Each time it diminishes, I know it's not gone forever.
It will always return.
Anger pushes me deeper into my corrupted, compromised brain.
Painless agony that hides behind a veil of apathy
I physically hurt from emotional agony.
There is no tangible reason.
I'm fighting myself, and no matter who wins, I will always lose.
I am a zombie–
Neither dead nor alive, but merely walking around, bringing others down.