Outside Rusted swing.chain squeeks and hurls A moment so strong it stains the world around it, Memories vivid enough to rub off like ***** feet on carpet; thus ghosts are born. Momentarily bleeding-- You were supposed to look after me... I don't know why I replay Those times, it's as good as picking a scab endlessly. You begged me Not to leave you,it'd break your heart Then broke mine until I had to leave.
That heart is on the floor,spat on Stepped on You are she now and she is gone -- She will come and soon after Carries on with the same face The exact expression Undetectable like black *******...
(Rotten thief with your heart as black As the the moldy growth 'tween your upper Buck teeth...)
I'm an aching orb roaming and going home to nothing. I only live to feel ill I only live to feel ill now. I only
Wish you could tell me from your perspective When did I stop being your babe? But I know like most it's a pointless question You've lied your whole life
And still- -that last time with you I couldn't stay angry seeing your face Almost a year on, that comfort can't be replaced
Two of us walking over frosted grass and pavements icy as the irises of opioded eyes; hand in hand-- keep me warm until we are home together. Walking miles alone to your's on sprained ankles Pretending I was coming back to our unborn child. I don't even care, I'm over it I hope you're happy And your life is better without me in it Cause mine is, *****.
Incomplete as all is until the unhappy ending we're all heading to. I am sore everyday and it's on me to care and I don't want to care.