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Zeus Apr 2017
"Zeus I'm pregnant", she'll never say
Tears of joy, happy smiles and tight hugs, we'll never give
"Can you feel her kick", she'll never say.
Falling asleep on her laps, day dreaming of a little female me, I'll never do
"Can I get you this. Can I get you that" she'll never hear
Laughter filled with admiration, fights filled with adrenaline, apologizes filled with remorse, will never have.
Baby cloths shopping, baby name we'll never do
"It's time" with a smile on her face, she'll never say
Panicking rush, silly fumbles excited faces ecstatic heart races, I'll never have

1st cries, first breathes 1st sips, She'll never take
Sleepless nights quick passing days, we'll never see
Fast pace days, friendly family and friend smiles and congratulations. I'll never hear
Nightly prayers and daily scriptures, I'll never read to her
Past writings and future notes, she'll never hear
First tantrums, she'll never throw
First teeth, she'll never have
first steps, shell never take
first words, she'll never speak
First books she'll never read
First days of school, she'll never see

First report card, she'll never bring
First fights, She'll never win
First friends, she'll never make
Flashing years, other baby on the way, we'll never have,
School presentation's, school awards, she'll never get
Best friend, she'll never make
"I'm so proud of you" I'll never say
Teenage phase, teenage problems she'll never have
First dates, she'll never have
Late night private talk, late night private walks, we'll never have
Emotional talks, heart to heart talks, argumentative talks we'll never have
"Zeus she writes just like you" they'll never say
"Zeus she writes just like you", I'll never be proud to heat
Daddy Care, love and support, she'll never feel
"I'm always here" shell never hear
"Daddy I love you", she'll never say
"Daddy he's the one", I'll never here
Over protective side, she'll never see
University graduation, she'll never have
Tears of joy, "I'm so proud of you" we'll never say,
Fist driving lessons she'll never have
First break up and make up, She'll never have
First "I'm sorry, take me back" She'll never hear,
First nights away home, first late nights away from home, she'll never have,
First sit downs, we'll never have,
First dances, he'll never take her out on

First jobs, first "you're fired", she'll never have,
another baby on the way, excited as ever feeling, we'll never have
First apartments, first houses, she'll never own,
"I do" as she cries, she'll never say,
Big beautiful wedding, flower filled and joy surrounded wedding, she'll never have,
"Daddy I have another Zeus coming", she'll never say
Tears of joy, proud moments I'll never have,
A chance to read and continue this note, she'll never have....

My childish ambitions, that will never be
i cant explain what i feel when i think of you, my last public note
Zeus Apr 2017
I'm their pride and joy, so I can't mess up cause its them it will destroy,

Having your name isn't easy. every time i write it down I remember I already have a standard to live up to but I have no one to look up to
Couldn't you have stayed a little longer !
Couldn't you have talked to me a little more!
Couldn't you have given a heads up about how hard life is!
Couldn't you have died a little later!!
These days all I can do is write to you in vain a letter cause I know you'll never read this,
Being this good isn't easy and 3AM doesn't do me right.

Would you have liked my work
Would you have encouraged it,
my writing gift is all I have but I would trade it to have you here
I've done this so many times
I've written so many rhymes
I'm just trying to get the anger out of my life
I need you in my life
I need a you in my life
I'm the only you in my life and that isn't fair,

Raising daughters that ain't mine, raising sons that aren't mine, building a nation just give it away

Trying to touch hearts I can't even feel my own....
i just need you
Zeus Dec 2016
She was in a long white beautiful dress it was the best day of her life, she was in smiles and everyone could feel her joy. tears would fall from her eyes as she got ready for her big day. she couldn't keep her composure, she was simply over whelmed by what was about to happen, her perfect princess wedding was about to happen,
her groom walked in, wearing an all black suit reflecting his soul as he claimed every time someone asked why he chose it, as he walked in, he saw how beautiful she looked,
she looked at him and shied away as she said "my dark kiing, its bad luck to see your bride before the wedding"
he walked to her and he said "you look so beautiful, I couldn't wait to see you"
she smiled and said "you have made me the happiest woman alive, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you"
the bridesmaids left the room leaving the bride and and the groom to have their last moment as singles,
he got closer to her and pushed her hair back. he whispered to her "I love you" and she couldn't contain her joy, she pulled him close put her arms above his shoulders and kissed him like it was her first and last kiss with him. she felt a warmth from within her, a warmth that quickly turned to a cold and stinging pain from her side
she looked below and her bright white dress began to turn a deep thick red, she saw silver blade with a gold handle, her warm blood poured out, she looked back up with shock and tears  in her eyes, tears which began to fall as her body began to fall as well. her groom caught her as she fell, he gave her one last kiss, the last kiss that would be the last thing that she felt as her world began to fade away.

he laid her down, he put her body over her dress, she was like a flower, a red rose that just shade its color
as her blood still poured out, her body started to become cold, his suit was covered in blood, he looked at his hands and they were covered in her blood, he thought to himself, "my last angel back in heaven where she belongs",

one of the bridesmaids walked in to a horrific sight of the dead bride and she screamed...

to be continued..

this is the first of many short stories found in my collection, Dark King Chronicles.
Zeus Dec 2016
how come everyone is so happy and at peace. everyone has a smile on their face, they have true joy.
how come I don't have that, I want to be happy too I want to have the fun that they have.
its quite strange
I'm told to wait my time but time waits for no man so why should I wait for it,

I just feel so annoyed filled with rage and anger,
that's not even the worst part
the darkness feeds off this
it feeds off this.
all I do is argue with ones I care about, all I have is doubt in the ones I care about,
I don't understand! why is everyone happy and I'm not!
I tried religion
I tried drugs
they didn't work
I'm just so angry! I want nothing to do with anyone
why am I this angry, I'm not mad. I'm not upset I'm just so angry and filled with rage,
I've become so angry I forgot ton I was in pain
I forgot I was in pain.
why am I this angry
why can't I calm down
I can't sleep anymore because Even in my dreams I'm just so angry
I just want to know why I'm angry and everyone else is happy.
they smile in pictures, they laugh out loud they enjoy their life, and here I sit angry as ever , why am I angry,
I help but can't be helped
I'm a therapist to the therapist,
I'm a crying shoulder to cry on
I keep you safe but who keeps me safe,
every time I hit a wall it hits back and I keep hitting and hitting and hitting
everyone goes out yo party
they go out to drink they have each other and one another,
I have my wings and broken halo
I want to go out and live life like they
but I ******* can't and its so ******* unfair,
so why is everyone so happy!!!! why are you all happy!! don't tell me you have you bad days! I have my dad life moments of happiness are under a minute moments of anger go in for days weeks and months, you only feel how I feel once a week for 20 minutes. ...
that's nothing compared to what I have to deal with
why is everyone so happy
why am I so angry
Zeus Dec 2016
Zeus why limit yourself you know it drives you crazy.

i just wanted to do something that would impress you.

you have my heart you don't need to impress me.
i know the word limitation kills you so you shouldn't

limitation to me is nothing as long as you smile.

you always make me smile even when you say nothing.

you're just being sweet you're always so good to me.
i don't deserve you, that's why i try so hard.

you already have my heart mind body soul and commitment

to keep all that i will always do my best.
if my best isn't good enough then i'll do better.

my dark king you shouldn't stress, you're the sweetest ever.
you mean so much to me more than words describe
if i could paint my emotions for you i would.

you're more sweeter than me, more than you know.
i'll always try to impress you and make you smile.
i hate 10 word writings they're never enough so i decided to write more than 10 words using 10 words i don't know if this has been done before but i like it!!
Zeus Dec 2016
i wish i was like you
i wish i had the attention
i wish i had the ******* looks

you wont understand
you have it all
you could snap your fingers and have it all

why was had it to be you
God why not me
i've been through all the pain
i've taken all the bruises and cuts

i know you'll say
"be grateful"
"someone has it worse"
but you dont know what i've seen

i wish i was as gifted like you
i wish i turned heads like you
i wish everyone wanted me like they want you

you'll sit there reading this with that look on your face

but think of this, every time you leave you leave me alone and when you come back i'm worser than you left me and you blame me.
i just want to be like you so you can understand the pain you give me
Zeus Dec 2016
she wanted that luxurious life
I just want the simple things
she wanted to fly around the world
I just want to stay home and smoke
she wanted the lasted cloths
I just want more sprite before the shops close
she wanted to ride on the latest cars
I just want to write late playing music in my car

see we're from two different worlds
but we're the same
we're heading in the same road
but we're heading in opposite directions

she had the world at her feet
I had the sky on my side.

she lived that high-life
i was just high through life
she wanted a ring so i never gave a crown
she wanted  lingerie so i never gave her a gown

we're not the same, but we're one
our fights were just the beginning
it always ended in the love we made
Zeus Nov 2016
Mum once looked at me and said love isn't real
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Zeus Nov 2016
the things i cant change should make you love me
this has become easier to do , the emotions are flooding in and pouring out,
Zeus Nov 2016
I see my future coming, coming to get me like i stole something, something doesn't feel right these days, days pass by and i notice nights, nights dark as my heart seem to be my home, home is where my heart got stolen, stolen time I keep running from the future, future me says fate and destiny say I'm great, great is an understatement to me, me myself and i cant seem to agree, agree with me if you're not afraid, afraid of the unknown  unknown to the world thats how I've grown, grown on my own in my darkness its shown, shown to the world thats too blind to see my true face, face to face and still faces are being hidden, hidden in plain sight, sight given to the blind generation seeking inspiration, inspiration to speaking the truth, truth that the press twist and bend, bend over to the will of the superpowers, superpowers kept in towers, towers built to grow above the cities because they want to be in the heavens, heavens angel was sent but never arrives to save them,  them them them we always point the blame but we're all the same, same and insane wee love the pain and struggle, struggle and trouble we refuse to be humble, humble yourself before life does it for you, you don't know what its like to in a third world fourth generation slave, slave is too harsh or not harsh enough, enough of the skin talk, talk about skin like it could walk, walk in my shoes not to know me but to endure my character, character built from scratch with an open mind and an honest heart, heart in hand i can give away, away from the pain, pain shown in my writing, writing the darkness made me love.
this is a game i think, i played it with my friend, we would start a sentence with the last word the other person used, i started writing like this after then,
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