Yet the endless sea
Seems to deceive more than the eye
Flooding every memory away

The sudden cold of the wind
Flashbacks of bittersweet wounds
Seem to make even the stars cry

Two roads in twined
Our hearts divided
The wind that blew away love
Why could it not take away pain?

Emptying the roadside clean
The storm then came crashing in
Broken pieces yet again shattered
There is nothing farther than here

The last leaf of the tree starts to freeze
Winter has made its entrance
Finally standing in front of you
Though frozen walls kept me within

A cold palm against the icy wall
Starts to feel the warmth of your hand
My tears that could not break it open
Tells me you’ve already forgotten

The forgotten memory keeps the ice wall strong
For when my hand moved
Yours kept searching
I stand invisible in your sight

Seasons start to change
Yet it seems winter does not say goodbye
As I watch you walk away
The ice wall starts to break

Silence flooded my every mind
And even if I shouted your name
You would never turn back
For now you walk a different road

Spring has come on the road
I stay chained to the winter mode
Watching the colorful leaves dance
The heart slowly freezes away

Two roads apart
Our hearts separated
The season that took away love
Only left pain to stay forever

The hand stroke at midnight
Still I lie awake here in the emptiness
Without a single twinkle of a star in the sky
My eyes can only wish for drowsiness

The white ceiling turned into a play of shadows
Little white fireflies start to fly across my sight
What land did they come from? I wished to know
I tried to ask yet one by one they disappeared into the moonlight

Their dancing replayed in my mind
They looked so happy and carefree
And I wondered why I couldn’t savor that joy in life
I’m chained yet no one can see

Every night the white fireflies came
And I’m starting to realize why
For only they can see my chains
Yet can do nothing but just light their fire

Apart from falling can there be anything worse
The day has begun to seem night
Every sight the evil pleasure
Where has the light gone

A stampede of thoughts
Confused, helpless and scared
The time is ticking too fast
Yet the will does not seem to move past

Why have you come, old
This feeling oh so good yet surely so wrong
What pill, drug or cure can be attained
Tell or forever be ******

The evil that is fought
Seems to never be weakened
Unless something comes in between
Yet what may arrive

Hate and love that marries each other
Bore an offspring that is prepared to destroy
Yet also feels compassion to healing
Where shall the good be placed

A thousand pleas
Destroy the evil within
A million prayers
Heal the wounds forever

There are memories that are wrapped in tears
With fear, I fall in love again
There's nothing I hear or speak
Looking into your eyes
The love begins again

You are a light
That touches my heart
There is no other that can make such wonder in me
You are a star that I cannot reach
But with love I will cross that border
Nobody looks at me the way you do
Only you
There is only you

Your kiss withholds the truth
There are moments that are kept inside
And even though you push them away they never go
There are instances like ours
That becomes magic
Looking into your eyes
The love begins again


Nobody loves me the way you do
Only you
There is only you.