i used to wish
for you every
night at 11:11
but now that
i've stayed up
long enough to
even surpass that
time of day i have
realized that in
doing so, I have
wasted over 365
minutes wishing
for you to be
mine.

i find it beautiful to be
made out of the universe.
atom by atom,
electron by proton,
we are the stars.
we are the
mysteries
within
us.

I blew up,
once.
I cried my eyes out for no reason.
It felt good.
I felt that the tears dissolved away my problem.
I felt happy.
I blew up once
That's no reason to treat me like a grenade.
Like I might burst any second.
I'm stronger than you think I am.
I'm stronger than I think I am.