I stare at this wall
Hoping something will end it all
Take away anything that I've had left
Looking back now at how every time I'd fall
You'd walk right over me
Ignoring my desperate calls
Am I so small
That you can't notice me at all
Or is it you just don't care
Are you so tall
That you don't see me crawl
Through life everyday
Why do I even try?
I've asked myself time after time
Why do I try to be what you want me to be
Knowing that I'm like
That odd puzzle piece
Who doesn't have a place
I feel out of place
In my own face
Hearing my heart race
But I continue to sit & stare,
Sit & stare,
Sit & stare
*My tears silently fall
While I alone staring at this wall
Knowing one day
I'll get up & end it all
i just had to write this
i had to get this off my chest
i'm feeling better now knowing that it's out of my head