A worried sky
A clouded dawn
The sky's tears laid upon the earth

such sweet liberty
such chained ectasy
don't miss the sun's morning birth

time flies
at an aching speed
but life isn't all
what we perceive

you're happy
so I'll pretend I am
I'll fake a smile, wear my mask
forget the current, build a dam

I don't think you notice
I don't think you care
the ache I go through
stays hidden
this can't be fair

You say you understand but you do not
I see the sympathy across your face
I just wish you saw me for who I am
Saw me as more than a charity case
Stop trying to imagine what it's like
Maybe there is a God, maybe there's not
If there is, he's got a sense of humor
I mean, just look at my pitiful life
Accidental and wrong in every way
I wish he'd find better entertainment
No one understands, no one ever will
Maybe they'll hear and believe the rumors
Of why I killed myself that lonely night
They say it wasn't bullying or love
But it was just over life in itself
They say she warned her friends a million times
They just couldn't comprehend the signs
They say she doesn't blame all her friends
Just some can live life, others have to leave
Maybe in some other life, you'll see me happy

If you do not care
If you think love is a lie
I'll think like that too

She heard her little mockingbird
Majestic fantasy
Through all the rhyme and reasons
For such fake security

We heard the call, she heard it too
Time stood so still
But the world just kept on turning
With no seconds left to ****

And when the summer turned to fall
And promises broke from the chill
She ignored her little mockingbird
And it's cry from heaven's hill