Im in my own house but i cant breath
Im with my family but I can’t be who i am
I wanna go out
Jut a little while to be me
The be the real me
To breath
Cause im suffocating
And getting depressed
Day by day
I can’t breath
I need air

I always take care other people
I’ve make them smile
I wipe their tears if they cry
I’ll take care of them if they’re sick
I can feel if they are not ok
It’s me

But how come I can’t to it to myself
Im lonely
I'm empty
I feel alone
I can’t to all the things I do to other
So I pretend
And I think
I already master the art of pretending

If love is fading
I’ll just have to love you more everyday
Maybe you’ll never have to leave

If your love the enemy
You have to hurt me even more
Until I feel tired of love

Love is about sharing
Love is about making memories
But love can changed
Even if it can hurt like hell

I know it can hurt me alot
But I’m going to love you even more
I will always loving you
I love you
Until Im tired of love

Sometimes,
The people we love
Doesn’t love us back
But it doesn’t mean
We’re not worth the love
It means
His not the right for you
Someday
The right person
Will be knocking in your door
And in that moment
You will know
That person is the right person

Every single day in this quarantine
My thoughts are eating me alive
I don’t know what to do anymore
Im breaking
Day by day my thoughts are getting worst
Im in the peek of giving up
Everyday my depression is getting worst
Im crying and screaming for help
Deep inside

You hate me being stubborn, So i change
You hate me being needy, So i change
You hate me being friendly, So i change
You hate me being “one of the boys”,So i change
You hate me being party goer, So i change
You hate me being clingy, So i change

But I realized you don’t love me
Because if you love me you won’t change me, you’ll love everything about me

Your with me but I'm not me anymore
I lost myself because of you
And because I don’t wanna lose you

But not anymore
I won’t change myself for you anymore
It’s your choice to accept me or to love me
I won’t change myself now because of you

Mahirap ba akong mahalin?
Or hindi lang talaga ako kamahal mahal.

Am i not important
Bakit lagi akong iniiwan?
Nakakasawa na.
Pagod na ako

Bakit ang hirap ng buhay at ang hirap mabuhay?

you can't tell, you just know
you always do

no man in this earth
could keep secrets
from a woman like you

but i hate this idea
of knowing everything
and saying nothing
i hate this idea
of a woman being silent

sometimes the love you crave
can’t be found in the person you want
and wanting someone is not enough
to have them love you

you have been strong for so long
cry if you need to
scream if it helps