All she wants is for someone to make her laugh,
To make her feel good.
To Tell her she's beautiful.
How much you admire her.
Why you love her.
That her presence is important,
Warming..

Insecurities will **** and is going to **** me.

I remember when those pills took a tool of me.
When I drank them that one night,
I saw the gates to what I wished For my whole life..

Remember ?

When you have nobody to vent too,
So you go to the one person who knows you like the back of there own hands.
It had to be you.

Like you better from a distance,
Where you couldn't know me.
Where I couldn't love you.
Where you couldn't have cheated,
Where I couldn't have been misleaded

You are nothing like the last.
Scratch that.
You are everything like the last.


-M&J

When everything comes back to you, like a crash,
Is when you wish you didn't have to remember such painful memories that lasted longer than you wished it had.

might be asking for too much,
Attention?
Sweet talks?
How about an unexpected phone call?
Late night texts, to wake up and smile?
The feeling of being wanted is a girls best feeling.
Finding ways to feel good about herself.
I suppose.

Content with who I am, who I've become. Those may heard, but they will never know my story. I am a writer who will continue to write, although some seem tragic, I promise somethings we're just meant to happen. Many won't understand, some will try to adjust. Remember to never judge a book by its cover, because they could be smiling but in the inside be frowning. Remember to love those close to you, even the ones you lost contact with. Remain strong, and always fight. Because you are his solider, and he is your leader, let him guide, he'll never mislead you. For this is what I tell you, pain is just for a few seasons, but as long as you pray, I promise he will heal you. You don't need to go to church everyday, to have him Love you. You are his child, he'll never leave you. just promise that you will call him, when time gets rough, know that he's with you. Pray for strength, happiness and laughter, because at the end it will be all that you ever wanted, happy ever after..✨

Depression will never leave you.
It's part of you.
It's become you.
No matter how happy you are,
There will always be a day,
A night,
A morning,
Where it comes and hunts you.
Not because you are weak,
Nor because you are hurting.
But because it's already in you.