she does not have a clue
on how much I love you
and even though you dont love me
in your relationship there are three
you can say no and lie
but you love this secret that we hide

The unkown is ghastly  for some
for those who do not clearly see
that it's a beauty to be discovered

Loving them can be complicated for some
because everything they do is unpredictable
but you'll have never felt such things before

they see the world around them in such ways
we can only imagine to do so ourselves
and they never lie when they say  i love you

alas they are separated from others
as they are seen in as a peculiar thing
because the idea of them is terrifying

Her smile lightens up my day
Everyone knows her for her kindness
Lovingly she would be your friend
Perhaps she is all love but I'm not sure..

Maybe I'm crazy but thought I saw tears in her face
Examining her closer she rubs it away

Instead she smiles at me at and walks away

Am I positively sure, well she seems quieter than before
Most of the time she'd laugh but nowadays not so much.

But why does she keep smiling like normal
Really I want to  understand
Of all the ways she could react
Kindly she smiles at everyone
Even though she does need to
Never letting anyone see her break apart

Don't speak, don't ruin the moment
Forever, let this live  on and on
For now lets stare into each others eyes
Before the moment is all gone

i am confused
Its a complicated  thing
That's what we all say but it is
There are two girls one boy, a triangle
Two  very abstruse lovers one lover not  so much
Two very present and one left behind in the past
One girl heartbroken and another  very happy
One lost friendship over the same boy
The boy who make the  hard choice
Three very uncomfortable ties
One blooms and two die
one sad ending

Things tend to happen
Things that leave scars
Things that will always ache in your heart

There are those who can forgive
And those who cant forget
And those who live in the past

But life goes on ,you cant run away
The past cant be changed
It builds up the person who you are today