I fill my lungs
Come back to reality
The feeling in my hands
Returns
The filling in my heart
Turns soft
My hardened glare
Is willing to smile

Maybe I was the *******
Maybe I did everything wrong
Maybe each day that passed
Sinking deeper into despair
Was my making
My fault

Maybe the bottle chose me
Maybe I choose to hurt myself
Putting up with you
Your lying,  twisting of words
Before the punches
Came clearer signs of neglect

Maybe you were the one
That fought against truth and love
Maybe you were Lenny
And I was the mouse
Maybe you were too controlling
And I was too caring

We like making plans
But never execute them
You like making friends
I'm not as cute as them
So you tell me to go with you
Across several states
Stupid me I'm naive
I thought this was a date
You cancelled me
Like the order
You'll never
Recieve

What happens
To a romantic
When they get
Eaten alive

They lose
Their petals
Faster than
You or I

Now i work
A 9 to 5
Stumble all day
My life feels dry

You climbing on top of my body
My hands around your waist
Your hands on my chest
And my stomach

Pull you in to me
Kiss you on the lips
On your cheeks
Squeeze you as you sit on top of me

Six years ago flys by in my mind
Can I really stand to see you go again
Holding you my hands all over your body
My heart was racing for the next 24 hours

I guess I’m dreaming about you know
After I wake up thinking about you
I have to go back to sleep
Just to be with you

You came to me
Like the sweetest dream
I’ve ever seen
Or ever be able to see

Lately, I’ve been
Missing you
And everything you brought
That I didn’t have

Please I’ll ask you
To come back
Let’s pack up
Leave, things you’ll never see