All of the good I’ve done was to set an example, to help those in need, to inspire you. All of the good in my heart was to show you the way. You had your eyes closed. You shut me out. Your king complex was the crutch you leaned on as an excuse. I knew you as good. You believed in yourself when you were with me. We were stronger together. You refused to see that. You closed off your heart. Yet, the blame lays on us in your eyes? We all take responsibility for our own lives. I wanted to help those lost souls, not inspire you to become one..

I am angry, I am upset, I am grieving.

What I feel at this time is important too.

I refuse to lose myself in this.

& I love you... always...

We may not ever know
We may not begin to understand
The story of such deep love
One that got completely out of hand

There is a place and there is a time
Impulse may lead you to this day
The story of such deep love
One that got completely got away

Such tragic love and damning thoughts
Such intense heat and vile plots
The story of such deep love forgot
He completely got deranged

Oh, what a journey you have begun
Fighting demons no more, peace at last
Cheers to the many nights of solitude
Those moments that shaped your story

What an adventure, wondrous mysteries
Heartfelt ups and downs aplenty
You found a way, you held on tight

Now the stars shine in your honor
My Pluto, forevermore...

His halo was too heavy
It leaned over and slipped to the floor
Shattered into a thousand pieces
As he was just before

Daunting and haunting
That oak tree is where he fled

Daunting and haunting
He pulled the trigger, now he’s dead