hey whatever you are feeling right now, its okay. Its okay not to be okay. Its okay to say no sometimes. Its okay not to make things right. We are all HUMANS after all. If we will not experience FAILURES, REJECTIONS, AND LONELINESS, We will never be strong enough to conquer the new ones that is bigger than us. But always remember that we have a God that is Bigger than anything else. Smarter than anyone else and Punctual than anyone else. So let him hear what your heart desires and problems and he will help you in the most unexpected way that you can imagine.