Each day I hear the bounce of the ball
For a long time, only know do I realize it was the call
The silhouette of your form within the trees
Never knew how my heart feels at ease

The beating gets faster
As the ball bounces higher
My heart raced so fast
That I wanted it to last

Maybe one day our glances will meet
But for now from afar your face I will keep
Your every cry, smile and depression
I will keep until the confession

This mysterious feeling of the heart
From you will never depart
Till the day it lets go
Even when this heart of mine you may never know.

The trees danced gracefully with the wind
I could feel the emotion it gives
The sweet kiss of the morning's dew
Reminds me of my memories with you
The picturesque of the skies gives everyone a smile
Yet for me it is sorrow making worthwhile
The songs of the mid-day birds ring a bell
It was the pain I never wanted to tell
The mingling bodies of flowers in the garden tells a tale
It was you and I under lover's cave
Yet the fairytale of our love ended too soon
Falling too deep made me like a fool
The breaking of the dawn revealed it all
Our love was a lie when you made the call
The sunset has yet again ended the day
But the pain I feel still remain
Though now I know what our love is like
It is when darkness collides with light.

Raindrops glide gently on the window
My heart starts to beat slow
Staring at the unknown
I wish to be home

The skies cry bitterly
Land takes the tears painfully
The trees try to hold on
Yet nothing seems enough to be strong

Tracing the falling raindrop
Why has life been a trap?
When closing your eyes to ease the pain
Can never bring back the slain

The skies remain gray
Filled with all the pain
In bed I lay
Wishing for someone to stay.

The clouds turned grey today
Was it going to rain?
The cool wind started to blow against me
As I sat on the soft sand looking out to the sea
The waves gave me a memory
Back in the time where my heart fluttered for him
Where every color seems so bright
And his face was the one that gave light
Yet the cool wind started to grew colder
Giving a warning that everything is to be over
Is it already raining?
Or are my tears falling?
It hurts
To hear him say those words
My world fell apart
And felt like a knife stab my heart
The sea seems so far away from where I sat
Like taking away all I had
I could only sit still and watch everything leave
Though I wanted to scream
My mouth felt like it had sewn itself up
And could only wish for the last teardrop
I wanted the tears to dry away
Because maybe it might lessen the pain
I wanted to closed my eyes
And imagine everything is a lie
That everything is only in my dreams
And when I wake up everything would change the way I feel
But my eyes would not close
It held on to that sorrowful sight
He walked away
Again and again it replayed
I could not move
As the wind tried to
My heart started to feel hard
As it slowly broke apart
Still I sat still like nothing happened
As all the pain I swallowed
Til nothing could hurt anymore than what I already feel inside
And no one to confide
This is the fact of life
That with every pain we wish for lies
The clouds turned grey today
It is going to rain.

The light shadowed the fear in my eyes
A hope that within my heart lies
Still I stand before you
Wishing you could see me too
Yet every time I do
You never take the bother to look
Tears that begged to be evaded
The spark just ended
Realizing that you'll never look my way
Still I hope for a someday
That two eyes will meet
And make the impossible be.

The old lamp has yet not fade
Trying to reminisce that day
Sadness that cannot be measured
The sight of him only is just no pleasure
I want to go back and turn back time
Go back to the starting line
Wanting to not let you go
Craving to let you hold me close
Just being selfish a bit
Just wanting my heart to be fit
If only dreams could happen
If only memories would not end
I wanted to take your hand
But somewhere in me told me I never can
If only I followed my heart
If only I wasn't afraid to let anyone hurt
There would have been a me and you
Now there's nothing I can do.

Days have passed silently
The heart aches silently
Does time really heal all the pain?
When through the way bumps are all that came
What is love?
Why can't the answer be none of the above?
Every hurt, tear and lie
Was it all that ever passes by?
We had that fire once
Now cold is all that counts
When can love be free?
When can I go back to thee?
Nights have flown quickly
The heart crushes slowly
Letting go is always the escaping track
Love can only hold back.