Every day there is me who dies repeatedly.
People and children of Gaza who are slaughtered everyday.
They are me who dies everyday.
I feel dead inside even though I am still alive.
I forgot what it feels like to be alive because actually I die everyday.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

In the heart of Bethlehem
Peace whispers and hopes abide
Fields of olive, skies of blue
Little children have so much
Fun too and dreams came true

And peace and love flourish
Echoes of happiness in Palestine
A tapestry of past and present
In each tear drop a life a lesson

In 1950's Palestine 86% of Christians
Lived in perfect harmony and
Then a struggle born darkness
Of the night evil rose without sight
Yet amidst the pain our spirit shines
Bright and in Palestine where hope entwines.

I'm bored of watching the first and second world war movies.
I want to watch the third world war.
Not a movie but a real war.
Hi tech war with various modern weapons.
Mutual destruction between China , Russia , Iran against America , British , Europe.
This will be the most epic war and I can't wait to watch it.
I will watch it streaming on the big TV that I just bought.
I will watch it casually sitting on the soft sofa in my warm room.
I will watch it while eating martabak and drinking cincau ice.
The third world war will be the best entertainment in the 21st century.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

The feeling of powerlessness is very painful.
When you want change but you are unable to do it.
Change depends on many factors beyond your control.
You can only wait for a miracle but the miracle never comes.
While you are getting weaker , tired , desperate and helpless.
You want to give up but the voice inside you wants you to keep fighting.
It's all up to you whether you will give up or force yourself to keep fighting.
But calm yourself down for a moment.
Take a few deep breaths so your complicated thoughts can clear up a bit.
Then listen to the voice within you more clearly.
Yes , you have to keep fighting.
Keep fighting don't lose hope even if it seems to fade.
Keep fighting even though you are so tired and weak.
Keep fighting no matter how.
Keep fighting without knowing what it will be like.
Strengthen your fighting spirit and keep fighting !.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Oh Habibti.
Before I planned to marry you.
I had already married Palestine.
I had married Palestine with my deepest soul.
Then I got to know you and realized something.
That you are the human form of Palestine.
Palestine in the form of a beautiful woman.
That's you wearing thobe.
That's you cooking maqluba.
That's you dancing dabke.
That's you pounding olives.
That's you showing resilience.
That's you teaching life.
That's you who made me fall in love.
Oh Habibti.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

If Anne Frank were still alive.
She would be an old granny now.
An old granny who supports Palestine.
Because the wound experienced by the Palestinian people are the same wound she felt during the holocaust.
That is the wound of the oppressed humanity.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Standing back and doing
Nothing makes everyone
Complicit in
A genocide.

Oh Habibti.
Arabs often say to me that Arabic is full of romantic words.
That's why I want to take an Arabic course.
So I can ****** you with romantic words.
To touch your heart , to have your heart.
Oh Habibti.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

Western governments are nothing more than a bunch of political clowns with blood on their hands.
The blood of Palestinian people and children.
Who are slaughtered every day by Israel.
With the tax money of the American, British and European people.
Tax money which should be the welfare rights of the people.

Demanding for justice and peace is futile.
What needs to be done is to fight and force them.
Take over the status quo that they have controlled for too long.
Any risk must be faced no other choice.
Americans must act radically.
British must act radically.
Europeans must act radically.
Radical action with courage , anger , unity and resilience.
Show them what people power looks like.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven

In the dark shadows where
Palestinian happiness fades away
A tale of death and sorrow every day
And once beautiful and bright
Now everything is in darkness and
Silent whispers lost in fright
Another Palestinian child killed tonight

Innocence Palestinians slaughtered
Hearts heavy carry the weight of the world
A garden once filled with dreams
So beautiful and bright like the 1900
Where peace and love flowed
Now a scar where hopes abide

It's another dead Palestinian child and

And we'll never let forget use and
The echoes of your childhood
A haunting regret evil and death and
In unity we stand to honor their voice
In love and remembrance and
Everyone around the world
Must stand with everlasting
Peace and love forever Palestine.