#sad
Saying goodbye
To someone you love
Is like reading the final page
Of an amazing book.
As the last chapter ends
You begin to notice
Just how beautiful
And perfect
The plot always was.
You appreciate the joy
And even the pain
As you read and thumb
Through every page.
Finally understanding
The moral of the story,
You realize you've reached
The end of this journey.
Although the last sentence
Is the most difficult to read
Another great book awaits
Once you turn the final page.
Eventually you may stumble
Upon yet another great find.
Or maybe you'll return
To the book you left behind.
You may just discover
Once all is said and done
That this particular book
Was your favorite story
All along.
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 4:18 PM UTC
The bath water
is the colour of my eyes;
yet, I don't know
which is wetter.
Oct 15, 2014
Oct 15, 2014 at 7:18 PM UTC
Feeling your hands
on my skin
is when living my life
started to begin
so it was a struggle
but you let me in
i wanted to breathe your air
and you became my wind
Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 8:59 PM UTC
Where do we meet
Oh! No He__*
Getting onto
the next courses
Oh La- La "Cheri"
K>ANSAS>>City_
_ Prime spot pretty
let's >- jump ))) To Love
Please raise the horses
What a skirt steak in her
Petticoat Junction
Going to Kansas City affection
Different tribe or breed
What needs to love me
tender Elvis meet Beavis Buthead
More T.L.C
computer DOC Tick Tock
IRS taking a meat beef
chunk is everybody drunk
IOS what is really the meat
Business Politician Trump
Subscribe well done
Cooked or rare spooked
Taking a Spin City kick
She got canned and licked
The prime meat hot seat
The ******* who arrives
first class steak knifes
Ms. Pork hard chew
Mr. Beans second rate
Dark pumpernickel
Saloon ******* he
is eating
The young tender
chicken leg
High five thigh? Hands
up Robin Fly
Save the meat "let it be"
"Let it Be" Beatles
The beat Colonel deep fried
Grade A rare meat slicing
Eating in a board meeting
The pig meat market
of pricing*
Doe a deer* he loves
International beer
A very sensitive time
Slaughterhouse no way out
His poker face meets
potato heads beef jerky
Surrender Weds
maple smiles picky
The rich Syrup
Disney Mickey Mouse
Kansas City Wonder
meat house
The beauty of animals
"Moms kettle she is talking
to Parrots" meat
the market for rings riot
Six enemies making
6 rounds
Six servants 666 carats
*Robin smiles heartily
"Campbells Chicken" little*
*He's the Beef Man stew
If you only knew*
He's spitting tobacco chew
She peels the potato for the
meathead bad to the
T-bone Dachshund I Bone
Garlic knots heart of the
Sausage wearing the
meat corsage Superbowl
My sweet basil good soul
Grilling your bullhead
Pirate Ribeye steak pupils
Mr. "Billygoat" Bachelorette
Hair flat crepe Suzette
*Moms Korean style fuss
coleslaw* what a seesaw
Playing Porgy and Bess
Scarlet the red rare meat
Rolling stone baking pin
Mississippi one or two
Under my meaty thumb
Comes in three-4-5-6- Lucky 7
-Crazy 8 furries
Nine meat ribs-10 babies
with bibs
Hungry Man meat when!!
Country plaid tablecloth
"Kansas Men" of the cloth
The Pig approval
Kansas City Mayor
new arrival
Family together eating
Don't eat our animals
Why is life so unfair
Feeding the poor
with cans
The bad cut of meat devil
this is not the "Grade A"
This is not a ring
circus trainer Bullseye
Robin coffee animal-friendly
Two peas in a pod I pods
I tune like Gods
Were the luckiest people to have
animals
The Floridian with dog murals
Palm trees green thumb
plants sunshine events
The symphony dog tails
of hunts
Whats to compare her twilight
eyes hold the moment stare
Talk to the animal's hearts care
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 8:46 AM UTC
She was like music,
and I longed to dance.
Her heart was the beat,
and I begged for the chance.
Her words were the vocals,
and I was put in a trance.
Her smile was the melody,
and I fell in love at first glance.
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 7:43 PM UTC
If I could turn back time
I would hit Backspace all day,
Id put on Caps Lock
and SHOUT what I say.
I'd use the whole Alphabet
To tell you hello,
Press seven Numbers
Til you picked up the phone.
I'd Tab through the comments
I didn't want to hear,
And use the Arrow Keys
To drag your body near.
I would Delete the harsh words
I didn't mean to speak,
And Insert the "I love yous"
I before couldn't leak.
I would use Ctrl to
Keep reigns over my heart,
And I would Escape lies
That tore us apart.
I'd Print out your photo
And kiss it goodnight,
Use the Calculator
To check that we were right.
I'd Paint you a picture
of us, you and me,
Then I'd hit Enter
Just so you would see.
Those are the things
I would do in my strife,
If only Backspace
worked in real life.
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 8:12 AM UTC
Anxiety
is a breath never released
suffocation of the lungs
and the whole of your mind
Anxiety
is a clock
that never stops ticking
with the constant click, from past to present
Time never ends
and oh darling
nor does anxiety.
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC
That pure innocent smile,
Your childish face and that side profile,
Your silky hair and that perfect hairstyle,
Would never forget you.
**** I miss you!
The touch of your smooth skin,
That beautiful little chin,
Your blushy cheeks and that grin,
Still I adore you.
**** I miss you!
Those big dope eyes,
That Stupid nose ,
Those size 7 feet and pinky toes.
Your medications and Ayurvedic dose.
Wish again to feel you.
**** I miss you!
Baby I still remember,
that freezy December,
The day we fell off the scooter,
Your stupid buggy computer.
Our first date and the perfect kiss,
That raining night we spent in balcony
When you burnt the toast and macrony,
That birthday card you made me,
Helping in projects and assignments,
You taking care when I got sick,
I recall all those perfect memories of you,
still there's a place for you,
**** I miss you!
I wish you would have waited,
I would have come back,
But I can't blame you,
It was me who needed the space,
The fault is my OWN!
So I am the one left ALONE! :'(
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 11:42 PM UTC
Little house
Timeless street
Childhood garden
The scent of your preschool playground after a storm on a Wednesday in may
The ring of your parents' doorbell
The weepy feeling looking at childhood photos and knowing you'll never get those moments back
The melancholy moment you realize the book you're reading was your favorite bedtime story
The second the atmosphere shifts and you're suddenly thrown back to memories of your mothers embrace on a stormy night
The suffocating feeling of revisiting tales thinning at the ends as your recollection slowly fades
The slipping grip of what once was that will never be again, slowly turning faded and acid washed until its nothing but a feeling you cant put a name to
Nostalgia
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 7:12 AM UTC
I...I love you.
That is the only way i can dis scribe this,
i love it when you kiss me,
your lips are soft,
and gentle,
no ones kissed my like this before.
you say you love me,
and my heart roars,
its a gushing volcano of hot lava.
you touch,
plants gardens.
your eyes,
big,
beautiful,
Russet ,
orbs,
i cant look away.
the way you look at me,
speaks a language,
without words.
You are Virgo ,
and i a Gemini.
you are kind.
and loving.
i cant let you out of my head.
BOOM
you broke my heart.
the way you kissed me was terrible
the volcano is inactive
the garden is a decay of mold, chopped trees, and weeds
your eyes are the color of ****
and now everything is silent.
I can't believe i let you in.
at least i didn't give you anything important.
its just a heart
nothing special.
Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 10:27 PM UTC
Nagsimula ang lahat sa mga tingin na abot kaluluwa
Nung ako'y ligaw at kusang hinahanap ka ng aking mga mata
Sa bawat lihim na sulyap ay isang 'mahal kita' na hindi mo nakuha
Di pa rin tanggap ang nakaguhit na linya
Nakakatawang isipin,
Na walang kaalam alam na sya ang pinaka importante sa buhay ko
Ang inosente sa ngalan ng pag ibig,
Na sya'y salarin sa pagbihag ng puso ko
Sa bawat kainan na ating napuntahan
Hindi ako nagsawa na ang istorya mo'y pakinggan
Sa mga sinehan na ating pinanuoran
Na mas gusto kong ikaw ang aking titigan
Ikaw ang bituin sa gabi na lagi kong pinagmamasdan,
Ang aking hiling sa bawat tingin sa langit,
Panaginip na sa pag dilat ko sana'y totoo
At ang buong sistema ng mga tula ko
Pero hindi ako naniniwala na hanggang dito nalang
Umaasa pa na sana'y pwedeng humakbang
Nasa likod ko ang pader at wala nakong iaatras pa
Dahil ako'y tao lang at ang pag abante ang natitira kong galaw
Gusto kong humakbang,
kung anong meron tayo
Gusto kong higitan,
ang mga nagawa ko para sayo
Sana ako yung taong pinagbigyan **** magpapasaya sayo
Binigay ko ang lahat na akala ko'y sapat
Ngunit hinarangan mo ang daan para maging tunay ang lahat
Konting lapit ay luwas ng mabilis
Bulong sa hangin ang damdaming nais iparating
Ilang luha ang iniyak mo na hindi kailanman mang gagaling sa akin
At sa mga ngiti na sana'y ako ang sanhi..
Hindi mo na pansin na ako'y nasaktan
Na habang buhay mag hihintay sa bakuran
At umaasa na sana pwede pang humakbang..
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 1:43 AM UTC
Dark clouds roll over, rain fall's down. Lighting strikes perfectly and hits the ground, clouds clear up rain settles down.sun comes out and wipes away the frowns.
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 5:07 PM UTC
If I could I would plant sunflower seeds
on every inch of my body
so I know that
one day
I would become
beautiful
May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
Puno nanaman ang aking isipan,
Hindi ko alam paano at saan ito sisimulan,
Mga panahong kailangan ko ng kakapitan,
Ikaw sana ang takbuhan ngunit para bang ang layo mo na para akin pang lapitan.
Mga panahong sinabi natin na walang iwanan,
Subalit unti-unti nang napunta sa kawalan,
Marami tanong; maraming kwento,
Sa mga oras na ilalahad mukhang hindi intiresado,
Alam kong pag may umalis sa buhay mo,
Tuluyan mo ng kakalimutan at ika'y lalayo,
Ngunit pag ako'y kailangan,
Wag kang mag-atubiling ako'y tawagan.
Mali bang mapagod? At magpahinga?
Dahil kung mali iyon patawad ngunit kailan ko lang huminga,
Sa mga tingin palang alam kong maraming nagbago.
Kasalanan ko ba 'to? O sadyang hinayaan nalang maging ganito.
Patawad, ilang beses ko ba kailangan sabihin?
Patawad, patawad, patawad. Ilang beses ko ba kailangan ulitin? Patawad.
Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 2:17 AM UTC
Ito ako,
Duwag akong tao.
Madali akong matakot sa mga bagay na hindi nakikita pero nararamdaman mo
Tulad ng mga multo.
Mga kaluluwa ng mga sumakabilang buhay
Na nagpapagala gala sa aking isipan.
O kahit ang biglaang pagpatay ng mga ilaw.
Pakiramdam ko ang mundo ay hindi ko na kontrolado.
Na sa onting patikim lang ng dilim,
Katinuan ko ay guguho.
Tapos ayun na.
Dahan dahan ng bubuhos ang iyak galing saking mga mata.
Aaminin kong para akong tanga,
Kasi nga naman,
Simpleng mga bagay pero grabe kung gaano ko kayang aksayahin ang mga luha ko sa kanila.
Parang bata. Duwag. Mahina.
Marami pa akong mga kinakatakutan
Pero lahat ay napawi ng sa buhay ko'y dumating ka.
Binuhay mo ko, oo ikaw.
Ikaw ang nagsilbing unang hinga sa pag ahon ko sa malalim na dagat.
Ikaw ang matagal ko ng hinihiling sa bawat bituin
Ang panalanging ngayon ay akin ng katapat
Na akala **** ating pagtatagpo, tadhana ang nagsulat
Nagliwanag ang gabi nang makilala kita.
Ikaw ang naging rason ng aking pag-gising sa umaga.
Nagmistulan kang isang sundalo.
Nakabantay sa aking mahimbing na pagtulog.
Ipinagtatanggol ako sa mundong puno ng kamalasan at disgrasya.
Ang tapang **** tao.
Ikaw, hindi ako.
Kinayang **** harapin ang mga bagay na kinaduduwagan ko.
Natakot akong magmahal muli pero isipan koy iyong nabago.
Kaso sa sobrang kasiyahan na idinulot ng pagdating mo,
Bumalik ang mga takot ko.
Naduwag ako.
Marami akong mga kinakatakutan
At ika'y napasama na dito.
Natakot ako na baka pag gising mo isang araw
Magbago ang isip mo at
Malimutan **** mahal mo ko.
Kayanin **** talikuran ako.
Dumating ang isang masalimuot na gabi
Bangungot ang kinlabasan ng buong pangayayari
Nagdilim ang aking paligid.
Umalis ka na lang ng walang pasabi
At tumalikod ka nga.
Ikaw ang unang bumitaw.
Ikaw, hindi ako.
Ni walang pagpapaalam na nangyari
Ni hindi mo na ko sinubukang sulyapin muli.
Sabi na nga ba. Ang tanga ko talaga.
Natagpuan ko na naman ang aking sariling Nagaaksaya
Ng balde baldeng luha.
Parang bata. Takot duwag mahina.
Inakala mo siguro lagi na lang akong magiging
Isang prinsesa na kinakailangan lagi ng iyong pagsasagip
Pero mahal, Kailangan **** maintindihan.
Ngayon ko lang aaminin sa sarili ko na
unang beses kong naging matapang
Ng aking Isinugal sayo itong marupok na puso.
Gumuho ang aking mundo.
Pinatay mo ko.
Ilang araw kong pinaglamayan ang ang aking sarili
Umaasang babalik ka at muli akong lulunurin sa init ng iyong mga bisig
Pinatay mo ko pero sa utak ko bakit parang napatay din kita?
Nagsitaasan ang aking mga balahibo
Kasi nga natatakot ako sa bagay na hindi ko nakikita pero nararamdaman mo.
At nararamdaman pa rin kita.
Pinipilit kitang buhayin
Ikaw na bangkay na sa akin.
Pinipilit kong abangan ang pagmulat ng iyong mga mata.
Ako'y patuloy na naghihintay.
Na malay mo sa araw na ito.
Sa iyong pag-gising, maisipan **** mahalin muli ako.
Mga alaala mo'y nagpapagala-gala sa aking kwarto na
Pumalit sa mga multong inaabangan ang pagtulog ko.
Pinatay mo ko pero
bumangon at babangon ako.
Naisip ko,
Ikaw ang naging duwag sa ating dalawa.
Ikaw, hindi ako.
Umalis ka dahil yun na lamang ang naisip **** solusyon.
Dahil iyon ang pinakamadaling paraan
Para problema mo'y iyong matakasan.
Ikaw ang natakot.
Ikaw ang mahina.
Ikaw,Hindi ako.
Dahil hindi mo kinayang magtagal sa ating laban.
hindi ako prinsesang laging kailangan ng pagsagip.
Mahal, Ako ang giyerang iyong tinalikuran.
At Kung nais **** bumalik
Ipangako **** ako'y hindi mo na muling lilisanin.
Bumalik ka ng walang bakas ng kaduwagan,
na ika'y sasabak muli sa ating digmaan.
Kahit ba iyong buhay ang nakasalalay.
Bumalik kang walang takot.
Hali ka, aking sundalo.
Bumalik ka kung kaya mo ng suungin ang giyerang nagngangalang ako.
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 2:27 AM UTC
As we vibe,
I slip and slide
into your in-slide
and slide deep inside
till our bodies coincide,
as one, we ride the rising tide.
As we vibe..
I show you a different side,
of your insides,
from me being inside.
Our physical interaction
guides the chemical reaction
that touches your soul
and blows your mind.
Our bodies confide,
in each ours confines,
until we find,
supreme satisfaction of a different kind...
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 5:48 PM UTC
“please be naked”
she stands in her doorway wearing just a gown,
I walk in the house, dumbstruck by beauty,
up in her room undoing the bow, the shield simply slides down
caressing her curves, stroking down to the floor,
intertwined bodies craving the touch of the other,
joined as one in the gentle acts of love and lust,
romanticised ideals of perfection and soft rhythm,
delicate groans as two become one,
the broken poet, for the moment, is gone,
my drug addiction of you, just wanting more,
As my heart bleeds, love begins to pour.
“please be naked”.
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 8:29 AM UTC
Mayro'ng patingin-tingin
Sa mahabang usapin
Sa lumipas na araw
Sya ay nagbalik tanaw
Ayan sya't walang malay
Ngiti sa labi'y taglay
Nauubos ang oras
Kala mo walang bukas
Tila ba nalilibang
Habang sya'y nag-aabang
Sa mensaheng padala
Ng kanyang kakilala
Kahit sa isang saglit
Isang iglap, kapalit
Habang sya'y nag-iisip
Nahulog na't na-idlip
Sa pagbalik ng diwa
Tama nga bang ginawa?
Tinignan kung may tugon
Dinampot, kanyang selpon
"Ako ba'y isang hibang?
Bakit parang may kulang?"
'Pag di na naka-usap
Tila ba naghahanap
Isip ay wag lunurin
Damdami'y wag pukawin
Atensyo'y wag ibaling
Sa tulad **** malambing
Pigilan **** umasa
Kung ayaw **** magdusa
Sarili ay gisingin
Puso ay wag susundin
Babala sa sarili
Ika'y wag papahuli
Kung ayaw **** magbago
Kanyang pakikitungo
Maluwag **** tanggapin
At lagi **** tiyakin
Sarili'y sasabihang:
"AKO AY KAIBIGAN LANG."
© LMLB
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 10:15 AM UTC
like a cigarette, ignited and raised to your scornful lips
you made me your addiction
and i let you consume me
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
My heart
Is a happy drunk
A little too open
A little too optimistic
It's over in the corner of the bar
Playing poker
Screaming at the top of it's lungs
I'M ALL IN
When it's never
To this day
Had a winning hand
My heart
Is a sad drunk
A little too lonely
A little too caught up in tears
It's over at the counter
Forcing the bartender to take its keys
Because it would rather not go home
Than go home alone again
My heart
Is a reckless drunk
A little too unbalanced
A little too impaired
It's over by the door
Making everyone nervous
A little too good at scaring people away
A little too far gone
Like you
A little too far gone
Turn your head
Shuffle away and pretend you don't notice
The breakdown of a heart
Too drunk on feelings
To know when to stop
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 8:10 PM UTC
*Burn burn burn your love
For him and only him
Shining shining shining shining
Until the light goes dim.
Smile smile smile my love
Everything but a frown
Because because because because
I won’t let you drown.
Cool cool cool your love
For him and only him
Splashing splashing splashing splashing
Teach you how to swim.
Smile smile smile my love
It's not what it may seem
Laughing laughing laughing laughing
Life is but a dream.*
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 3:18 PM UTC
Dearest friend, parent, lover
Whoever might be reading this
I'm sorry i couldn't stay strong.
I'm sorry i couldn't stand it anymore
It's not anyones fault, i just wasn't meant to be here.
Just like those flowers that never bloom. They just grow and starts hanging a bit, then dies.
Dear younger siblings.
Don't look up to me, look up to people like daddy or momma, they're happy, i weren't. One life lesson i've learnt is that happiness doesn't come without courage, but with too much courage you'll get tired and let go when you finally get there, and you'll end back where you started.
Dear older "sister"
You know who you are and you're probably reading this right now, smiling at how i mention you as my sister. You're the best person to ever be in my life, and even though you told me a couple of years ago that you were lesbian i never rethought the meaning of your hugs, cause i know we're sisters.
If it wasn't for you i would have done this a lot earlier so thank you.
Dear parents.
Don't cry, i'm not worth your beautiful tears.. I have nothing more to say than i know you lost me, but don't lose courage.
Dear best friend.
Thank you for always being there.
Thank you for telling me that everything will be alright.. It just hurts me to say that you were wrong.. And i'm sorry cause i know this will bring you pain.. But i know you have some other. Nice friends who'd support you.
Dear stranger.
I'm sorry if i was goind to know you in my no longer exisisting future.. You're better off without me anyways..
Dear myself.
I'm sorry i can't hold on anymore, i know that you had your happy times, and that a lot of people longed for your life, but i couldn't stand it anymore..
Dear person
I'm sorry the voices became too much.
I'm sorry i ran out of place to make scars.. I'm sorry i couldn't stand this inner pain anymore.. Dear person.. I'm sorry.. Goodbye..
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 1:27 PM UTC
Maybe its just me,
but I hardly ever see poems about happiness
Is it because the bad times outweigh the good?
or do they outshine them?
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 8:43 PM UTC
You're a one night stand
But we spent too many nights
I lost count of it.
You're that unexpected kiss
On a drunken wasted night
Of vomits and *****
You're that awkward hi
Exchanged by strangers who
Thought they both knew each other
But were clearly mistaken for another.
You're the bruise that turns blue
When I accidentally bump my leg
On the corner of the bed.
You're the scar that I never
Knew I had.
You're the bittersweet taste in
My mouth every morning.
You're the last thought lingering
In my head before slumber takes me
And you're the vagueness that
Haunts me in my dreams.
You're the scalding hot shower
In a cold freezing morning.
You're the boiling tea that numbs
My tongue for the rest of the day.
You're the obsession
I will never learn to let go of.
You're that person I will
Never get to call mine.
You're the one that got away.
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 7:34 PM UTC