Hold back
What you have to say
Like shakespeare
Please make it go away

Cursive words
Spread like seasons
The sun rises
With it's best intentions

The beginning
Of the end
When you see
The cracks from within

Your friends
And best friends
Become people
You forget

When a girl
Comes around
With big
Sweet eyes

Friends fall
To the side
Until you realize
Theyre all gone

That moment
When you realize
That you are
Nothing special

That there's
Someone else
That there's
Always someone else

To replace you
To be you
That has
What you don't have

That moment
When it sinks in
That you are completely
Human

Actually trying
Is much much much
Harder

Actively lying
Won't get you much
Further

I’m sitting there, just thinking, thinking about you
About my life, about the bottle, about being high
Again you slip, back into my mind, thinking thinking
The music that replaced, the empty time, that would have been
Shots after shots, sip after sip, until I’m blind
I had to get up, take a breath, and leave the room
I floss and look, into the mirror, and smile hesitantly
I fill my lungs with smoke, close the bottle, and go to sleep

Wrong girl
Wrong time
I've made mistakes
In my life

Your smell
Still on me
When you left
I cried