There was only ever
     could be's
     would be's
     should be's
but there were never any
          is's
          was's
          are's

There is nothing here except the thoughts of everything that isn't here.

Never take away the only thing I've been looking forward to
because that is all I have.
The present right now is not what I want it to be.
The past only keeps coming back when I need to forget it.
But my future is the only thing that keeps me from being a
                                                                                                  void
                                                                                                  empty
                                                                                                  space

There is nothing here to keep my attention so it just keeps going back farther and farther and farther..

**Things always come back when you're trying to forget them.