The love I once had for you, never went away.
I still remembered all the feelings I had;
The butterflies in my stomach when you walked by,
The awkward smiles when our eyes met,
The dreamy enchanted stares that happen as I gush about you to my friends,
The detail of your face, your skin, your touch, your lips.
The way you dribbled the ball across the court, so strong, so light, so flawless,
The way you read a book so intensely when we were 12,
The moment your hand move swiftly yet ferociously when playing chess,
The day you looked at me for the first time and smiled,
But after all these years and now we're 20,
You still dont really know me,
You still dont know who I am,
Just my name,
A name that pops by every 25th of December in your phone,
Sometimes I wonder what goes through your mind when you see my name.

-tc.

"In a sea of people,
my eyes will always search for you."

When trouble comes,
To hit you down,
You fight like hell,
To hold your grounds.

-tc.

When home isn't;
a place,
but a person,
that's true love.

-tc.

There's this thing about the dead.
When your love one is gone,
When someone you love has passed away,
The DNR signed,
Plugs were taken out,
He layed Stiff,
Buried underground,
Deep beneath dirt,
Deep beneath earth,
You try to remember those moments with him,
Your first date,
Your first kiss on the elevator,
Flashbacks come and go,
And you smell his sweater that he likes,
You're missing him so bad,
Sometimes you cry out his name
when you're asleep,
The side of the bed is wearing unevenly,
Sometimes you feel his presence,
You know you'll survive this,
but, sometimes you just wish that he'll always be there,
to hold your hands,
when you're scared to face the world alone.
It's been a year,
and I'm still mesmerize when I look at you,
how you've move forward,
how you've move on,
so courageously,
so fearlessly,
so swiftly.
I know you're still learning how
to let go,
I can see it in your eyes.
Hang in there, dear heart.

I'm staring at you,
behind your back,

My hands touching yours,
trembling,
quivering,
as it glides across yours,
when we're carrying the speakers from my car,

I look across the hall,
and there you are,
making me want you more and more.

I've never met a guy like you before.
You're everything I wanted
but, you shoot for the stars,
never looking back.

And there I was left aside , left staring, left caring.
Without a clue in the world, that maybe you've overlooked me.
I'm the girl you'll look at once
but, never twice.

One year from today,
we meet at the reflecting pool,
on the mall,
right by the coffee cart.

One year from today.

" Collectively, we have the power to improve the world more than any other generations have done for us."

There was a girl,
a beautiful girl surrounded by people,
yet utterly alone,
her brother Chris died sophomore year,
she spend all her time secluded with her family or in the comfort of books,
I watch her for all of high school,
waiting for that perfect  moment to talk to her but then
that moment never came,
I watch as people gradually forget about her
and she seems content to disappear
but not to me
and although she didnt know it,
I saw the possibility of us.

To travel is to live,
To see,
To feel,
To fall in love,
To experience,
Everything that is new.

So no matter where you are,
And where you're from,
Breaking night,
Or trying to survive,
Life's not meant to be live at one place,
So Travel.

"Do you love me?" she asked.
"Do you want me to prove it?" he asked.
"Yes, if you're not too sleepy." She said.

People do not decide to become extraordinary,
They decide to accomplish extraordinary things.

-tc.

So plant your own garden,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

I wish I could tell you it gets better.
But it doesn't get better.
You get better.

Take this fainted heart,
Take this tainted hand,
Wash me in your love,
And come like grace again.

-tc.

It was once said that happiness is waking up from bed without a thing in your mind.*

And that's  true. Really. Its true

One day,
you will learn
how to give and receive love
like an open window
and it will feel like
summer everyday.

She said:
"Why don't we just go back to the way things were?"
" We'll hang out and have fun and pretend that nothing's change."

He said:
"I can't do that."

She said:
"Why not?"

He said:*
" Because I love you"

Tonight it hit me hard,
I remember you staring at me,
In the garden,
The grass greener than ever,
Your coat,
Your paw,
Your eyes so lovely brown.

Here's to the best friend I had,
The one I come home to,
A great companion,
A just listener,
The one that cheers me up when I'm hurt.

You're gone,
And you're never coming back,
This I know,
But some part of you will always be with me,
I'll like to believe you're in heaven,
Like all dogs, Osty only saw the good in people.
Dogs are like that.
People should take a lesson.

We lose ourselves,
But,
We find ourselves too.

-tc.

Everyone you will ever meet knows something you dont

Some do drugs,
Others go for a run,
But at the end we're all searching for that tiny space,
Perhaps a hole,
That gives shelter from the terrible reality of the world.

Dear mom,
I know you had it hard in life,
I can see it in your eyes,
I can see it in your veins that wraps around your arm.
Your words are gentle like the wind,
Ever lasting in my thoughts.

You grip my hand when we cross roads,
You still lecture me about life,
You keep me in your prayers,
Your homecook meals' aroma lingers in my bedroom.

I hope you know how much I love you,
Because its truer than true,
I hope the sun shines where ever you go.

Dont fail me now; feet,
Bring me to the finishing line.
And that's when we'll celebrate.

-tc.

If you look back;
On life,
On your life,
You're not the same person,
You'll never be of yesterday,
Never will you be;
Ever.
You're constantly changing,
Every moment,
Every season,
Everyday.

-tc.

The 3C's in life:
Choice, Chance and Change.

You must make the choice,
To take the chance,
If you want anything in life to change.

I'm hurting, but tears wont roll down.

"I didnt mean to fall in love, but you made it so easy."

It's apparent that talking about heartbreaks
to friends who cares
really do help.
But it's also apparent that there are those
who lets all hell break loose.
Those are the ones we stay away.
But the ones that cherish you at heart.
and help you get through the day,
Those are the ones I respect, trust
and cherish at heart.
Sometimes a helping hand is all you need
to know that the air you breathe now
isn't always going to be stale.

No matter how long it is;
Wait.

Wait for him,
Wait for the right person,
Because you only get married once.

So, wait.
Wait for him.

Meredith,
starts with a wet nose,
And ends with a tail,
She's my person,
My best friend,
The love of my life,
She's the person I take on
adventures with.

To many more great years ahead.
Cheers!!!

A new year,
An age older.

To new beginnings,
And great endings.

The snow melts,
And winter ends.

Spring breathes in,
And all the bees be buzzin'.

So untie the knots that came with yesterday,
And plunge forward into thee unknown.

Assume that life would be brilliant,
As this is the start of something new.

-tc.

I've live so many lives,
through books and movies.
Cheer!!

A wise man once told me,
If a guy likes you,
He will make time
and not find time to be
with you.

I'm sorry if it's the wrong time of the year,
to be told that,
I'm sorry if you heard it first from others ,
rather than my own mouth,
I'm sorry to put you in  a rather awkward,
situation,
I'm sorry that you don't feel the same way.

But don't worry,
I'll be fine.
Always have been, always will be.

I'm pretty sure you're long gone now.
You've probably tried pushing me away,
Because truth is, I'm avoiding you too.
Cause the pain I see in you is  unbearable,
like an empty void.

I wish things could just stay the same,
stay  simple,
But then I  messed it up,
and made decisions
based on my cluttered heart.

So, with these, I'm sorry.

As our eyes make love to each others soul,
My body caresses unto yours,
My spine tingles as your fingers wavers,
Our lips touch,
For the first time I'm out of breath,
And the sun, the stars, the sky,
never tasted so **** good.

- tc

"You,"
he said,
are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world,
and that,
I believe,
is why you are in so much pain.

Embrace the glorious mess that you are.

The world will come through right through your little window.

If I fall for you, would you  fall too?

He was a nobody,
He had nothing to offer,
But one day,
On my way home from work,
He took me by surprise,
A written cardboard hung in the air,
were the words " You look nice today." ,
And I smiled.

I believe in a world without labels.

A dog can never tell you what she knows from the smells of the world,
but you know,
watching her,
that you know almost nothing.

-tc.

the sun loved the
moon so much
he died  every night
to let her breathe.

It's late at night,
And you creep in,
The lights all off,
You gave me a kiss.

The sun shines,
And the wind blows in,
I feel your warmth,
I smell your perfume.

I turn to the side,
You're still asleep,
I touch your skin,
I gave you a kiss.

I remembered the first time you walk me to my car,
I remember the first time you walk with me endlessly around,
I like having you near me,
Around me,
Beside me,
So close that I find it hard to breathe,
So close that I feel your warmth,
And everyday of my moments,
I would go back to that same day,
where we took our first walk,
wishing that If I could turn back time oneday, someday.
I'll definitely would like to relive that moment ever again.
It's probably nothing to you but it was magical for me.

There is someone for everyone.
Someone you're meant to spend the rest of your life with.
Alright.
You just have to be open enough to see it.
That's all.

To actually live is courageous.
Most people only exist, that is all.

-Oscar Wilde.

Apologize when you've done something wrong but, dont you ever dare apologize for the way you eyes refuse to stop shining.

A girl will always be;
a half formed thing,
a half formed heart,
a half formed flame,
because
like all things;
we grow,
we love,
we burn.