This has gone way too long
I wrote you a song and I'm gone
I like you but don't say ****
2 years nothing that's it
Overthinking time later on
I waited and I know I am wrong
I was motivated I was tricked
I thought I debated I would sit
Stare and do nothing and cry
Care of you loving why
I said I would do something try
And then I'd stop and walk and hide
Now I regret my decision
Now I am haunted by these visions
Now I change the way that I living
My real self is hidden
You are the one I tell myself
I feel something I never felt
I approached and said no words
Dated hoes and never got hurt
I never even knew you and feel even worse
I let her break free and do nothing skkrt
I pull out the lot and wish that I had spoke
Where I am now is what I had chose
I hate to say I made this mistake
You could've been my wife but I take
Another path away
I avoid you but I gotta say
You are so perfect in my eyes I see
I know I not blind I have 20/20
I want you to notice me at least
I am great but too shy to break free
I am here for you but I leave
Go and find another be free
I will live alone my life
I have chose this is it right
I just wish I made it in your life
I wish I live these sights
I wish I had just tried
Oh God make it right